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06-12-2005, 04:36 AM

seriously.. i have met so many girls and never had feelings for anyone. its been about 5 years since i met a girl that made my heart beat fast etc.

i have had lots of girlfriends since but just left them all because i was bored or just wasnt feeling as strong as they were.

so i met this french girl, she is absolutely beautiful, she flew over to spend a week with me and i totally fell head over heels for her.. she flies back and i start to feel terrible missing her and messaging her all the time, but after a while she stops sending the messages back and i start to feel like im bothering her.

so today im tired of not knowing whats going on and i ask her seriously if she feels as strong as she says she does because it doesnt seem it. she tells me she met a guy 3 weeks ago and they have been together for a few days now. i literally feel my heart explode and i feel dizzy, now i feel like im panicing and im choking and cant breathe. i said some shit to her about how the distance was impossible anyway, and that it was unrealistic for me to be so deluded in the first place, then she says things like "im sorry baby" and then i just block her because im just too choking and cant deal with it.

so now i feel pretty shitty and im writing this all in a post more as a warning for me in future to never fall for a girl again.. i have not had ONE pleasant experience as far as love goes. i feel terrible now, and i felt terrible 5 or so years ago last time i had the bug.

i really need to go out and fuck the hell out of some girls. FUCK FUCKFUCKEBfuu9esgb

stupid fucking world.. why the hell .. its me im sure it is.. i only want what i cant have.. as soon as i sense that the girl doesnt like me as much as i like her my feelings escalate.

this post is my beating heart skewered on a stick across the nnmasters board as a warning to all single guys - do NOT get close to a girl they will only hurt you. concentrate on your business and your health, work hard - go to the gym, eat good food, have fun with your friends and treat girls like whores.

i think im becoming more and more like the person i said i wouldnt become every day, but now i see why its so good to be that way, at least your safe

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gonna go for a long walk i feel like crying right now and punching a wall, i doubt neither will make me feel better
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06-12-2005, 04:44 AM

I've been there my friend. But I still think love is the best feeling in the world, when it's reciprocated. Going through girls, and finally finding the one that return the feelings is just part of the process.

Hang in there.
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06-12-2005, 04:48 AM

damn bro im soooo sorryy hearing this.. i understand u and know what your talking about. go out have some fun.. i know its hard but at least TRY!
you must do it!
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06-12-2005, 04:50 AM

im very sorry to hear that. :/
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06-12-2005, 05:21 AM

sometimes life sucks......

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06-12-2005, 05:37 AM

the opposite of love is pain.. so go figure
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06-12-2005, 05:40 AM

Did you at least get some sex out of all this?

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06-12-2005, 05:41 AM

Originally posted by a1ka1ine

i have not had ONE pleasant experience as far as love goes. i feel terrible now, and i felt terrible 5 or so years ago last time i had the bug.

the sooner you become hard, the better it is for you. I will never waste time on a girl again especially after my last one. you see, when you love a girl, and she knows it, everything gets fucked, because unlike men who when we know we are loved we can appreciate it a little at least most of the time, girls are too stupid to appreciate what they have. and usually after they fuck things up with you, they come depressed crying and saying: "you don't know what you have until it's gone" i wonder who coined that cliche
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06-12-2005, 06:20 AM

Originally posted by BRISK

Did you at least get some sex out of all this?

yeh thank fuck.. id be devastated if i didnt even get to f her a few times
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06-12-2005, 06:22 AM

Originally posted by bllott

the sooner you become hard, the better it is for you. I will never waste time on a girl again especially after my last one. you see, when you love a girl, and she knows it, everything gets fucked, because unlike men who when we know we are loved we can appreciate it a little at least most of the time, girls are too stupid to appreciate what they have. and usually after they fuck things up with you, they come depressed crying and saying: "you don't know what you have until it's gone" i wonder who coined that cliche

exactly how i feel right now. whenever a girl has shown feelings for me ive respected them, never fooled around with other girls, shown her a good time etc even though i knew that i could never match her feelings. its like as soon as they can smell that you feel some love they change - all of a sudden they dont need you at all and they control things.

well anyway.. im gonna be pretty careful from now on.
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06-12-2005, 06:22 AM

You know, not EVERY girl is like that, and if you assume every one is, you will miss it when a good one comes into your life.

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06-12-2005, 06:30 AM

love is like religion, it's a crutch for the weak.

think about it.

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06-12-2005, 06:32 AM

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06-12-2005, 06:34 AM

Originally posted by a1ka1ine

seriously.. i have met so many girls and never had feelings for anyone. its been about 5 years since i met a girl that made my heart beat fast etc.

i have had lots of girlfriends since but just left them all because i was bored or just wasnt feeling as strong as they were.

so i met this french girl, she is absolutely beautiful, she flew over to spend a week with me and i totally fell head over heels for her.. she flies back and i start to feel terrible missing her and messaging her all the time, but after a while she stops sending the messages back and i start to feel like im bothering her.

so today im tired of not knowing whats going on and i ask her seriously if she feels as strong as she says she does because it doesnt seem it. she tells me she met a guy 3 weeks ago and they have been together for a few days now. i literally feel my heart explode and i feel dizzy, now i feel like im panicing and im choking and cant breathe. i said some shit to her about how the distance was impossible anyway, and that it was unrealistic for me to be so deluded in the first place, then she says things like "im sorry baby" and then i just block her because im just too choking and cant deal with it.

so now i feel pretty shitty and im writing this all in a post more as a warning for me in future to never fall for a girl again.. i have not had ONE pleasant experience as far as love goes. i feel terrible now, and i felt terrible 5 or so years ago last time i had the bug.

i really need to go out and fuck the hell out of some girls. FUCK FUCKFUCKEBfuu9esgb

stupid fucking world.. why the hell .. its me im sure it is.. i only want what i cant have.. as soon as i sense that the girl doesnt like me as much as i like her my feelings escalate.

this post is my beating heart skewered on a stick across the nnmasters board as a warning to all single guys - do NOT get close to a girl they will only hurt you. concentrate on your business and your health, work hard - go to the gym, eat good food, have fun with your friends and treat girls like whores.

i think im becoming more and more like the person i said i wouldnt become every day, but now i see why its so good to be that way, at least your safe

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aseferg43 say 5

gonna go for a long walk i feel like crying right now and punching a wall, i doubt neither will make me feel better

shit happens bro .. keep ya head up
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06-12-2005, 06:41 AM

That shitty feeling will pass. Its like getting the flu. Fuck it and move on.

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06-12-2005, 06:57 AM

Love is highly overrated. Just go shopping.

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06-12-2005, 06:59 AM

Hang in there, bro. You'll find someone worthy of you and who deserves the love you have to offer.

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06-12-2005, 07:16 AM

Originally posted by chase

You know, not EVERY girl is like that, and if you assume every one is, you will miss it when a good one comes into your life.

i never said every girl was like that, but shes the only one i cared about
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06-12-2005, 07:17 AM

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06-12-2005, 07:25 AM

I feel you.

Look at it this way.. you have just been given a chance to prove to yourself that you're a kickass dude, strenghten your character, you can withstand any psychological pain, you can overcome any dependency, etc.. you have just been given a chance to look at yourself and admire the way you deal with pain. don't let yourself down, don't be a pussy.

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