Wow i was thinking that, this was the serious matter of very developing part of Turkish people only...
Let me tell a bit about myself dude;
I was an attractive and a bit famous guy with both bad and the good sides.. also smart as to be in an elected premium high school with a family having not important money problems...,
I have grown up like a bastard from the attractive and a bit rich guy sides and also as a serious dude because of a known high school and family...
and ofcourse ended in a good therapist in the age of 25 as soon as i learned what is Borderline Personality Disorder. Do not take it so dramatic, most of the famous people; especially almost all of the politicians, actors, models... and common at the people having their life in the control of their selves having this personality disorder which is just about that;
Making something really good or bad only, no balance in feelings, you love or you hate, you can not put anything into the normal conditions... if you can not solve that then you may find yourself while you are fighting against to windmills or in an unstandable pain of living... and common as you can not believe in developing countries.

Just realize it and accept it as it is not something very dramatic [if you find it something like so dramatic after you discover in your feelings then think that, hey you again making something very bad or very good...]

Regarding your tell,
Ordinary people? Who are ordinary peoples?
I was never able to care until that age , why the hell people think about a real estates that much because my family had enough of them but the rest was sucking, everyones problems are really different, how come i should have to feel to think "having real estates is something and i should have to care it in my life to be a normal guy" instead of running back of fun entertaintments?

I can not tell how i struggled [still a bit having but getting over it] because i do not become a bank manager or an agent because i was at business administration faculty and most of the friends from there are in this industry now but man , they were having nothing to do expect of it without a few exceptions however but i have this chance and could not struggled to take place in a finance business.

Now and then for me is, Earn as much as money as you can from the job that you enjoy only without fucking anyones sight on it good or bad, and travel with it , enjoy your freedom.
No one need you to become one of their selves, be yourself ;)
Besides most of the girl loves the guy having their freedom, i assure you, all you need is showing your freedom around you ;)
There are not 1 true, ordinary way of personality or, and life style for everyone to get into but there are 1 suitable for everyone.
Also do not forget that, who ever denies, lies, people only work for the money and ability to live the life better. If you bug with anyone whos against to it, just ask if he yet to save the world then :D

and after all you see them, do not question, just live the life your are ability to in...

you don't need a regular job, trust me on this one.

Better try to move around Europe a bit. New countries = new intellectual stimulents + fun

You just miss change. Get a mistress, have a threesome, learn karate or just fuck something up.

I get in this rut all the time, and I made a pretty decent list of shit i want to do. Been doing it. It really makes a difference.

IMO this is a real job.

you make a few good points

ok lets meet together, let's take Franck with us, let's go to the Ukraine, let's meet DarkJedi and let's stay in his exclusive apartment, get drunk together, and visit a nightclub and get photographed by Star69 :winkwink:





Ok, Im sorry, not really, not interested in metting and travelling with you...

hm.. interested, strange, long, nice & unexpected post

I wikip'ed Borderline Disorder and looks like I have half of the symptoms :upsidedow

anyway, thanks for your post and good luck to you too

yeah, good point, not much change in my life recently, not to mention I seem to have "too much free time" and thats not a good thing, if you spend it thinking about things, instead of doing things

I may go to Japan finally this year, should be some adventure and a huge change for sure...

Edit:" btw why didn't you answer my today's ICQ :helpme

Good preparation for a career in politics as far as I'm concerned. :thumbsup

You should leave adult industry polish_aristocrat if you do not like your job

:( :( :(

50 real jobs

51 real jobs

52 polish hobos.

I like that part the most!

the same about me. Tho I have College and University degrees and even my post graduate studies complete i dont like bookworms and their lifestyle. This state of freedom you talk about its so undestandable for me. I love getting away say to Poland and stay there for a week or 2 in Krakow strolling the old town... Same when I go out to NYC, i love East side, thats my place...

I guess they ( parents, shcool, old jobs ) pushed me a lot of times i didnt like it and entering adult design biz helped me to build my own pace... that's why i thankful to adult for it.

But sometimes, i sure feel it would be good to go to office and meet up with people...

What did you quote me for? =) Have a nice day ahead..

don't worry too much, I wouldn't meet anyone from GFY for that I think