50 junkies :glugglug

I read it all , then i read the sig at the end that said "part time hustler " :(

Reason you never see people coming back and telling you of you Hellish experience is because God's shadow is not going to give you second chance like God's illumination will. Even if it comes to a point where the person goes to Hell it is up to God to give you that second chance. Listening to people that came back from Hell you will almost always hear that eventually at the end it is almost as if God comes to the depths to pull you back to life as he others plans.

I had a similar experience as Latern but I did not see the "GREAT LIGHT", the tunnel, the angels welcoming but only the darkness with unfathomable tortures that our conscious mind will never truly comprehend. So in nutshell if place truly exists where I have gone then I truly feel sorry for us.

Oh but Viagra is good for you, must be since its legal. So is Capn Crunch and Chicken McNuggets that they drill into our kids heads during Sponge Bob.

The fact that a government demonizes a fucking plant that grows out of the ground that has never caused a single death and meanwhile allows the glamorization of alcohol and man made drugs that do kill is really telling of what type of society we live in.

for all its worth , when i was 14 i choked on a marshmellow. I saw the same sort of things , a white light , then i felt myself float out of my body and i was sort of looking at myself then i was in complete darkness and a man slowly appeared out of a bright light , and it was John F Kennedy , and i said " are you god ? " and he said "yes" and i aksed " why am i here ? " and he said " did you bring any jelly beans ? " and i checked my pockets , but had no jelly beans so i said " nope , was i supposed to ? " and he said " YES come back with jelly beans. " then i was almost instantly back in my body again...

Interesting experience.

do you work for platinum bucks?

ok i read your story, i think its kinda sad that you have to be zipped up on PCP to realise things about your life. kinda shows the sadness that society has stooped to.

and of course you were high as hell ma man, when we die God will be nothing we could have ever imagined or though could have existed. The real God you cant explain in writing.

Not to celebrate it or anything, but I used to smoke juice quite often in my younger days, and never had the experience you had. Take it as a positive sign bro and try to learn from it. I believe you, don't listen to these people, believe me they are very afraid of death because they have no savior and want to be cool;)

Uhmmm wait, arent people like you who need a God afraid of dying? If i was afraid wouldnt i be making up things like God as well?

Dont get all confused now and mix things up.

Haha... funny that you call it the truth. Face the truth or reject it. People could tell you the very same thing. My truth is much different than your truth.

You should try smoking some pcp man. Then you will see the real truth! :1orglaugh

fucking retard

:1orglaugh

Drugs is bad for you

ive had similar spiritual experiences on ecstacy but i have since dismissed them as hallucinations

they may or may not be true but its difficult for the human brain not to rationalize the events

That sounds like a cool experience, and it must be nice to be able to believe in higher powers protecting you, but I'll take it like you requested...however I want. And I take it as a drug-induced hallucination combined with standard loss of ego.

link hotten :glugglug

I real truth is that NOBODY knows what happens when we die...and wouldnt it be boring if we all agreed?

Ha..
shit is so funny what people will try to say to "attempt" to put you down
and in turn elevate themselves in the process..

I'm real enough to admit..
Yea, I smoked some weed that was laced with PCP that I didn't know about
Yes, I've smoked weed less than 12 times in my entire life
Yes, I've never experimented with anything beyond weed..

But..
So says people here..
I'm a junkie, I'm a crackhead...

Yea...
And you guys are perfect
*claps hands*
You guys are amazing

COCAINE IS HELL OF A DRUG
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effects of pcp

PCP Effects:
PCP or angel dust, is an animal anesthetic that has very damaging effects on people. PCP effects are most notable due to the totally detached, sometimes violent, and crazy reactions of people using PCP. The effects of PCP on a person are disturbing. The user is not at all like themselves and can even go into a kind of living nightmare, where monsters are attacking him and life is very unreal. Sometimes the PCP user lives in two different realities, one when using PCP and the other when they are straight.

PCP Nightmere:
PCP should never be used by human beings for any reason. It is mentally damaging and can cause a separation from reality, most like a psychotic condition. Using PCP can put the user in a dream-like or nightmare condition. The PCP effects on the user can be misleading. Some PCP users have become very violent, acting with intense amounts of energy. Later they are sometimes unaware of their violence. PCP can make a person experience nightmares while the are standing up with their eyes opened and even talking to someone. The PCP user can see very upsetting and disturbing pictures they believe to be happening right there and then. The user can believe they are being attacked. Tragically, PCP is also a pain killer and the user can badly injure themselves without "feeling" it.

PCP and triggers:
This condition can be retriggered later in life by stress and heat from exercise. PCP effects are therefore long term as well. The long term effects of PCP are directly related to its chemical nature. The byproducts of the drug in the body are stored in fatty cells and other tissues. These byproducts can retrigger years after when the person least expects it. The nightmare can return. PCP effects are best handled by a total detoxification of the body's fat cells. Drug users or drug addicts who have used PCP should really plan a way to get themselves detoxified from the long term effects of PCP in a safe and relatively fast manner.

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Because you said you were so disappointed in yourself when this happened,
I'm curious as to how/what you'll change?

:thumbsup

I've changed my whole life around...
I put a lot of negative aspects of my life behind me...

I'm a completely new individual...
I cleaned up parts of my life that were counter-productive
I had a big problem with chasing women, I would say that I had a borderline sexual addiction, apart of that problem was that I allowed myself to put up with a lot of bullshit just so I could have sex with them.

I've completely taken myself out of that game
I'm now abstinent and feel really strong about my decision...

When going into relationships with women either as just a friend or something more seriously....
When you take sex completely out of the equation, your able to think clearly...
and really make a better decision on whether or not a person deserves your time...

For example..
In the past I'd deal with a woman with lots of issues, who had a negative lifestyle just because she had such an immense sexual attraction....
I'd ignore all the warning signs and red flags of getting involved with a woman with like that...
and end up paying later...
in some shape form or fashion...

Also..
ANOTHER big change in me..
Is that I have taken a lot of pressure off of myself...
I realize that this world is just temporary..
This world is just a test, the goal of this life is to Love God and Your Fellow Man....
Everything else is trivial at best....

I'm no longer on a lifetime mission of being a millionaire, because I know that isn't what life is about....

Money is important for survival..
but having millions and millions isn't necessary for survival

When this life is over, and we enter into the realm of eternity
No dollar amount we amassed here is going to matter at all....

Spiritual Wealth
Is much more important than
Worldly Wealth

If you can have both, then thats not a bad thing..

But I'd much rather be just making it/common worker with a good spiritual wealth praising The God each day and loving my fellow man as I love myself...

Instead of being a millionaire who indulges in every worldly thing and neglects his spiritual health.