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Donny 11-21-2006 04:34 PM

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Originally Posted by Belinda (Post 11364613)
16. Ever have models change their mind after a photo shoot is done? What happens? Discuss

It has happened a few times. Usually it happens when the girls go home to their boyfriends and the BF’s freak out. A lot of the girls choose not to tell the bf’s but later on someone always seems to find out and the girls call up crying cause they are going to be dumped or their families are sad they posed. Started happening a lot more when people spread the word about us actually owning a site. Living in small communities, it was hard to hide. Pretty soon it seemed everyone knew the site. Even after the site was sold we continued to shoot for the site. I decided not to shoot for DonnysGirls anymore till I move. It is easier then having girls call up wanting us to remove the pics.

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Halcyon 11-21-2006 05:01 PM

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Originally Posted by Belinda (Post 11357875)
11. Who do you look up to in online adult? Down on?

I look up to the great photographers like Dean and Wanton. I strive to be able to shoot like they do. I also look up to Aaron for his work. Shooting is hard work and there are days that I want to call it all off cause I know the model isn?t going to be easy to shoot. He has fun when he shoots and he loves doing it. I want to have his energy when I am working. I also look up to anyone that can take criticism well. I can?t but that is something I am learning. People who are willing to share anything and everything like Halcyon and not care what they say about him. Takes a lot of guts and I don?t have them.
I look down on people who only have negative things to say. I hate people with big egos and don?t know when to back off. I also don?t like photographers that feel they need to degrade women on film and talk down to them. They are not sluts, they are not whores and no they will not sleep with you cause you are photographing them nude. Some will, but they do it because they choose to. It is a job to them as much as it is to us photographers. Every model should be treated with respect.

Thank you. The respect is mutual, Belinda. Hope I see you soon!

Belinda 11-21-2006 05:03 PM

17. Ever had a model go single white female on you?

We have had models threaten us when we told them there was nothing we could do about her photos being online. She signed the release and we don’t own them or the site so it is not our call. We had one pretend to hire a private investigator and threaten to post letters to all our neighbors telling them that porn was being produced in this house and in the back yard where kids could possibly see. Of course that didn’t go far when we told her we knew where she worked as well and knew her car and would post the most graphic pictures we had of her on her car and all over her work. The guy turned out to be her boyfriend or something. We were in phoenix when the model called us and we happened to be sitting by the owner of the site. We told him her situation and he said he would do something about the photos, it was no problem but since he was out of town as were we, there was nothing he could do till he got home. She couldn’t wait of course. It was only 2 days and she freaked out.

SleazyDream 11-21-2006 05:43 PM

gota love the crazy ones :thumbsup

BradM 11-21-2006 05:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Belinda (Post 11358057)
No need for negativity or name calling. Donny made a choice. A choice he thought was right for him. That can never be a bad thing. I didn't leave him and he didn't leave me. His new beliefs just don't fit into "our" life together. We are still living together for the time. We aren't happy about what is happening with us but it has to be done. I can never look down on him or talk bad about him. He has been part of my life for 6 years. Without him, I wouldn't be here. I owe him a lot. He deserves to be happy. Let him be happy.

That's a super good way of saying "I don't want that wacko asshole to do something weird to me in my sleep, and I am stuck living with him for the time being"

You're classy, I'll give you that. I give it 45 days after you get the hell away from him until you snap and start shit talking him out loud - not just in your head.

baddog 11-21-2006 05:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Belinda (Post 11364340)
15. Post pics of your house.

Pictures of my house can be seen here. It is in the process of being sold though. I am very sad about that. I love this house. L
http://www.flickr.com/photos/photogr...697247/detail/

Of course these are of my house to... somewhat LOL
http://www.dirty4free.com/images/gfy/candy/01.jpg
http://www.dirty4free.com/images/gfy/candy/02.jpg
http://www.dirty4free.com/images/sara/03.jpg
http://www.dirty4free.com/images/sara/06.jpg

I love what you have done with the couch.

baddog 11-21-2006 05:51 PM

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Originally Posted by BradM (Post 11365666)
That's a super good way of saying "I don't want that wacko asshole to do something weird to me in my sleep, and I am stuck living with him for the time being"

You're classy, I'll give you that. I give it 45 days after you get the hell away from him until you snap and start shit talking him out loud - not just in your head.

The thing about you is that even though you are getting older, you have yet to mature.

Donny 11-21-2006 06:20 PM

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Originally Posted by baddog (Post 11365705)
The thing about you is that even though you are getting older, you have yet to mature.

:thumbsup

Some people get some sort of temporary fulfillment out of insulting others. Brad seems to be one of those people.

Brad, if it makes you feel good to insult me, by all means continue. I can take it well. I've been on the receiving end of insults for a long long time now. First by people who hated porn, and now by people who hate Christians. I've also met some very nice people in the world of porn who are far nicer than the majority of Christians. To be honest, I am far more surprised when I meet a pornographer who lacks tolerance than I am when I meet a Christian who lacks tolerance. Still, some do exist. Usually they're immature, as baddog pointed out.

Those who are mature generally accept everyone regardless of personal beliefs. I'm humbled by such people and really appreciate them. Guys who choose to hurl insults... well, I just realize someday they'll grow up. I do it myself from time to time and then wish I hadn't, so I can understand where you're coming from.

Jman 11-21-2006 06:40 PM

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Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11366078)
:thumbsup

Some people get some sort of temporary fulfillment out of insulting others. Brad seems to be one of those people.

Brad, if it makes you feel good to insult me, by all means continue. I can take it well. I've been on the receiving end of insults for a long long time now. First by people who hated porn, and now by people who hate Christians. I've also met some very nice people in the world of porn who are far nicer than the majority of Christians. To be honest, I am far more surprised when I meet a pornographer who lacks tolerance than I am when I meet a Christian who lacks tolerance. Still, some do exist. Usually they're immature, as baddog pointed out.

Those who are mature generally accept everyone regardless of personal beliefs. I'm humbled by such people and really appreciate them. Guys who choose to hurl insults... well, I just realize someday they'll grow up. I do it myself from time to time and then wish I hadn't, so I can understand where you're coming from.



YO!!!

This is an ambush on Belinda, wtf are you doing here.

You are not even working in porn anymore, you are just a fucking creepy christian surfer

God you piss me off :321GFY


Belinda, I soooo apologize for my reaction but people who knows me, knows when I'm pissed I'm not gonna shut up about it.

It's your thread and I hope people realize it:upsidedow

Belinda 11-21-2006 06:40 PM

18. What companies do you or have you shoot for?

I have done work for ATK, including the Galleria, ATK Hairy, and ATK Exotics. Crazies Cash who own ALLOVER30.com I also shoot for Karups, Nubiles, Donnys Girls. I have done some work for AMAContent, Matts Models, and BV for his bikini site. I also shoot for Amateur Pages along with doing some work with the playboy staff in Sacramento. I think I covered them all.

Belinda 11-21-2006 06:46 PM

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Originally Posted by JMan (Post 11366307)
YO!!!

This is an ambush on Belinda, wtf are you doing here.

You are not even working in porn anymore, you are just a fucking creepy christian surfer

God you piss me off :321GFY


Belinda, I soooo apologize for my reaction but people who knows me, knows when I'm pissed I'm not gonna shut up about it.

It's your thread and I hope people realize it:upsidedow

He may not work in porn anymore but he still knows me better then anyone. It doesn't bother me one bit for him to be here and in fact everyone on here who is bashing him should actually be telling him what a good thing it is that he is still supportive cause it really shows that even though he is not producing anymore, he isn't judging me or you for doing it. He is the one that got me started in this business. People know who I am because of him and although I agree there are some places he doesn't belong here on GFY, this is not one of them. So instead of bashing him for supporting me, just ignore him if it bothers people so much.

beemk 11-21-2006 06:50 PM

wow, lots of jealous player haters in this thread.

nico-t 11-21-2006 06:51 PM

jesus christ... someone remove the bible thumper :1orglaugh

Belinda 11-21-2006 06:55 PM

19. Do you think it's harder or easier to be an adult photographer of women as a (sexy) woman yourself?

I think it is easier being a female photographer is this business. The models I photograph tell me all the time that they never would have posed if it were a guy taking their photos. Of course, that changes after they shot a few times with me. They get comfortable with themselves and me on the first few shoots and then it becomes easier for them to work for others. Although, there aren’t many other adult photographers where I live currently.

Older women are a little different. I think they feel intimidated more by a younger female photographing them. They don’t feel they can be sexy posing for someone half their age and female. I understand that and when those instances came up, I had no problem letting Donny shoot them. Everyone likes a day off ;).

baddog 11-21-2006 06:57 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by JMan (Post 11366307)
YO!!!

This is an ambush on Belinda, wtf are you doing here.

You are not even working in porn anymore, you are just a fucking creepy christian surfer

God you piss me off :321GFY

Just an observation:

It seems that some people are upset with the fact the Belinda hasn't left Donny. You think that lessens your chances or something?

Belinda 11-21-2006 07:02 PM

20. What are your future goals?

Hmmm future goals…. Well I would love to learn to shoot more glamour stuff. My niche is amateur and although I like it, I would love to learn to shoot a wider range. I know I could easily do it but I am pretty busy shooting amateur that I don’t have too much time to study up on it. Maybe I can get a quick lesson from Dean (hint hint).
Other then that, I just want be successful no matter what I do. I always want to work for myself and eventually be good enough that companies will hire me exclusively. Maybe get a few assistants as well.
I also want to start my own program. I have the girls just not all the knowledge. As I keep learning new things, I eventually want to start my own sites and hire others to shoot for me. Maybe someday… *sigh*

Mr.Right - Banned For Life 11-21-2006 07:03 PM

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Originally Posted by baddog (Post 11365667)
I love what you have done with the couch.

:1orglaugh :1orglaugh :1orglaugh

Belinda 11-21-2006 07:13 PM

21. What is the KINKIEST thing you have ever done in your personal sex life?

Kinky is different for everyone. When I went to my first show in Vegas I was blown away by all the things that people thought were normal. I had never seen a she-male in real life. I hadn’t even heard of half the toys they had on display and it certainly wasn’t normal to me seeing people have sex in the middle of a room full of people taking pictures while they are using giant dildos on each other.

I am way to shy and conservative to allow myself to do half the things I have seen since I began going to shows and photographing woman. Kinky is not really in my vocabulary, at least not what everyone else in this business considers kinky. I prefer private, intimate settings with the lights off LOL

baddog 11-21-2006 07:16 PM

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Originally Posted by Belinda (Post 11366719)
I prefer private, intimate settings with the lights off LOL

Lights off!!! No way, I would be so disappointed. :)

Belinda 11-21-2006 07:24 PM

22. What's your favorite sex toy? pics

My favorite sex toy is a penis. Not sure you want pictures of that though. I prefer the real thing to a toy any day. The only one I have tried is the Rabbit. It was ok but nothing spectacular. There is just something nice about seeing a penis hard, and knowing that is was you who made it that way.

Daruma 11-21-2006 07:27 PM

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Originally Posted by JMan (Post 11366307)
YO!!!

This is an ambush on Belinda, wtf are you doing here.

You are not even working in porn anymore, you are just a fucking creepy christian surfer

God you piss me off :321GFY


Belinda, I soooo apologize for my reaction but people who knows me, knows when I'm pissed I'm not gonna shut up about it.

It's your thread and I hope people realize it:upsidedow

JMan - agree with you - I didnt see the title as

"Ambush Interview #101 Belinda and Donny"
"Ambush Interview #101 Belinda and Bible Thumper"
"Ambush Interview #101 Belinda and The Converted Man"

replying on almost every response is getting old :2 cents:

AsianDivaGirlsWebDude 11-21-2006 07:34 PM

Belinda, you keep repeating how much Donny has done for you, and that's all good, but that was in the past, and I think you have already more than repaid him. To me, you don't owe him anymore, especially when his self-indulgent religious trip is disrupting your life so much, including causing you to lose your house.

Plain and simple, Donny has aligned himself with people absolutely opposed to the adult industry. They use sophistry (a deliberately invalid argument displaying ingenuity in reasoning in the hope of deceiving someone) by claiming to be non-judgemental (Donny is just harmlessly hanging around), but it is their mission to lead people away from our industry.

Donny is a hypocrite and a liar to suggest otherwise. His ego tells him he is so smart that he can play both sides, but that only reveals what a fool he truly is.

I would have had some respect for him if he would have simply quietly walked away from the industry and gone on a mission to help the homeless or third world refugees. But no, he has decided to make a career out of testifying/preaching about the what he perceives are the evils of the adult industry. Therefore he doesn't belong on GFY.

As long as he continues to interject himself on this board, you will have to continue to hear about it. Blame Donny for that, not those of us who see no wrong with what we are doing and will defend ourselves and our livelihoods when confronted by religious nutjobs and cults of kooks like *********.

If Donny honestly cared about you, he would find some other way to express his Chrstianity, other than hanging around here. I'm sure he still hopes to make you into his Tammy Faye Bakker, by pointing at his critics and saying how terrible we are, but in the end he is just trying to manipulate you and drive you out of the adult industry to serve his own selfish goals.

I will be happy to not mention Donny again in this thread, as I am sure most others would. Simply tell him to butt out and you can get on with answering questions and I am reasonably sure Donny's name won't come up again, at least not from me it won't.

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Vitasoy 11-21-2006 08:05 PM

I am liking this one so far.

Belinda 11-21-2006 08:53 PM

23. What jobs have you had in your life before online adult? List them all.

Before adult I never really had any jobs except one. When I got out of high school I moved in with my aunt for the summer before I started college. Her and my Uncle worked for a company that bought houses and were paid to take care of mentally handicapped people. Some of then had criminal records to. I think for my first real job, it was the worst choice to do. I had to change diapers, shower the woman, which meant taking them out of wheel chairs and washing every part of them. Oh, man they smelled so bad! Some of them were sexual offenders so I had to be careful not to be left alone with one of them and some of them just had anger issues. One in particular use to take his freshly cleaned clothes and throw them outside over a fence. He also use to masturbate REALLY loudly. He would start yelling so everyone knew what was going on.

Belinda 11-21-2006 09:12 PM

24. Do your parents know what you do for a living? Their thoughts on the industry and you in it?

Yes my parents know what I do. It isn’t their first choice for me and they weren’t super happy that I quit school to do this full time. But they don’t lecture me on what I do just ask that I don’t recruit and shoot in the small town they live in. I have no problem with that at all.
I think they wish I was working for a company in adult then on my own because of the risks.
I get to travel and see things and they tell me that they are glad one of their kids gets to do that besides my brother who is in the Navy. They are proud that I am successful at what I do and warn me about all the bad people in this business (they learn their info from tv of course) I also get to teach them things related to adult.

Belinda 11-21-2006 09:21 PM

25. Do you help your models with makeup and beauty tricks? Where did you learn?

No I do not help them. Most of the people I shoot for like the natural look so they don’t want me to have the girls wear a lot of make-up. Some girls I have to tell them to take off some of the make-up. I want them to look like they look on a normal basis. As for me, I don’t wear much make-up unless I am going out. I usually wake up in the morning, take a shower, put my hair in a ponytail and only put on mascara and cover-up.

Belinda 11-21-2006 09:28 PM

26. How old were you when you lost your virginity? Talk about the experience.

I was 16 and it was not a very good experience. Not because it hurt but because it was at his house and his parents were home. He also had another guy living there with them and they had to share a room. The friend kept coming in and out and the parent’s keep knocking on the door to have them both help move things into a moving van. His parents were moving out of town and the guy was in his senior year so they were letting him stay there till he graduated. We never even finished.

baddog 11-21-2006 09:51 PM

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Originally Posted by Belinda (Post 11367185)
23. What jobs have you had in your life before online adult? List them all.

Before adult I never really had any jobs except one. When I got out of high school I moved in with my aunt for the summer before I started college. Her and my Uncle worked for a company that bought houses and were paid to take care of mentally handicapped people. Some of then had criminal records to. I think for my first real job, it was the worst choice to do. I had to change diapers, shower the woman, which meant taking them out of wheel chairs and washing every part of them. Oh, man they smelled so bad! Some of them were sexual offenders so I had to be careful not to be left alone with one of them and some of them just had anger issues. One in particular use to take his freshly cleaned clothes and throw them outside over a fence. He also use to masturbate REALLY loudly. He would start yelling so everyone knew what was going on.


Damn, just think if you had gotten into adult earlier the exclusive content you would have. :1orglaugh

jonesy 11-21-2006 10:26 PM

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Originally Posted by Belinda (Post 11366782)
22. What's your favorite sex toy? pics

My favorite sex toy is a penis. Not sure you want pictures of that though.

:1orglaugh - i guarantee that answer isnt what sleazy expected - you should post a pic of donny's cock - THAT would be fucking funny!

Rochard 11-21-2006 11:03 PM

Belinda Lies!

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Originally Posted by Belinda (Post 11363573)

After that I got a White mustang cobra. I loved that car and I miss it but I don?t miss the lack of room and how uncomfortable it was to drive long distances in.

I have a Mustang Cobra and I love driving it long distances. I drove my Cobra down into Mexico in September and had a blast! Maybe you have a bad back or something?

I love the way the driver's seat has controls that wrap the seat around you. Very cool!

Belinda 11-21-2006 11:07 PM

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Originally Posted by Rochard (Post 11367884)
Belinda Lies!



I have a Mustang Cobra and I love driving it long distances. I drove my Cobra down into Mexico in September and had a blast! Maybe you have a bad back or something?

I love the way the driver's seat has controls that wrap the seat around you. Very cool!

Ok well maybe I should say it was uncomfortable for the passangers, as I was a passanger a lot in that car and there is NO room in the back seat LOL

WiredGuy 11-21-2006 11:30 PM

Great interview Belinda, it was great seeing you in Florida too.
WG

Belinda 11-21-2006 11:46 PM

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Originally Posted by WiredGuy (Post 11368020)
Great interview Belinda, it was great seeing you in Florida too.
WG

Good seeing you to. I will see u again I am sure.:winkwink:

CuriousToyBoy 11-22-2006 12:03 AM

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Originally Posted by Belinda (Post 11358057)
No need for negativity or name calling. Donny made a choice. A choice he thought was right for him. That can never be a bad thing. I didn't leave him and he didn't leave me. His new beliefs just don't fit into "our" life together. We are still living together for the time. We aren't happy about what is happening with us but it has to be done. I can never look down on him or talk bad about him. He has been part of my life for 6 years. Without him, I wouldn't be here. I owe him a lot. He deserves to be happy. Let him be happy.

I just fell uncontrollably in love with you based solely on the heartfelt meaning behind what you posted above.

Everything I know of you, know about you and have liked you for now pales into lowly insignificance beside the amazing person you truly are.

You being in it Belinda makes this world a MUCH better place.

Go girl. May you live long and be happy, healthy and prosper.

:thumbsup :thumbsup :thumbsup

Anthony 11-22-2006 12:03 AM

Thanks for taking time to answer the questions Belinda, and it's great to know more about you.

As for the bashing of Donny... He's been a part of this community, board, industry, and Belinda's life a long time.

He's changed his mind about his career, great. He's in here supporting Belinda, leave him the fuck alone.

Until he starts spouting we are evil pornographers, should repent, and find Jesus as our saviour, leave him the fuck alone.

The man has shared his life and work with us, shame on all of you spitting on him because he found a new direction for his life.

TexasDreams 11-22-2006 12:10 AM

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Originally Posted by Belinda (Post 11367902)
Ok well maybe I should say it was uncomfortable for the passangers, as I was a passanger a lot in that car and there is NO room in the back seat LOL

Mustangs do not have back seats, only a small upholstered area for keeping a tiny cooler with a bottle of iced Midori, or that cough medicine flavored stuff that aging General Managers drink.

:1orglaugh :1orglaugh :1orglaugh :1orglaugh :1orglaugh

Belinda 11-22-2006 12:12 AM

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Originally Posted by TexasDreams (Post 11368211)
Mustangs do not have back seats, only a small upholstered area for keeping a tiny cooler with a bottle of iced Midori, or that cough medicine flavored stuff that aging General Managers drink.


:1orglaugh :1orglaugh :1orglaugh :1orglaugh :1orglaugh

LOL. That is about right.

baddog 11-22-2006 12:23 AM

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Originally Posted by Anthony (Post 11368199)
Thanks for taking time to answer the questions Belinda, and it's great to know more about you.

As for the bashing of Donny... He's been a part of this community, board, industry, and Belinda's life a long time.

He's changed his mind about his career, great. He's in here supporting Belinda, leave him the fuck alone.

Until he starts spouting we are evil pornographers, should repent, and find Jesus as our saviour, leave him the fuck alone.

The man has shared his life and work with us, shame on all of you spitting on him because he found a new direction for his life.

I think they fear what they do not understand. Some of the people here do not surprise me with that attitude, others I am quite amazed by.

Rochard 11-22-2006 12:27 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TexasDreams (Post 11368211)
Mustangs do not have back seats, only a small upholstered area for keeping a tiny cooler with a bottle of iced Midori, or that cough medicine flavored stuff that aging General Managers drink.

:1orglaugh :1orglaugh :1orglaugh :1orglaugh :1orglaugh

Tell your damn server gerbils to stay away from my stash of Jager please sir....

Belinda 11-22-2006 12:29 AM

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Originally Posted by baddog (Post 11368255)
I think they fear what they do not understand. Some of the people here do not surprise me with that attitude, others I am quite amazed by.

They are not the only ones. There are still some things I don't understand and struggle with every day but I love Donny none the less. He deserves to be happy and I hope he finds it.

baddog 11-22-2006 12:32 AM

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Originally Posted by Belinda (Post 11368286)
They are not the only ones.

The difference being that while you may not understand it, you apparently don't fear it, hence, don't feel the need to lash out.

Belinda 11-22-2006 12:33 AM

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Originally Posted by Rochard (Post 11368275)
Tell your damn server gerbils to stay away from my stash of Jager please sir....

and my midori.....

BOSS1 11-22-2006 01:12 AM

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Originally Posted by Rochard (Post 11367884)
Belinda Lies!



I have a Mustang Cobra and I love driving it long distances. I drove my Cobra down into Mexico in September and had a blast! Maybe you have a bad back or something?

I love the way the driver's seat has controls that wrap the seat around you. Very cool!

you and your stupid piece of shit mustang....get ovet it... its a piece of shit

BOSS1 11-22-2006 01:17 AM

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Originally Posted by BOSS1 (Post 11368476)
you and your stupid piece of shit mustang....get ovet it... its a piece of shit

seriously ... if u know anything things about cars... you know that mustang is gabage... why dont you get a car that can turn unlike a soap box on wheels?

And the seats in stangs are horrible....but then again some people have a different comfort expectation

karlm 11-22-2006 09:17 AM

Well said :thumbsup
Quote:

Originally Posted by Anthony (Post 11368199)
Thanks for taking time to answer the questions Belinda, and it's great to know more about you.

As for the bashing of Donny... He's been a part of this community, board, industry, and Belinda's life a long time.

He's changed his mind about his career, great. He's in here supporting Belinda, leave him the fuck alone.

Until he starts spouting we are evil pornographers, should repent, and find Jesus as our saviour, leave him the fuck alone.

The man has shared his life and work with us, shame on all of you spitting on him because he found a new direction for his life.


Rochard 11-22-2006 10:14 AM

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Originally Posted by BOSS1 (Post 11368492)
seriously ... if u know anything things about cars... you know that mustang is gabage... why dont you get a car that can turn unlike a soap box on wheels?

And the seats in stangs are horrible....but then again some people have a different comfort expectation

My commute is all of four miles each day. I was going to get a MB but why drop $90k for a car when I'll put less than 5k miles on in a year?

Donny 11-22-2006 11:14 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Anthony (Post 11368199)
Thanks for taking time to answer the questions Belinda, and it's great to know more about you.

As for the bashing of Donny... He's been a part of this community, board, industry, and Belinda's life a long time.

He's changed his mind about his career, great. He's in here supporting Belinda, leave him the fuck alone.

Until he starts spouting we are evil pornographers, should repent, and find Jesus as our saviour, leave him the fuck alone.

The man has shared his life and work with us, shame on all of you spitting on him because he found a new direction for his life.

Anthony,

Thanks for this. I appreciate it.

The only thing I have been saying is that producing pornography is no longer for me. And at the moment Belinda and I can't be together because she has no desire to stop shooting and that makes it way too easy for me to get back into it. Regardless of whether or not I "found God", I wish to be done with porn production.

I have met some very good people in this business, and I have met some human garbage as well. To be honest, I can probably find a higher ratio of human garbage sitting in churches. That is a fact I still present on my blog.

I appreciate people like Asian Diva Webmaster Dude (or whatever he goes by) because his attacks, while aimed at me, are really aimed at Christianity in general and what it has become. Instead of being annoyed by him like I was for awhile, I can see this and realize that his criticism can actually be used as a self-check. Many of the points he makes are valid.

Others on here get personal for their own reasons, like a few men who wish to take my place with Belinda. They are more a nuisance than anything, because it's obvious that at this point they have nothing going on inside that would be attractive to her. Some people like to substitute money (or the APPEARANCE of money) for an actual personality and being.




As for Belinda and this interview:

This girl deserves much more than generic questions asked by a man who let his own dislike of me keep him from asking for questions that would really reveal Belinda's person.

I know her better than anyone else, even better than her own mother in many ways. I love her deeply. Very few people are ever given access to my heart, and I gave it to her and loved her well for almost 6 years. We have a bond that will never be completely broken, regardless of whether we go our separate ways. We both have some pain to work through, but our relationship has been the most amazing relationship anyone could hope for. Belinda is a fantastic person, and it's almost an insult that this interview focuses on such superficial things. But then again, perhaps it wouldn't be so entertaining if it didn't do so.

Belinda is a woman who will forgive and forget in minutes. She is a person who may not let you in for awhile, but once she does you'll find an inner beauty and strength that few can match. Yeah, she's beautiful on the outside, but that physical beauty pales in comparison to the woman inside.

I was very lucky to share her heart for all these years. I was very lucky to watch her grow and I am amazed at what she has become. Her laugh... her smile... wow!

She's a little smart ass and it's so cute to watch when she gives people shit. At first, people misinterpret that but once they get to know her it's one of the things they love best about her.

She loves her mommy. She's a mommy's girl. If she had a certain amount of money and had to choose between something she wanted very badly or something her mom mentioned wanting in passing... she'd buy for her mom every single time.

She loves spoiling her sisters and her niece. She loves flirting with the guy down the street from her mom's house that she grew up with. She loves going for long road trips. She loves pleasing her man. She loves taking care of people.

She hates spending too much money on herself. Often times she'll put down a pair of pants because the cost too much, but will buy something for me that costs even more.

She can be very "convincing" when she wants to be. I could elaborate on that but some things need to remain locked in my own memory. I'll just sum that part up with one word: "Yum!"

She is one of the hardest working people I have ever met. Photography comes natural to her. She can just see it in her head. On days when I'd shoot, I'd set up my lights, only to have her come behind me shaking her head and changing them because she knows I had it all wrong.

She complimented me well. I was very privileged to love her and be loved by her.

Grapesoda 11-22-2006 11:19 AM

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Originally Posted by Rochard (Post 11370655)
My commute is all of four miles each day. I was going to get a MB but why drop $90k for a car when I'll put less than 5k miles on in a year?


yo!!! get a bicycle . . sweat some of that hootch out :1orglaugh

Nicky 11-22-2006 11:21 AM

New page yaoooo


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