Originally Posted by the Shemp (Post 11577489)

do they still have the French Foreign Legion?

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577448)

I realize everyone is going to side with Belinda because she is still in the industry and I am not.

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577448)

Look,

I realize everyone is going to side with Belinda because she is still in the industry and I am not. But the facts of the matter is that I begged that this stop, and it didn't. Belinda actually left me for Mark (Spannow) and one point and I couldn't take it. My mind was shattered. I was stupid and thought I was doing her a favor by fulfilling her fantasy of two guys at once. I was stupid thinking it wouldn't screw things up for us. It did. It was horrible. I was the dumbest person on the face of the earth and thought we had such a great relationship that we could withstand anything. At the time I believed that. I was so damn naive. She left me for Mark in LA at the webmaster access 2005 and he made me come back and pick her up because he didn't want to lose his woman for Belinda. She meant nothing to him, but she left me for him nonetheless. Now you all know the full truth. I was shattered. My friends told me she loved me for the money alone, but I refused to believe them. I feel like an idiot because they were right. I thought she actually did love me but was so damn wrong. I have a huge ego and couldn't deal with the rejection. She saw Mark as a step up. I can admit that. I can admit my ego was crushed when she got out of my car after me begging her for 2 hours not to do so, and went up to Mark's room to be with him instead. I thought 5 years together (at the time) would mean more to her than that. I was very stupid and that is why I lost my mind. I love her so damned much and she didn't love me as I thought she did. She loved the money that got her out of a very poor lifestyle (her parents made less than a grand a month her entire life, no shit). My best friend tried to warn me and I ignored him. I should have listened. I should have known. But I didn't. After I realized the truth life meant something totally different to me. If I didn't have a son I'd have blown my brains out but thank God I did. I was weak and don't belong in adult. I hate her now so much but still wish her the best at the same time. How stupid is that? Fucking gold digger. So all of you rally around her because she's a pretty girl, okay? Make life good for her because you want to fuck her. You go boys! You go!

As for me, I'm out of here and please please please someone send Belinda money so she can get out of my fucking house. I can't heal until she's gone.

Leave, you money grubbing whore! You decided not to be with me the second you saw there was no more money. Just go and get on with your life! Go! Now!

Goodbye, GFY. This has been my best birthday ever.

Originally Posted by the Shemp (Post 11577489)

do they still have the French Foreign Legion?

Originally Posted by NoWhErE (Post 11577492)

Don't dig a deeper hole cause eventually you'll go so deep you'll lose sight of the light.

Originally Posted by Jace (Post 11577474)

Donny, you are going crazy man, you need to seek some help

Originally Posted by TampaToker (Post 11577497)

You know someone needs to get word to her about this issue. I dont think this is a very safe inviroment for her to go back to anymore....

Originally Posted by jMEGA (Post 11577512)

If you guys get together and market this right you can come up with a good paysite out of all this

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577448)

Look,

I realize everyone is going to side with Belinda because she is still in the industry and I am not. But the facts of the matter is that I begged that this stop, and it didn't. Belinda actually left me for Mark (Spannow) and one point and I couldn't take it. My mind was shattered. I was stupid and thought I was doing her a favor by fulfilling her fantasy of two guys at once. I was stupid thinking it wouldn't screw things up for us. It did. It was horrible. I was the dumbest person on the face of the earth and thought we had such a great relationship that we could withstand anything. At the time I believed that. I was so damn naive. She left me for Mark in LA at the webmaster access 2005 and he made me come back and pick her up because he didn't want to lose his woman for Belinda. She meant nothing to him, but she left me for him nonetheless. Now you all know the full truth. I was shattered. My friends told me she loved me for the money alone, but I refused to believe them. I feel like an idiot because they were right. I thought she actually did love me but was so damn wrong. I have a huge ego and couldn't deal with the rejection. She saw Mark as a step up. I can admit that. I can admit my ego was crushed when she got out of my car after me begging her for 2 hours not to do so, and went up to Mark's room to be with him instead. I thought 5 years together (at the time) would mean more to her than that. I was very stupid and that is why I lost my mind. I love her so damned much and she didn't love me as I thought she did. She loved the money that got her out of a very poor lifestyle (her parents made less than a grand a month her entire life, no shit). My best friend tried to warn me and I ignored him. I should have listened. I should have known. But I didn't. After I realized the truth life meant something totally different to me. If I didn't have a son I'd have blown my brains out but thank God I did. I was weak and don't belong in adult. I hate her now so much but still wish her the best at the same time. How stupid is that? Fucking gold digger. So all of you rally around her because she's a pretty girl, okay? Make life good for her because you want to fuck her. You go boys! You go!

As for me, I'm out of here and please please please someone send Belinda money so she can get out of my fucking house. I can't heal until she's gone.

Leave, you money grubbing whore! You decided not to be with me the second you saw there was no more money. Just go and get on with your life! Go! Now!

Goodbye, GFY. This has been my best birthday ever.

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577121)

She thinks she's special, even though Mark has several others on the side too. Not the behavior of a playboy manager, I'd say. But that's for others to decide.

Originally Posted by tony404 (Post 11577516)

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577346)

Yep, I screwed up. Badly. I realized it and asked that it stop, but instead I was left after more than 5 years of a perfect relationship. I stupidly thought I could fulfill a fantasy without repercussions. That was so dumb. I lost a great relationship because of my stupidity.

It's okay to take Belinda's side, Dean. That's normal. Hell, if you do so maybe you can hit it too! You go, dog! Yippee Kai Aye!

Originally Posted by dynastoned (Post 11577514)

Bro go call a friend sit down have a couple beers and chill the fuck out. Your girl doesn't love you anymore, it happens. You don't have to turn into a jesus freak, abandon the porn industry, and all the shit you worked so hard for over the past few years. There are more chicken heads out there then the one that got away even if you don't want to believe that at the moment.

Take my advice you'll thank me one day. :thumbsup

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577448)

Look,

I realize everyone is going to side with Belinda because she is still in the industry and I am not. But the facts of the matter is that I begged that this stop, and it didn't. Belinda actually left me for Mark (Spannow) and one point and I couldn't take it. My mind was shattered. I was stupid and thought I was doing her a favor by fulfilling her fantasy of two guys at once. I was stupid thinking it wouldn't screw things up for us. It did. It was horrible. I was the dumbest person on the face of the earth and thought we had such a great relationship that we could withstand anything. At the time I believed that. I was so damn naive. She left me for Mark in LA at the webmaster access 2005 and he made me come back and pick her up because he didn't want to lose his woman for Belinda. She meant nothing to him, but she left me for him nonetheless. Now you all know the full truth. I was shattered. My friends told me she loved me for the money alone, but I refused to believe them. I feel like an idiot because they were right. I thought she actually did love me but was so damn wrong. I have a huge ego and couldn't deal with the rejection. She saw Mark as a step up. I can admit that. I can admit my ego was crushed when she got out of my car after me begging her for 2 hours not to do so, and went up to Mark's room to be with him instead. I thought 5 years together (at the time) would mean more to her than that. I was very stupid and that is why I lost my mind. I love her so damned much and she didn't love me as I thought she did. She loved the money that got her out of a very poor lifestyle (her parents made less than a grand a month her entire life, no shit). My best friend tried to warn me and I ignored him. I should have listened. I should have known. But I didn't. After I realized the truth life meant something totally different to me. If I didn't have a son I'd have blown my brains out but thank God I did. I was weak and don't belong in adult. I hate her now so much but still wish her the best at the same time. How stupid is that? Fucking gold digger. So all of you rally around her because she's a pretty girl, okay? Make life good for her because you want to fuck her. You go boys! You go!

As for me, I'm out of here and please please please someone send Belinda money so she can get out of my fucking house. I can't heal until she's gone.

Leave, you money grubbing whore! You decided not to be with me the second you saw there was no more money. Just go and get on with your life! Go! Now!

Goodbye, GFY. This has been my best birthday ever.

Originally Posted by PSSuperstars (Post 11577524)

This explains it all. You renounced porn because it supports the fantasy realm... and the fantasy realm fucked your life...

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577288)

Just read the blog. In a few days you'll hear both sides of the story. Of course, because I'm now a Christian those of you who are so "open minded" will prove not to be so. And because Belinda is cute you'll take her side. I'm okay with that, but it just proves you're not as open minded and accepting as you think.

Originally Posted by nudecanada (Post 11577566)

Pull the fucking trigger already. :)

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577448)

As for me, I'm out of here and please please please someone send Belinda money so she can get out of my fucking house. I can't heal until she's gone.

Originally Posted by stickyfingerz (Post 11577588)

While its fun to jump in on the fun of a drama thread, maybe some should take it easy. Its obvious Donny is hurting tonight. Being hateful is a bit uncalled for I think. Donny the thing about swinging is you have to be able to seperate Love and sex. My wife and I swing some, but we learned how to see sex as a fun activity too. I know its tough right now, but do as many have mentioned. Get hold of a trusted friend, sit down and talk things through.

Hurt is a powerful thing. Dont let it eat you up. You'll look back years from now and see it all more clearly. We've all been there at some point in our lives. It feels like the end of the world, like nothing can ever make things right. Life moves on, feelings change. The hurt will always be there, but it will fade.

Keep strong, and keep your chin up. You'll pull through. :thumbsup

Originally Posted by stickyfingerz (Post 11577588)

While its fun to jump in on the fun of a drama thread, maybe some should take it easy. Its obvious Donny is hurting tonight. Being hateful is a bit uncalled for I think. Donny the thing about swinging is you have to be able to seperate Love and sex. My wife and I swing some, but we learned how to see sex as a fun activity too. I know its tough right now, but do as many have mentioned. Get hold of a trusted friend, sit down and talk things through.

Hurt is a powerful thing. Dont let it eat you up. You'll look back years from now and see it all more clearly. We've all been there at some point in our lives. It feels like the end of the world, like nothing can ever make things right. Life moves on, feelings change. The hurt will always be there, but it will fade.

Keep strong, and keep your chin up. You'll pull through. :thumbsup

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577070)

Oh man, I hope you've told Lori.

There is much more to the story, of course. And it will be revealed. You and Lori better have a long talk tonight, my friend.

There is a year of bullshit that is being written about. :)

Originally Posted by S P A N N O W (Post 11576975)

Not that this is anyone's business, however, Donny (like an angry child) is threatening to "reveal" very private matters that should have remained private.

Back in the day Belinda and I began seeing each other at Donny's request. For whatever reason he enjoyed watching her be taken by a man. The understanding was that "we're all adults here and understand the risks." Apparently Belinda and I were the only one's who understood those risks as things didnt turn out the way Donny had hoped. Now in addition to persistent tantrum throwing he is attempting to destroy her career and reputation as well as mine. What he will never understand is that the key to conflict resolution is rational logic and compassion not adolescent bullying of a woman. Some time has past since then and Donny is evidently unable to deal with the reality he has created and the consequences of his decisions. "Be careful what you wish for - you just might get..." - words to live by.

There's the "big drama" he's hinting at folks. Now what dumbass?! :321GFY

Originally Posted by gfyworldnews (Post 11577646)

Inquiring minds want to know, who has the bigger cock, Spannow or Donny?

Originally Posted by RS-MEDIA (Post 11577626)

:thumbsup respect... but..
what you say but Donny is different. Its always been about him and being the center of attention. Now that things are being exposed of what he?s really made off he?s playing the victim. I thought its people like Donny need to feel guilty fot the victims..