First time I have cried in years (sad story)

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  • bangman
    Confirmed User
    • Sep 2004
    • 5283

    #1

    First time I have cried in years (sad story)

    This is the first time I have cried in years.

    I woke up today, realized what day it was and just sort of rolled over in bed and started crying for almost an hour. It's like, it was so much fun while it lasted but now...it's coming to an end and my heart is in peices.

    I've had tears in my eyes ever since I woke up. I can hardly see straight...I'm so extremely sad. A peice of me will be ripped out in a couple days, and I don't know what's worse - knowing it's coming or the day itself.

    I spoke to a counselor a couple hours ago, and she told me that I have these repressed feelings and that these events forthcoming are merely being intensified because of them.

    Everyone thinks I'm making a big deal of this, but...no...I'm not. It's the end of something great. Sure, It will happen again shortly, but for now it's just too hard to think about it.

    Even as I'm typing this I'm crying on the inside. I just want to crawl up in my bed and go away until this pain subsides.
    It just hurts.....so....so very much.

    In a couple days it will be over. Just a couple days. That's all that is left.
    Anyone ever experience this?

    Please, friends, I need your advice.
    - David Hall
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  • jawanda
    Confirmed User
    • Feb 2003
    • 6040

    #2
    I hide in bed and cry for a few days at the end of every summer. Ohh the glorious tourist girls in booty shorts and slinky tops, how can I survive another winter without them? Is that what you're talking about?

    Sorry your sad bro but what is ending that makes you so depressed??

    -P

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    • RuthB
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      • May 2005
      • 7248

      #3
      harsh that you're having a bad time

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      • Hustlin Entertainment
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        • May 2002
        • 2326

        #4
        best advice take a vacation..

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        • BoNgHiTtA
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          • May 2003
          • 2176

          #5
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          • bangman
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            • Sep 2004
            • 5283

            #6
            Originally posted by jawanda
            I hide in bed and cry for a few days at the end of every summer. Ohh the glorious tourist girls in booty shorts and slinky tops, how can I survive another winter without them? Is that what you're talking about?

            Sorry your sad bro but what is ending that makes you so depressed??

            -P
            Summer?
            Summer...?
            Do you really think the end of summer would fuck me up like this?
            No. Not at all.

            What is ending?
            I'll tell you what's ending...
            - David Hall
            ICQ: 312744199

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            • jawanda
              Confirmed User
              • Feb 2003
              • 6040

              #7
              Originally posted by bangman
              Summer?
              Summer...?
              Do you really think the end of summer would fuck me up like this?
              No. Not at all.

              What is ending?
              I'll tell you what's ending...
              Hey you never know ... lol



              -P

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              • Doctor Dre
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                • Jan 2001
                • 51692

                #8
                What happened ? You lost your girlfriend ?
                Originally posted by rayadp05
                I rebooted, deleted temp files, history, cookies and everything...still cannot view the news clip. All I see is that fucking gay ass music video from "Rick Roll". Anyone else have a different link to the news clip?

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                • Nightwind
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                  • May 2005
                  • 4786

                  #9
                  You need advice but you won't even say what you are crying about?

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                  • Ross
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                    • Sep 2002
                    • 18874

                    #10
                    Adult Players Club promo period?

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                    • suesheboy
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                      • Nov 2002
                      • 5211

                      #11
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                      • tgpshack
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                        • Aug 2005
                        • 517

                        #12
                        What is making you so sad? The way you explain it sounds really bad and sorta psychological.
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                        • Hardlinks
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                          • May 2005
                          • 1333

                          #13
                          Ill cry when the promo is over too.
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                          • DWB
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                            • Jul 2003
                            • 31779

                            #14
                            I cry about every 2 months when my pee starts to burn like razors are coming out of my pee hole.

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                            • Ycaza
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                              • Feb 2005
                              • 4290

                              #15
                              well man take the time to buy someting nice and whatever it is, be patient. I know the feeling.
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                              • polish_aristocrat
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                                • Jul 2002
                                • 40377

                                #16
                                sooooo......... ?
                                I don't use ICQ anymore.

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                                • Basic_man
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                                  • Oct 2003
                                  • 27360

                                  #17
                                  Originally posted by Hustlin Entertainment
                                  best advice take a vacation..
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                                  • phonesex
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                                    • Mar 2005
                                    • 3437

                                    #18
                                    Bangman, what is the problem. How can we help you?

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                                    • Machete_
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                                      • Oct 2002
                                      • 14579

                                      #19
                                      did you turn 30?

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                                      • jcsucka
                                        Registered User
                                        • May 2005
                                        • 26

                                        #20
                                        sexual reassignment surgery?

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                                        • GeeDee
                                          Confirmed User
                                          • Aug 2005
                                          • 261

                                          #21
                                          Hey bangman!

                                          Im just 21 and if you knew how much has happened to me in the last couple of months>>>>> I do not know why I haven't cracked yet! The world goes on and does not have time too stop because of our problems.... adn as hard as it is we shouldn't either! I understand! Listen to music! Rise again from gabrielle ( and also dreams)

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                                          • Oracle Porn
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                                            • Oct 2002
                                            • 24433

                                            #22
                                            you want a tissue?


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                                            • GeeDee
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                                              • Aug 2005
                                              • 261

                                              #23
                                              I would like one send it to holland please ;)
                                              Jobless! anyone hiring?

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                                              • jimmyf
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                                                • Feb 2001
                                                • 12651

                                                #24
                                                you must be constipated, don't be sad it will pass sooner or later.
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                                                • reed_4
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                                                  • Jul 2005
                                                  • 9640

                                                  #25
                                                  I'm sorry to hear that bangman. All i can say is that crying is not bad at all but being sad and depressed will really make your life miserable. Try to recall things that happened to you in the past that gave you joy inside. I know that would really help you re-gain yourself.

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                                                  • Fred Quimby
                                                    Confirmed User
                                                    • Jul 2004
                                                    • 5430

                                                    #26
                                                    Last time I cried was when I had cancer 10 years ago.

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