Ok so i started smoking again after 2 days..

Had no real intentions of quiting just to see if i could handle a few days without cigs after 7 years of 2 packs a day..

Pro's: energy.. the second day i havent felt as much alive in years.
Fucking awesome.

Cons: the constant craving. My intelligence decreased with 50% (in my world
that means an iq < 10 !!) and i got so fucking slow.. everything seems to go in slow motion.. very low response time.. like youre in some sort of dreamworld.. the world doesnt look and feel the same without my little burning friends.

I noticed during my non nicotine 48 hours that EVERYTHING i accomplish
i finish it with a cigarette.. work, sex, housework etc etc.. but it just fels
like you cant finish anything if you cant end it with a smoke.
Its just leaves you like sex without cumming..

You quitters ever experienced this?
"ok.. no smoking till the end of the day.. i can do this.. this will be
great.. look at the advantages.. its easy.. no smoking.. ic an do this
YES.. ok.. now weve made that decisions lets smoke a cigarette.. uhhhmm.."

What really makes me wonder: did i feel / experience things the same when i didnt smoke cigarettes/wasnt hooked on nicotine? Or are things (music, sex)
etc simply better because of nicotine?

Question questions questions.. im happy im back on track!!!