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  • JayJay
    Confirmed User
    • Jun 2002
    • 3739

    #1

    OK fuck it I admit it... Im addicted to coke

    Its 4am here in the UK!
    All my mates have now gone home and Im still sitting here Snorting this shit up
    Too all the people I do Biz with don't think of me as some kind of loser, Im still me and pay my debts!
    I still have my morals and it dont effect the way I do biz!

    This aint one of those annoying cry for help posts Im enjoying my self!
    The only thing I just hate that it fucks with my dick!

    Why the fuck am i writing this here of all boards I dont know!
    Famous american cheesy saying "Just say No!"
    I love you guys you bunch of hahahahas!
  • Myst
    Confirmed User
    • Feb 2004
    • 4708

    #2
    seek help dumbass
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    • sickkittens
      I am a meat popsicle.
      • Jul 2002
      • 25100

      #3
      Who gives a fuck?

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      • Oracle Porn
        Affiliate
        • Oct 2002
        • 24433

        #4
        what a fucking idiot.


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        • JayJay
          Confirmed User
          • Jun 2002
          • 3739

          #5
          Originally posted by sickkittens
          Who gives a fuck?
          OK nice I didnt expect a positive reply

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          • Tony Montana
            Confirmed User
            • Jan 2005
            • 794

            #6
            Originally posted by JayJay
            Its 4am here in the UK!
            All my mates have now gone home and Im still sitting here Snorting this shit up
            Too all the people I do Biz with don't think of me as some kind of loser, Im still me and pay my debts!
            I still have my morals and it dont effect the way I do biz!

            This aint one of those annoying cry for help posts Im enjoying my self!
            The only thing I just hate that it fucks with my dick!

            Why the fuck am i writing this here of all boards I dont know!
            Famous american cheesy saying "Just say No!"
            I love you guys you bunch of hahahahas!
            Give it a month or two or three. Watch everything in your life go down the shitter. Its just a matter of time. Seen alot of people go through it.
            I am a marketing Genius.

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            • sickkittens
              I am a meat popsicle.
              • Jul 2002
              • 25100

              #7
              Originally posted by JayJay
              OK nice I didnt expect a positive reply
              It wasn't rhetorical. I'm curious.

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              • bangman
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                • Sep 2004
                • 5283

                #8
                Enjoy man Just be safe.
                - David Hall
                ICQ: 312744199

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                • Jace
                  FBOP Class Of 2013
                  • Jan 2004
                  • 35562

                  #9
                  i have been a coke addict for 6 years...i was able to recover for abour 3 years, then had a relapse about a year ago....

                  I do every once and while now, but my wife helps keep me in check, i can't only do so much until she takes it away...good to have someone that loves you watch out for you

                  i am not sure if I would spend all my money on it and go down that path again if the chance came up, but I am not willing to risk it.....but it doesn't help when this girl i know constantly wants to give me free 8 balls for porn dvds

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                  • bangman
                    Confirmed User
                    • Sep 2004
                    • 5283

                    #10
                    And send me all of your traffic.
                    - David Hall
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                    • JayJay
                      Confirmed User
                      • Jun 2002
                      • 3739

                      #11
                      Originally posted by Oracle Porn
                      what a fucking idiot.
                      Yeah Im thinking I may have lost me rep in one post
                      But fuck it everyone in this biz is doing it, Im just the stupid one who admitted it.

                      Anyone got my back?

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                      • Jace
                        FBOP Class Of 2013
                        • Jan 2004
                        • 35562

                        #12
                        and to those that always seek help

                        the ONLY help you can seek for getting off drugs if from within yourself...there is no recovery center or rehab that will help unless YOU and YOU ALONE want to get off drugs when they become a problem....once you realize that it is affecting you in that way, just tell someone close to you, and they will do the right things to help...

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                        • JayJay
                          Confirmed User
                          • Jun 2002
                          • 3739

                          #13
                          Originally posted by bangman
                          And send me all of your traffic.
                          Your server couldnt handle it

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                          • Jace
                            FBOP Class Of 2013
                            • Jan 2004
                            • 35562

                            #14
                            Originally posted by JayJay
                            Yeah Im thinking I may have lost me rep in one post
                            But fuck it everyone in this biz is doing it, Im just the stupid one who admitted it.

                            Anyone got my back?

                            i do, don't sweat it man, you didn't lose any reputation....there are hundreds of alcoholics on this board, but none of them have any less rep because it is legal

                            just don't let it fuck up your business and goals

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                            • Rorschach
                              So Fucking Banned
                              • Aug 2002
                              • 5579

                              #15
                              i'm in love with sweet mary jane

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                              • JayJay
                                Confirmed User
                                • Jun 2002
                                • 3739

                                #16
                                BTW to all you americans that this coke and crack is the same drug it fucking aint no matter what your TV tells ya!
                                I would never touch Crack

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                                • sickkittens
                                  I am a meat popsicle.
                                  • Jul 2002
                                  • 25100

                                  #17
                                  Drugs are bad, m'kay? No seriously.

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                                  • Jace
                                    FBOP Class Of 2013
                                    • Jan 2004
                                    • 35562

                                    #18
                                    i have seen pot ruin just as many lives as cocaine has...

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                                    • SuckOnThis
                                      So Fucking Banned
                                      • Oct 2003
                                      • 6844

                                      #19
                                      Originally posted by Tony Montana
                                      Give it a month or two or three. Watch everything in your life go down the shitter. Its just a matter of time. Seen alot of people go through it.

                                      Yea, everyone that has done coke ends up pawning the TV, give me a fucking break.

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                                      • JayJay
                                        Confirmed User
                                        • Jun 2002
                                        • 3739

                                        #20
                                        Originally posted by JaceXXX
                                        i do, don't sweat it man, you didn't lose any reputation....there are hundreds of alcoholics on this board, but none of them have any less rep because it is legal

                                        just don't let it fuck up your business and goals
                                        Thanks man to be honest It helps to raise my goals

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                                        • bangman
                                          Confirmed User
                                          • Sep 2004
                                          • 5283

                                          #21
                                          Originally posted by JayJay
                                          Your server couldnt handle it
                                          Hahaha
                                          Don't worry about your rep bro. Personally, posts like this don't phase me and i'm sure a lot of others agree. Getting all whacked one night and posting on GFY about it isn't that big of a deal.
                                          - David Hall
                                          ICQ: 312744199

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                                          • Spunky
                                            I need a beer
                                            • Jun 2002
                                            • 133978

                                            #22
                                            Everybody has a vice...don't let it control you..Some prfer blow and the hardcore bang smack..I never judge anybody on what they do behind closed doors..we have all been there and done it one way or another

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                                            • reynold
                                              Too lazy to set a custom title
                                              • Oct 2002
                                              • 51271

                                              #23
                                              ok, enjoy yourself.

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                                              • Jace
                                                FBOP Class Of 2013
                                                • Jan 2004
                                                • 35562

                                                #24
                                                Originally posted by SuckOnThis
                                                Yea, everyone that has done coke ends up pawning the TV, give me a fucking break.
                                                haha, yeah...i love that misconception

                                                i was a raging coke addict 6 years ago, a 2-3 ounce a week habit...i never sold ANYTHING of mine for drugs

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                                                • Jace
                                                  FBOP Class Of 2013
                                                  • Jan 2004
                                                  • 35562

                                                  #25
                                                  speaking of which, i have an 8ball upstairs, your making my palms all sweaty thinking about it...haha

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                                                  • bangman
                                                    Confirmed User
                                                    • Sep 2004
                                                    • 5283

                                                    #26
                                                    Yeah, Jace is right.
                                                    Just don't let it interfere with anything and you're good. Some people know their limits, some don't. If you do then you will never let a drug take control of your life.
                                                    - David Hall
                                                    ICQ: 312744199

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                                                    • JayJay
                                                      Confirmed User
                                                      • Jun 2002
                                                      • 3739

                                                      #27
                                                      Originally posted by Tony Montana
                                                      Give it a month or two or three. Watch everything in your life go down the shitter. Its just a matter of time. Seen alot of people go through it.
                                                      Sorry you're wromg I been on this Shit for like 2 years now.. Stupid I know but I can afford my habit

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                                                      • Jace
                                                        FBOP Class Of 2013
                                                        • Jan 2004
                                                        • 35562

                                                        #28
                                                        Originally posted by bangman
                                                        Yeah, Jace is right.
                                                        Just don't let it interfere with anything and you're good. Some people know their limits, some don't. If you do then you will never let a drug take control of your life.
                                                        their are addicts, then there are heavy users....i personally think i was a heavy user...cause after the habit I had I had no withdrawals or detox syptoms....but I do now have that constant craving anytime I think about it..LOL

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                                                        • bangman
                                                          Confirmed User
                                                          • Sep 2004
                                                          • 5283

                                                          #29
                                                          Originally posted by JaceXXX
                                                          haha, yeah...i love that misconception

                                                          i was a raging coke addict 6 years ago, a 2-3 ounce a week habit...i never sold ANYTHING of mine for drugs
                                                          Oh my god...
                                                          That's like 8+ grams a day...
                                                          Congrats on getting out of that, must have taken extreme willpower.
                                                          - David Hall
                                                          ICQ: 312744199

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                                                          • Tony Montana
                                                            Confirmed User
                                                            • Jan 2005
                                                            • 794

                                                            #30
                                                            Originally posted by JaceXXX
                                                            i have seen pot ruin just as many lives as cocaine has...
                                                            Yup, damn couch surfers. Atleast they don't steal your TV. Just eat all your food and watch it.
                                                            I am a marketing Genius.

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                                                            • JayJay
                                                              Confirmed User
                                                              • Jun 2002
                                                              • 3739

                                                              #31
                                                              Originally posted by JaceXXX
                                                              haha, yeah...i love that misconception

                                                              i was a raging coke addict 6 years ago, a 2-3 ounce a week habit...i never sold ANYTHING of mine for drugs
                                                              Holy shit I thought I was bad on 4g a week mainly thursday, friday sat

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                                                              • Jace
                                                                FBOP Class Of 2013
                                                                • Jan 2004
                                                                • 35562

                                                                #32
                                                                oh, and there are two types of addicts in society

                                                                1. fully functioning
                                                                2. non functioning

                                                                you sound like #1

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                                                                • Jace
                                                                  FBOP Class Of 2013
                                                                  • Jan 2004
                                                                  • 35562

                                                                  #33
                                                                  Originally posted by bangman
                                                                  Oh my god...
                                                                  That's like 8+ grams a day...
                                                                  Congrats on getting out of that, must have taken extreme willpower.

                                                                  that and some trouble with the law....it was pretty insane...i would buy 2 ounces, sell one in grams and do one for myself....

                                                                  i was OUT of control....I look back now and understand when they say drug dealers/users feel invinsible...i really thought I was...

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                                                                  • Platinumpimp
                                                                    Logos and such.
                                                                    • Jan 2004
                                                                    • 10214

                                                                    #34
                                                                    Does your nose start to bleed often already?

                                                                    It eats right through the bone (and your stomach).
                                                                    I design logo's.

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                                                                    • JayJay
                                                                      Confirmed User
                                                                      • Jun 2002
                                                                      • 3739

                                                                      #35
                                                                      BRB I need to rack one up. seriously

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                                                                      • Jace
                                                                        FBOP Class Of 2013
                                                                        • Jan 2004
                                                                        • 35562

                                                                        #36
                                                                        Originally posted by JayJay
                                                                        Holy shit I thought I was bad on 4g a week mainly thursday, friday sat
                                                                        i would wake up with coke on a cd cover and do it instantly, and fall asleep with a pile next to my bed...xanax was my best friend, it was the only reason I ever slept

                                                                        my lines were about the size of my pinky most of the time

                                                                        when friends would come over I would lay out a 10" line and tell them they had to do it before they could come in....i am surprised no one died

                                                                        if it was your birthday at my house, i would write your name in cocaine on a huge mirror and it was all yours

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                                                                        • JayJay
                                                                          Confirmed User
                                                                          • Jun 2002
                                                                          • 3739

                                                                          #37
                                                                          Originally posted by Platinumpimp
                                                                          Does your nose start to bleed often already?

                                                                          It eats right through the bone (and your stomach).
                                                                          Sometimes when I wake up I get a nose bleed

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                                                                          • Cory W
                                                                            Deeply shallow
                                                                            • Jan 2004
                                                                            • 9133

                                                                            #38
                                                                            Originally posted by JayJay
                                                                            Sorry you're wromg I been on this Shit for like 2 years now.. Stupid I know but I can afford my habit
                                                                            What brand is your tv?

                                                                            I am in the market for one if you do decide to throw your life away. I don't think you will, but in the event you do, hit me up.

                                                                            Otherwise, enjoy your night.
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                                                                            • Jace
                                                                              FBOP Class Of 2013
                                                                              • Jan 2004
                                                                              • 35562

                                                                              #39
                                                                              Originally posted by Platinumpimp
                                                                              Does your nose start to bleed often already?

                                                                              It eats right through the bone (and your stomach).
                                                                              i have no septum left in the my nose...there is not ONE bit of cartilage left in the center...i can stick my pinky finger straight through the center of my nose

                                                                              i have a terrible ulcer now that I have to take meds for

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                                                                              • JayJay
                                                                                Confirmed User
                                                                                • Jun 2002
                                                                                • 3739

                                                                                #40
                                                                                Originally posted by JaceXXX
                                                                                i would wake up with coke on a cd cover and do it instantly, and fall asleep with a pile next to my bed...xanax was my best friend, it was the only reason I ever slept

                                                                                my lines were about the size of my pinky most of the time

                                                                                when friends would come over I would lay out a 10" line and tell them they had to do it before they could come in....i am surprised no one died

                                                                                if it was your birthday at my house, i would write your name in cocaine on a huge mirror and it was all yours
                                                                                Holy shit congrats on cutting that shit

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                                                                                • Jace
                                                                                  FBOP Class Of 2013
                                                                                  • Jan 2004
                                                                                  • 35562

                                                                                  #41
                                                                                  haha, i remember the morning i blew my nose and my septum flew out into the tissue...HUGE chunk of rotting flesh/cartilage just flew out of my nose

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                                                                                  • Platinumpimp
                                                                                    Logos and such.
                                                                                    • Jan 2004
                                                                                    • 10214

                                                                                    #42
                                                                                    Originally posted by JaceXXX
                                                                                    i have no septum left in the my nose...there is not ONE bit of cartilage left in the center...i can stick my pinky finger straight through the center of my nose

                                                                                    i have a terrible ulcer now that I have to take meds for
                                                                                    I see...that doesn't sound too well man.

                                                                                    I was talking to JayJay though
                                                                                    I design logo's.

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                                                                                    • Rorschach
                                                                                      So Fucking Banned
                                                                                      • Aug 2002
                                                                                      • 5579

                                                                                      #43
                                                                                      Originally posted by JaceXXX
                                                                                      oh, and there are two types of addicts in society

                                                                                      1. fully functioning
                                                                                      2. non functioning

                                                                                      you sound like #1
                                                                                      LOL very true

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                                                                                      • JayJay
                                                                                        Confirmed User
                                                                                        • Jun 2002
                                                                                        • 3739

                                                                                        #44
                                                                                        Originally posted by WEG Cory
                                                                                        What brand is your tv?

                                                                                        I am in the market for one if you do decide to throw your life away. I don't think you will, but in the event you do, hit me up.

                                                                                        Otherwise, enjoy your night.
                                                                                        Hey mate, I have a 90 inch projector screen as my TV..
                                                                                        A Brand new Audi TT. a BMW 325i and a 500,000 pound apartment in London
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                                                                                        Thats like a million dollars these days
                                                                                        Got no plans to sell any of it!
                                                                                        I just party toooooo hard ?

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                                                                                        • JayJay
                                                                                          Confirmed User
                                                                                          • Jun 2002
                                                                                          • 3739

                                                                                          #45
                                                                                          no more negative replys
                                                                                          This aint going how I expected

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                                                                                          • Tony Montana
                                                                                            Confirmed User
                                                                                            • Jan 2005
                                                                                            • 794

                                                                                            #46
                                                                                            You ever mix it up in water and inject it into your penis?!!!!
                                                                                            I am a marketing Genius.

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                                                                                            • JayJay
                                                                                              Confirmed User
                                                                                              • Jun 2002
                                                                                              • 3739

                                                                                              #47
                                                                                              Where are all the "Ive never touched Drugs never will" people or the "you're a loser!"
                                                                                              Or my favorite one "I don't need drugs to have a good time"

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                                                                                              • JayJay
                                                                                                Confirmed User
                                                                                                • Jun 2002
                                                                                                • 3739

                                                                                                #48
                                                                                                Originally posted by Tony Montana
                                                                                                You ever mix it up in water and inject it into your penis?!!!!
                                                                                                Nah I would never inject shit!
                                                                                                Esp. in my dick
                                                                                                I know your joking but seriously I wounder what that would do?
                                                                                                Considering this shit Shrinks my dick when I snort it

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                                                                                                • Basic_man
                                                                                                  Programming King Pin
                                                                                                  • Oct 2003
                                                                                                  • 27360

                                                                                                  #49
                                                                                                  Originally posted by JayJay
                                                                                                  Yeah Im thinking I may have lost me rep in one post
                                                                                                  But fuck it everyone in this biz is doing it, Im just the stupid one who admitted it.

                                                                                                  Anyone got my back?
                                                                                                  Huh ??????? No, I don't think everyone is doing coke man .. you are probably one of the 12 coke addict here...
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                                                                                                  • Platinumpimp
                                                                                                    Logos and such.
                                                                                                    • Jan 2004
                                                                                                    • 10214

                                                                                                    #50
                                                                                                    Originally posted by JayJay
                                                                                                    Nah I would never inject shit!
                                                                                                    Esp. in my dick
                                                                                                    I know your joking but seriously I wounder what that would do?
                                                                                                    Considering this shit Shrinks my dick when I snort it
                                                                                                    Like it would do where ever you insert it, it would most probably kill you.
                                                                                                    I design logo's.

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