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Damian_Maxcash · 06-06-2006, 06:13 PM

Its the 666 and my name is (was) Damian. I should have listened to my intuition.

My Dr called me at home and said I should come str8 in. The results of a liver ultrasound I had have come back - and basicly I am fucked. The years of abusing myself have taken thier toll. Although the liver can repair itself, they think mine has gone beyond that - I see a specialist next week and they will do some more tests to confirm it.

My GP is already talking about the possibily of a transplant - but I think I will refuse - I couldnt go through that - and I dont think its fair - I bought it on myself.

I have just opened a bottle of wine - one more cant hurt

- and I have never needed a drink more in my life.

Beware all you youngsters on here - It could happen to you.

nico-t · 06-06-2006, 06:24 PM

holy shit.... that sucks

MandyBlake · 06-06-2006, 06:31 PM

oh man i'm so sorry to hear that.

Spunky · 06-06-2006, 06:34 PM

Damn..that fucking sucks man..I would get the transplant if you can

minusonebit · 06-06-2006, 06:39 PM

And yet you are still drinking? Doc is giving you the news on the phone and the first thing you do is crack open a bottle of wine when you hang up?

You're right about one thing, you brought it on yourself. Personally, I think people like you should be barred from organ transplants period. Save them for people who deserve them.

Damian_Maxcash · 06-06-2006, 06:40 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Spunky

Damn..that fucking sucks man..I would get the transplant if you can

There is still a chance it wont come to that - but I dont think it would have even been mentioned if she didnt think it was at least a 'strong possibility'.

Its so fucking weird - I had all sorts of plans - improve my Spanish, move to Costa Rica, set up my own small prog - now what the fuck do I do?

and no, I dont expect anyone to answer that

Damian_Maxcash · 06-06-2006, 06:41 PM

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Originally Posted by minusonebit

And yet you are still drinking? Doc is giving you the news on the phone and the first thing you do is crack open a bottle of wine when you hang up?

You're right about one thing, you brought it on yourself. Personally, I think people like you should be barred from organ transplants period. Save them for people who deserve them.

I agree - thats why I think I will refuse it.

madawgz · 06-06-2006, 06:41 PM

fuck man that sucks, i suggest you cut down on the drinking...........:\

just an idea..

StuartD · 06-06-2006, 06:43 PM

and people wonder why I don't drink.

That sucks man. Best of luck on the outcome on this. Hopefully it's not yet too late.

Damian_Maxcash · 06-06-2006, 06:47 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by madawgz

fuck man that sucks, i suggest you cut down on the drinking...........:\

just an idea..

Yeah - its just got to sink in - I have been drinking for 20+ years - another few hours isnt going to make a massive difference.

I use drink to cope when I am stressed - always have - its ironic that it will be the thing that will stress me the most in the end.

CaptainHowdy · 06-06-2006, 06:52 PM

I'm really sorry to hear so, stranger

... i don't drink oftenly because of that.

reynold · 06-06-2006, 07:46 PM

Damn. Eventhough 666 doesn't have something to do with that, I think that's still serious, man. Cut down your smoking and alcohol intake.

LiveDose · 06-06-2006, 08:27 PM

Sorry to hear that man. Put the wine down and see about that transplant if necessary. Everyone deserves a second chance if it is available.

Damian_Maxcash · 06-06-2006, 08:44 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by LiveDose

Sorry to hear that man. Put the wine down and see about that transplant if necessary. Everyone deserves a second chance if it is available.

I dont think I want it to be honest.

My GP has a sense of humor - thank god - and as she put it - "You have been commiting suicide, very slowly, for the last 20 years - its time to decide what you really want"

Vitasoy · 06-06-2006, 09:04 PM

Damn so sorry to hear that

nico-t · 06-07-2006, 04:25 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by StuartD

and people wonder why I don't drink.

That remark really doesnt make any sense. He obviously drinks too much. If you see a fat guy getting a heart attack you're gonna stop eating too?

Jon Clark - BANNED FOR LIFE · 06-07-2006, 04:39 AM

He is just drunk and fucking with you guys, lol, it is nice to see gfy has a heart though!

gooddomains · 06-07-2006, 04:48 AM

Man, how old are you? I had a lot of alcohol in the past 20 years, but did not manage it to that point where my liver would give up.

Damian_Maxcash · 06-07-2006, 04:49 AM

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Originally Posted by NetDomainia

He is just drunk and fucking with you guys, lol, it is nice to see gfy has a heart though!

GFY does actually - when the shit hits the fan GFY always sorts out the wheat from the chaff.

but thats it - back to the usual bitching and whoring please - I might start to think that you cared and that wouldnt do at all!

06-06-2006, 06:13 PM	#1
Damian_Maxcash So Fucking Banned Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: MaxCash.com Posts: 12,745	I knew I shouldnt have got up today. Its the 666 and my name is (was) Damian. I should have listened to my intuition. My Dr called me at home and said I should come str8 in. The results of a liver ultrasound I had have come back - and basicly I am fucked. The years of abusing myself have taken thier toll. Although the liver can repair itself, they think mine has gone beyond that - I see a specialist next week and they will do some more tests to confirm it. My GP is already talking about the possibily of a transplant - but I think I will refuse - I couldnt go through that - and I dont think its fair - I bought it on myself. I have just opened a bottle of wine - one more cant hurt - and I have never needed a drink more in my life. Beware all you youngsters on here - It could happen to you.

06-06-2006, 06:31 PM	#3
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06-06-2006, 06:43 PM	#9
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06-06-2006, 06:24 PM	#2
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06-06-2006, 06:39 PM	#5
minusonebit So Fucking Banned Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: [email protected] Posts: 7,391	And yet you are still drinking? Doc is giving you the news on the phone and the first thing you do is crack open a bottle of wine when you hang up? You're right about one thing, you brought it on yourself. Personally, I think people like you should be barred from organ transplants period. Save them for people who deserve them.

06-06-2006, 06:52 PM	#11
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06-06-2006, 07:46 PM	#12
reynold Too lazy to set a custom title Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: Global Traveler Posts: 51,271	Damn. Eventhough 666 doesn't have something to do with that, I think that's still serious, man. Cut down your smoking and alcohol intake.

06-06-2006, 08:27 PM	#13
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06-06-2006, 09:04 PM	#15
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06-07-2006, 04:39 AM	#17
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06-07-2006, 04:48 AM	#18
gooddomains Too lazy to set a custom title Join Date: Jul 2003 Location: Netherlands Posts: 10,127	Man, how old are you? I had a lot of alcohol in the past 20 years, but did not manage it to that point where my liver would give up.