When it Rains, it Pours, The World Says Goodbye to a GREAT woman..... - GoFuckYourself.com

Big_D · 03-20-2008, 03:54 PM

I know I have been posting a lot of random downfall shit lately, and I am sorry for that, read the title, when it rains it pours. The biz posts will be coming soon enough, trust me its worth the wait.

On the other hand, my arm is doing a lot better. The stitches are out and I am still working my ass off to get the new affiliate program live (very very very close)

With all of that being said, my grandmother, one of the best women I have ever known in my life passed last night, and I got the message about 5 hours ago.

Most of you will probably be like wtf is this guy doing posting a respectful message to others on a porn forum, well the answer is simple. It's what I am good at, and she respected that. Did she agree with it? not really but she supported me with the "whatever makes you happy." In a nutshell even tho she was old school on the fornication aspect of my employment she definitely let me know she was proud that I achieved something I appreciated.

Like riddler said at one point, "walking fuck up" that was true at one point of my life, but this woman let me see the light, she was never pissed at me, only disappointed, and that led me to the fact that I needed to grab a hold of my life and make something of it.

When I was stationed in Groton in the Navy, she would have all my shipmates over on the weekends for some good home cooked food instead of the galley, she introduced me to the NE Patriots when I was four, and I tell you there isnt anything like sharing a kitchen table and a TV with an 82 year old woman that punched the table every turnover or when a pass was missed. She cared, she gave a shit, and she always told everyone that I was her grandson.

The rest of my family abondoned me based on their beliefs or superstitions. in their eyes I am a piece of shit shit since I cannot go to Rhode Island from Romania immediately for her funeral due to financial reasonsI am inconsiderate because I have obligations to my employment. Fuck even my mother kicked me out 3 weeks from H.S. graduation because i decked my stepfather that slapped her for forgetting to record a formula-1 race, My uncle barred me from family events at his house and she stood in his face and said this is my grandson, your nephew, and he is welcome at your table, the one I provided for you.

Her coffee and cooking was the best, nothing like a mix of scottish and portuguese cooking, her "jokes" although small were hilarious. imagine she called bitches that us sailors fucked "seagulls" because they were "always following the fleet" man I am going to miss her.

So with that being said this is the tip of the iceberg of the greatest woman I have ever known, I have made this post here because it is the only place I know where to put it where it will be heard.

Thanks for the read, may Edna Brazil rest in peace, I will miss her more than anyone..............

JenniDahling · 03-20-2008, 04:01 PM

Sorry to hear of your loss Donny! The best thing to do to honor her memory is to make her proud

Xrated J · 03-20-2008, 04:03 PM

sorry for your loss Big D

Brad Mitchell · 03-20-2008, 04:03 PM

RIP Edna and peace be with you Donnie, hope all gets better very soon and best of luck with everything.

Brad

g$$$ · 03-20-2008, 04:07 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Big_D

I know I have been posting a lot of random downfall shit lately, and I am sorry for that, read the title, when it rains it pours. The biz posts will be coming soon enough, trust me its worth the wait.

On the other hand, my arm is doing a lot better. The stitches are out and I am still working my ass off to get the new affiliate program live (very very very close)

With all of that being said, my grandmother, one of the best women I have ever known in my life passed last night, and I got the message about 5 hours ago.

Most of you will probably be like wtf is this guy doing posting a respectful message to others on a porn forum, well the answer is simple. It's what I am good at, and she respected that. Did she agree with it? not really but she supported me with the "whatever makes you happy." In a nutshell even tho she was old school on the fornication aspect of my employment she definitely let me know she was proud that I achieved something I appreciated.

Like riddler said at one point, "walking fuck up" that was true at one point of my life, but this woman let me see the light, she was never pissed at me, only disappointed, and that led me to the fact that I needed to grab a hold of my life and make something of it.

When I was stationed in Groton in the Navy, she would have all my shipmates over on the weekends for some good home cooked food instead of the galley, she introduced me to the NE Patriots when I was four, and I tell you there isnt anything like sharing a kitchen table and a TV with an 82 year old woman that punched the table every turnover or when a pass was missed. She cared, she gave a shit, and she always told everyone that I was her grandson.

The rest of my family abondoned me based on their beliefs or superstitions. in their eyes I am a piece of shit shit since I cannot go to Rhode Island from Romania immediately for her funeral due to financial reasonsI am inconsiderate because I have obligations to my employment. Fuck even my mother kicked me out 3 weeks from H.S. graduation because i decked my stepfather that slapped her for forgetting to record a formula-1 race, My uncle barred me from family events at his house and she stood in his face and said this is my grandson, your nephew, and he is welcome at your table, the one I provided for you.

Her coffee and cooking was the best, nothing like a mix of scottish and portuguese cooking, her "jokes" although small were hilarious. imagine she called bitches that us sailors fucked "seagulls" because they were "always following the fleet" man I am going to miss her.

So with that being said this is the tip of the iceberg of the greatest woman I have ever known, I have made this post here because it is the only place I know where to put it where it will be heard.

Thanks for the read, may Edna Brazil rest in peace, I will miss her more than anyone..............

My Condolences man...RIP edna brazil

Strider · 03-20-2008, 04:07 PM

I'm really sorry to hear that, bud

May she rest in peace.

TheEnforcer · 03-20-2008, 04:08 PM

Sorry to hear man.

TommySoprano · 03-20-2008, 04:10 PM

Sorry for your loss homie

and thank you for sharing this with us. This makes me think that this business sometimes has a friendlier human side too

DirtyDanza · 03-20-2008, 04:11 PM

sorry for your loss brother... I like to think that one day you will be with her again hearing her jokes man......

D · 03-20-2008, 04:11 PM

Sorry for your loss.

silvercash amber · 03-20-2008, 04:17 PM

im sorry! she sounded like a great lady.

tom hymes · 03-20-2008, 04:34 PM

Condolences, my friend. Those of us who care share your grief and feel your loss. The rain will pass, the sun will shine again. No need to rush it. Your love for Edna, and hers for you, will never fade. Unconditional love lasts forever.

Socks · 03-20-2008, 04:37 PM

RIP, I'm sure she lead a full life.

My grandmother also knew what I did, I am very open and honest about it. She didn't really love it, but she knew I was going to do what I wanted anyways, and fully supported me. I even showed her my website!

KBoogie · 03-20-2008, 04:54 PM

So sorry homie.

AdPatron · 03-20-2008, 04:59 PM

I am truly sorry for your loss!!

Pacino · 03-20-2008, 05:05 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Big_D

I know I have been posting a lot of random downfall shit lately, and I am sorry for that, read the title, when it rains it pours. The biz posts will be coming soon enough, trust me its worth the wait.

On the other hand, my arm is doing a lot better. The stitches are out and I am still working my ass off to get the new affiliate program live (very very very close)

With all of that being said, my grandmother, one of the best women I have ever known in my life passed last night, and I got the message about 5 hours ago.

Most of you will probably be like wtf is this guy doing posting a respectful message to others on a porn forum, well the answer is simple. It's what I am good at, and she respected that. Did she agree with it? not really but she supported me with the "whatever makes you happy." In a nutshell even tho she was old school on the fornication aspect of my employment she definitely let me know she was proud that I achieved something I appreciated.

Like riddler said at one point, "walking fuck up" that was true at one point of my life, but this woman let me see the light, she was never pissed at me, only disappointed, and that led me to the fact that I needed to grab a hold of my life and make something of it.

When I was stationed in Groton in the Navy, she would have all my shipmates over on the weekends for some good home cooked food instead of the galley, she introduced me to the NE Patriots when I was four, and I tell you there isnt anything like sharing a kitchen table and a TV with an 82 year old woman that punched the table every turnover or when a pass was missed. She cared, she gave a shit, and she always told everyone that I was her grandson.

The rest of my family abondoned me based on their beliefs or superstitions. in their eyes I am a piece of shit shit since I cannot go to Rhode Island from Romania immediately for her funeral due to financial reasonsI am inconsiderate because I have obligations to my employment. Fuck even my mother kicked me out 3 weeks from H.S. graduation because i decked my stepfather that slapped her for forgetting to record a formula-1 race, My uncle barred me from family events at his house and she stood in his face and said this is my grandson, your nephew, and he is welcome at your table, the one I provided for you.

Her coffee and cooking was the best, nothing like a mix of scottish and portuguese cooking, her "jokes" although small were hilarious. imagine she called bitches that us sailors fucked "seagulls" because they were "always following the fleet" man I am going to miss her.

So with that being said this is the tip of the iceberg of the greatest woman I have ever known, I have made this post here because it is the only place I know where to put it where it will be heard.

Thanks for the read, may Edna Brazil rest in peace, I will miss her more than anyone..............

I can tell you really loved your grandmother... RIP

VeriSexy · 03-20-2008, 06:37 PM

Sorry to hear, RIP

xsabn · 03-20-2008, 07:10 PM

Sorry to hera this Donnie

.. Condolences

Big_D · 03-20-2008, 07:38 PM

zank you sabin (0: you romanian fuck.........

Spunky · 03-20-2008, 07:44 PM

My condolences..Heaven has a new angel

germ · 03-20-2008, 07:47 PM

Sorry to hear about your loss. I was raised by my grandmother. I'll probably lose it when she dies.

TheSenator · 03-20-2008, 07:50 PM

Sorry for your lost.

Stinger · 03-21-2008, 07:02 AM

My toughts and Prayers are with you

Sure you make her proud EVERY SINGLE DAY..... and she will be with you now more then Ever;)

RIP

OMG Jim · 03-21-2008, 07:55 AM

I'm sorry for your loss Big_D.

You will always have the memories of all the great things that you both inherited and learned from your grandmother. Take all this forward with you in your life and you will always have the inspiration that will provide you the support you need to do anything that you chose with your life.

You were blessed to have someone like Edna Brazil in your life and she can never be replaced but she will always be with you in your spirit and your mind. It is comfort to know you will always have her blessings.

_

Danny B · 03-21-2008, 08:31 AM

Sorry for your loss buddy.

american pervert · 03-21-2008, 08:55 AM

sounds like a good woman, sorry for your lose

Scott McD · 03-21-2008, 10:10 AM

She sounded really awesome. So sorry to hear that...

Elli · 03-21-2008, 10:53 AM

I'm so sorry for your loss. She sounds like a wonderful woman all around. I have only one grandparent left and I'm scared to death I'll lose her before I get to know her better. I'm booking a hotel to go visit her right now, the day after I get back from Phoenix (it's her 81st birthday).

CarlosTheGaucho · 03-21-2008, 12:50 PM

Sorry for your loss man,

I have also lost the best part of my family recently, I don't think I will ever be the same again..

Eva PSC · 03-21-2008, 01:02 PM

may she rest in peace...

Fireflye · 03-24-2008, 05:18 AM

Sorry to hear that

Ravage · 03-24-2008, 06:19 AM

Sorry for your loss Donnie. Your grandmother sounds like an awesome woman. Its never easy losing anyone that means that much to you. I still shed a tear everytime I think about my father, especially around easter time, when he passed away 6 years ago.

Keep your head up high bud. As you said, she had faith in you, stuck by your side, and set you right. She will always be with you daily, because of that fact, and nobody can take it away from you.

C

carol.prime · 03-24-2008, 01:18 PM

Sorry for your loss mate. please accept my condolences.
That was really sad.

03-20-2008, 03:54 PM	#1
Big_D CRAZY MOFUKKA Industry Role: Join Date: Jun 2006 Posts: 3,296	When it Rains, it Pours, The World Says Goodbye to a GREAT woman..... I know I have been posting a lot of random downfall shit lately, and I am sorry for that, read the title, when it rains it pours. The biz posts will be coming soon enough, trust me its worth the wait. On the other hand, my arm is doing a lot better. The stitches are out and I am still working my ass off to get the new affiliate program live (very very very close) With all of that being said, my grandmother, one of the best women I have ever known in my life passed last night, and I got the message about 5 hours ago. Most of you will probably be like wtf is this guy doing posting a respectful message to others on a porn forum, well the answer is simple. It's what I am good at, and she respected that. Did she agree with it? not really but she supported me with the "whatever makes you happy." In a nutshell even tho she was old school on the fornication aspect of my employment she definitely let me know she was proud that I achieved something I appreciated. Like riddler said at one point, "walking fuck up" that was true at one point of my life, but this woman let me see the light, she was never pissed at me, only disappointed, and that led me to the fact that I needed to grab a hold of my life and make something of it. When I was stationed in Groton in the Navy, she would have all my shipmates over on the weekends for some good home cooked food instead of the galley, she introduced me to the NE Patriots when I was four, and I tell you there isnt anything like sharing a kitchen table and a TV with an 82 year old woman that punched the table every turnover or when a pass was missed. She cared, she gave a shit, and she always told everyone that I was her grandson. The rest of my family abondoned me based on their beliefs or superstitions. in their eyes I am a piece of shit shit since I cannot go to Rhode Island from Romania immediately for her funeral due to financial reasonsI am inconsiderate because I have obligations to my employment. Fuck even my mother kicked me out 3 weeks from H.S. graduation because i decked my stepfather that slapped her for forgetting to record a formula-1 race, My uncle barred me from family events at his house and she stood in his face and said this is my grandson, your nephew, and he is welcome at your table, the one I provided for you. Her coffee and cooking was the best, nothing like a mix of scottish and portuguese cooking, her "jokes" although small were hilarious. imagine she called bitches that us sailors fucked "seagulls" because they were "always following the fleet" man I am going to miss her. So with that being said this is the tip of the iceberg of the greatest woman I have ever known, I have made this post here because it is the only place I know where to put it where it will be heard. Thanks for the read, may Edna Brazil rest in peace, I will miss her more than anyone..............

03-20-2008, 04:01 PM	#2
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03-20-2008, 04:03 PM	#4
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03-20-2008, 04:07 PM	#6
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03-20-2008, 04:34 PM	#12
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03-20-2008, 04:37 PM	#13
Socks Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: May 2002 Location: Toronto Posts: 8,475	RIP, I'm sure she lead a full life. My grandmother also knew what I did, I am very open and honest about it. She didn't really love it, but she knew I was going to do what I wanted anyways, and fully supported me. I even showed her my website!

03-20-2008, 04:54 PM	#14
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03-20-2008, 07:38 PM	#19
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03-20-2008, 07:47 PM	#21
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03-21-2008, 07:55 AM	#24
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03-21-2008, 08:31 AM	#25
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03-21-2008, 08:55 AM	#26
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03-21-2008, 10:53 AM	#28
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03-24-2008, 06:19 AM	#32
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