I know how to make $$$.. But I dont know how to fuckng manage it.

That is why I stopped playing the market, I figured it wasn't fair to the other investors

My sports I have reported earnings in the green year after year.

I have to come up with shit just to write it off.

But this stock shit... ITs bullshit..

Ive lost my ass this month.

JESUS..

SIRI earnings killed some growth for me today too.

Few weeks ago it was netflix.

tomorrow it will be dreamworks.

that's because all you do is gamble,
even when you think you invest - you still gamble,
that's why you lose

read this brilliant book about investing and thank me later

find a couple mutual funds, keep putting money in them and forget it.

its just money. paper loss right?

thats what i tell myself when i keep loosing it.

But it hurts.

I need to be harder and not such a whimp.

The only way to win on wall street is not to play

yawn..

I need more action.


If there aint action then it bores me.

My wife plays that shit. Slow and safe.
So at least as a couple we'll be ok.

Im due..

I cant keep loosing. Its mathmatically impossible.

Ohh.. One last FUCK YOU to APPLE...

I had a bid to buy a lot of APPL before the quarterly report a few weeks back.. Missed it by 15 cents!! 15 fucking cents....

If i had got in, id be way in the green this month..

ITs weird how just the littlest of things make all the difference between 10's of thousands of dollars.


Wheather it be 15 cents in a limit order in buying something that takes off, or a 2 point ponit spread fucking you by half a point till the very end.

Its just ironic.

Makes me laugh..

Im fucking laughing. ha ha.

Jesus fucking Christ. I feel like killing someone.

still laughing.

I need to get out. Lunch time.

LOL im a money managing pro

as a kid and while in college back in the mid 90's i was alwasys broke.

My mom always told me i needed to manage my money better.

The excuse then was "i have no money to manage mom"

I just laughed..

Well now I do, and my mom still says it to me.

I still tell her " i have no money to manage" and she just looks at me like im kidding..

Painful.

The look she and my wife gave me early last spring when i told them i was paing 5k for a greyhound was classic though.

Even more so when i asked my mom if she wanted half ownership of the racing dog.

After a lecture in dolby digital surrond scream from both my mom and my wife, I decided it was a "bad" investement in buying that racing dog..

What could have been.


what could have been....


Till this day i wonder how that dog would have done.

I will never know.

I was gunna name the greyhound "boneprone"

classic ehh?

i used to do quite a bit of gambling when i was younger. from around 18 to 25, i was really into blackjack. won money, lost money. looking back now, i think i was addicted. but one day i'd just had enough and decided to quit. cold turkey. now every year i like to go to a casino and walk around, just watching everyone gambling, and feeling very glad that's not me anymore.

Yep.. When i was in college going to grad school I would skip my boring graduate classes and drive 1 hour to the casino.

I racked up a 30k credit card debt .. For a kid who was doing internships at 8.00 and hour and only reporting 12k a year income it was a huge debt to swallow..

After I paid off that debt, you can say i lost that love for casino gambling..

Since then ive never been big in casino gambling.

Its evolved more to sports and stocks.. Something i tell myself i have more control over.

Hmmmm..

Evolution of man at its finest.

Things really arent as bad as im making them sound..

But its pretty sad..

- I missed investing in google, and instead put into yahoo...
Anyone following stocks knows what google has done since its IPO.

-I missed investing in Apple earlier this month by 15 cents in a limit order that would have made me a killing... It was the day before thier earnings report that shot them up to where they are right now.. Jesus..

- Took a risk and invested in netflix since i missed apple..
I knew damn well netfix is no apple, but knew netflix earnings would be record high which it was.. But the future outlook report was bad and it dropped 30 % in one day.. 30% of 17k is a lot.

Then I put money in Sirus Sattlelite radio. Earnings come out today and its down about 10 cents per share.. Not too bad, but fuck, everything else in todays market is killing and kicking ass. But im stuck in sirus..

Jesus.. Just cant win..

I havent bet on sports since the ALCS, but ill tell ya it is a lot more fun loosing in sports than stocks..

Overall im not killing myself, but the constant pecks at my financal pride is hurting..

Thats all.

Just a GFY rant.