Thank you so much Dave! It seems to have worked.... thanks again Trixxxia. Doug just put yours in. I gotta hit you up today and catch up. I'm up quite early due to the first day of school today :-/

My pleasure - it's the least I could do.

Yes we need to catch up - you've been on my mind since Vegas.

First day of school - I know how that goes, they started the 'week' routine here today too and it was pretty much a good launch. Let's hope it continues daily! :)


Big hugs to you :)

Bump for a good cause

Rrred I've been thinking about you. :) Bump for a good cause!

goodluck

yo "bumpers for the good cause"... maybe you can make a small donation for the goud cause aswell?

Thanks guys... and thank you Laurel! That was very generous of you. You rock!

Here's a bump!

:)

just keep on reaching your goals............i didnt know that you are really generous...........

heres a good bump for a good cause

Bump for RRRED

Epass sent and another bump for you. You know how to reach me if you need anything. take care.

I hope you make your goal!

:)

dougc is an epass we can send too?

Well I hope so and by the looks of the thread I gather that it is. If not please let me know and I will scrape up some more.

Recieved donations via epass (yes, please send to username: dougc ) from After Shock media" and "flash cash" (Furious Male?). I will transfer it to the fund when their server is back online. I have to donate it in my name (creditcard) but your name appears in the comments.

Thanks friends, it means a lot to us!:thumbsup

Early Thursday morning bump.

Even if the cause is not close to you, do it for RRRed, she never asks for anything and ussually just gives.

Hey there, I got you guy's donations up on the page, Thanks After Shock Media and Furious Male!

Its much easier for us internationals to send by epass ... dougc for anyone who missed it!

I can't believe $150 took more than 5 minutes to raise. What happened to us.

Good luck Nicole & anyone else who is on this walk. xx

Because they aren't winning an iPhone and I think a lot are afraid because of subject matter. Then there's percentage of those started several Owen Wilson attempt theres, don't know the bajillion reasons behind suicide and there it's easy just to focus on the "Let's made fun of Owen Dude, Bro".

Except for help with naming the hairless rat, er, I don't think Niccole's ask ANYTHING financial in this biz and has had long profession AND emotional/physical ties here.

If you can't/don't want to big (we can only get the change behing the couch DO MANY TIMES!) At least keep bumping this thread.

Just donated to Cindy, and a bump for you Nicole! Hit me up on icq sometime when you have time so we can catch up. :)

Had to corret pretty bad typo.

FT! :) Still in FL?

We need to arrange a girl's only (this would have include NOT TELLING THE GUYS and perhaps throw off a fed red herrings :thumbsup)

Hey!!! Yes, I'm still in Florida! A girls weekend sounds awesome to me! I'd be there in a minute! It would be great to see you again, it's been awhile! :)

I'm planning a "driving trip" next year - need to rank up the miles before the lease is over! So far, Jacksonville, Tampa, Miami beach area. Then I'll try to sell my car in Miami so don't have to drive back :thumbsup

I just think it's time to sit and chat about all the things that have gone recently and in the past W/O have to worry about the biggest gossipers on the planet - men.

:1orglaugh Jacksonville or Tampa would be the closest for me. Just let me know when and where and I'll be there! Would be great cath up with you! :thumbsup

Thanks CJ! Your donation is up.

this thread deserve a bump...
looking for a reason to donate? read rrreds blog http://taylormclaughlin.com
My hat goes off for her!

Well today was the 4 week anniversary... doesn't seem like a whole lot of time but to me it's like yesterday... yet a year ago... I've never rode a ride like this in my life.

Thanks to those who donated. I'm chickening out on the whole thing. I can't get out of bed hardly at this point. Tomorrow I'm retiring the name "RRRED" and changing it to Niccole... I used to love gfy and I will again. But RRRED is dead now. She isn't bright, quick witted and charasmatic.... I think I'm actually retiring officially.

I just watched my funeral for the first time.... I just can't believe still... I love you guys for backin me up on this. I never volunteered for anything like this. It's insane how this has eaten my daughter and myself. I thought I was tough but wow...

Anyway, thank you guys who got my back. I'll always have yours too.

*collapse

Niccole.....

hey Eric will you change my nick?

bump from me for a good cause.

Niccole can we still send in some cash to that epass account?
I have had more accumulate and wanted to send you some more anyways.

Absolutely.... thank you so much. I'm already on the schools for depression screening and my ass is boiling at the ignorance and cruelty me and my girl face every day in public. Everyone I know has been there.. or close.. or known someone.

I just noticed I said earlier 4 weeks... but see here's where I can't work anymore etc... I meant months.. I'm mental mush and simply fucked up.

I look at fhgs and good bought traffic spots etc etc and just go.... "Who the fuck cares?"

I just know that this can happen to anyone and it happens more than anyone might think. I went to this compassionate friends support group a month ago.. just once... every single chick there got fired! Cuz of extreme grieving and being nuts... that's what this does. I've never ever experienced such devestation... followed my blame, rudeness and ignorance. You wouldn't believe some of the stuff that's been said to me.

I just know that I gotta work to get more studies on this... Monday is my birthday which is also the 1st anniversary of my birth mother killing herself. I only was around her like 10 times in my twenties... 5 siblings of mine are getting together this weekend.. the strongest people you'll meet... but they all have attempted this incluing myself. There's alot to this that needs attention and research.

Taylor was loved and supported... but he felt... well no one knows what he felt those final moments. But I do know it destroyed so many lives that there's no way I'm gonna shut up about it. All of those who slam me.. the day this might happen to you, you know where I am. You will be seeking me out cuz you know that I'll be the only one that understands.

Other than that, I'm so done.

Thanks for the update.

PS. You can not really leave us, it would make me sad.

Going to epass now.

From epassporte.

The account you are trying to transfer funds to is currently unavailable. Please try your transfer again later. Thank you.

Anyone know what that means? Is it a transaction limit for the day or what?

fuck em, let them suicide

earth is overpopulated anyway

Why the fuck would you post that here you little piece of shit. Gawd I can only hope you never have to go through what others have when it comes to this dissorder.

Yes I changed your words in the quote.

No shit. My experiences have shown me how little class some people have and who was (and wasn't) a true friend. And of course, the ones who went that extra step and showed me what dyed in the wool total assholes they are. :thumbsup

Big massive saggy boob hugs from me to you!!

I dont know what the problem is, but I sent in a ticket to resolve it. Thanks for your continued support :thumbsup

Bump cuz it's right around the corner!

Bump!

You're doing great things Niccole... and even greater due to being "in it" now and then... :thumbsup

"in it"? What do you mean? Pardon my sedated confusion.