Listen Up MutherFuckers Cause I'm only saying This ONCE!

[BigasMoe]

Yesterday was not doubt one of the most depressing days I've ever had to deal with in my life.

Earlier in the day I got a call from my mother telling me that a cousin of mine was killed at the ripe young age of 22 by the hands of a off duty cop.

http://www.11alive.com/news/news_art...?storyid=82037

Although he was killed I got the chance to talk to him over Mother's Day weekend and give him some words of wisdom. Yeah he was young and living a life that either lead to jail or some worse, I felt as though I tried and even though he chose the wrong path, I truly believe he's in a better place and I thank God for that. Although it wasn't expected to happen so soon, I feel relieved that I was able to see him and show him love before he was taken away from this life.

Yeah it's a terrible story but when my mother told me about it I didn'tthink it could get any worse. Until and few hours later. Later on last night I got a call from my mom telling my brother(who was suffering from congestive heart failure) went in the hospital on Sunday. Well around 12pm Costa Rican time I got a call from my brothers' wife telling me he died from complications due to his illness. It was the worst phone call I've ever had to recieve as an adult since getting the call of my fathers death 2 years ago.

I guess the point I'm getting at is, my brother and I are the only kids my mother had and most of our adult life we've fought. Yeah we've made up several times but it's always been tention. The last time I heard my brothers voice was when a close family friend called me while he was with my brother and during that conversation he told me "This is your only brother and there's no reason you two should be talking especially over some bullshit" Well after that conversation I never talked talked to my brother.

Well now it's too late and he's gone and I have to live with the fact that I never got a chance to tell him "Although we have our differences Rob, I love you man and I always will".

If you can read this and get my meaning behind it don't wait till it's too late, cause when their gone, you'll know the feeling eating a hole in my heart right now.

Say what you want but, after as many drinks as I've had right about now, it can't get any worse that it is.

Take Care all and I'll be around.....

[gangbangjoe]

sorry but your thread title is not suitable for the message in the thread (if it is no bullshitting)

a cousin dying shouldn't be at gfy at first hand but if you have to make it in a decent way man,,

[ServerGenius]

Originally Posted by BigasMoe

Yesterday was not doubt one of the most depressing days I've ever had to deal with in my life.

Earlier in the day I got a call from my mother telling me that a cousin of mine was killed at the ripe young age of 22 by the hands of a off duty cop.

http://www.11alive.com/news/news_art...?storyid=82037

Although he was killed I got the chance to talk to him over Mother's Day weekend and give him some words of wisdom. Yeah he was young and living a life that either lead to jail or some worse, I felt as though I tried and even though he chose the wrong path, I truly believe he's in a better place and I thank God for that. Although it wasn't expected to happen so soon, I feel relieved that I was able to see him and show him love before he was taken away from this life.

Yeah it's a terrible story but when my mother told me about it I didn'tthink it could get any worse. Until and few hours later. Later on last night I got a call from my mom telling my brother(who was suffering from congestive heart failure) went in the hospital on Sunday. Well around 12pm Costa Rican time I got a call from my brothers' wife telling me he died from complications due to his illness. It was the worst phone call I've ever had to recieve as an adult since getting the call of my fathers death 2 years ago.

I guess the point I'm getting at is, my brother and I are the only kids my mother had and most of our adult life we've fought. Yeah we've made up several times but it's always been tention. The last time I heard my brothers voice was when a close family friend called me while he was with my brother and during that conversation he told me "This is your only brother and there's no reason you two should be talking especially over some bullshit" Well after that conversation I never talked talked to my brother.

Well now it's too late and he's gone and I have to live with the fact that I never got a chance to tell him "Although we have our differences Rob, I love you man and I always will".

If you can read this and get my meaning behind it don't wait till it's too late, cause when their gone, you'll know the feeling eating a hole in my heart right now.

Say what you want but, after as many drinks as I've had right about now, it can't get any worse that it is.

Take Care all and I'll be around.....

I had the same thing a few months ago. My brother died in a carcrash at age 28. I hadn't spoken to him in quite a while....same story always trouble between us. Freaky detail......my brother's name is also Rob

I always argued and fought with my brother but hey he's my brother even
though we couldn't get along....I wish you all the best, I know what you're
going through..

R.I.P to our Robs

[BigasMoe]

Originally Posted by gangbangjoe

sorry but your thread title is not suitable for the message in the thread (if it is no bullshitting)

a cousin dying shouldn't be at gfy at first hand but if you have to make it in a decent way man,,

I was just in the mood for sharing the current lows in my life, so take it for what it's worth.... I think there is a message somewhere in it.

[BigasMoe]

Originally Posted by ServerGenius

I had the same thing a few months ago. My brother died in a carcrash at age 28. I hadn't spoken to him in quite a while....same story always trouble between us. Freaky detail......my brother's name is also Rob

I always argued and fought with my brother but hey he's my brother even
though we couldn't get along....I wish you all the best, I know what you're
going through..

R.I.P to our Robs

I feel you man.... for sure

[Brujah]

Sorry to hear.. I still can't really get over the loss of my little brother. I'm not close to much of my family anymore, since then.

[timberlands]

Life is like a box of chocolates........................................ .

[en21]

my deepest condolance

[JUSTB]

Condolences to you my friend

If you come back to town hit me up

[JUSTB]

sorry-double posted

[Phoenix]

sorry to hear man...keep your chin up.
maybe you can have your mom down to stay with you for awhile?

[seeric]

damn moe, sorry to hear that. hit me up on icq when you are around. i'm there for ya man.

[blackfeet]

i feel you man.

i have family that i don't get along with that i need to call.
thanks for this post.

may the 2 of them rest in peace.

[stickyfingerz]

I hate to hear that. We all have that thought in the back of our heads. Sometimes it will hit right before sleep comes. You're exactly right "dont assume you can make amends with someone later on" Might not be a later on.

You have my sincerest condolances.

[media]

Damn bro!!!! I'm sorry for your heavy losses recently man, things can get tough when losses like this happen so close together, if you need a friend to talk to you know how to get ahold of me mano!

[MyNameIsNobody]

I'm real sorry for ya..
best regards// Nobody

[HAPPYPEEKERS]

Goodness Moe.. I am so sorry to hear that.. :-(

[Rinaldo]

Sorry to read this Bro, Hit me up sometime.

[Quagmire]

really a shame about how he went, especially with the off duty cop getting into a gunfight with him.