have you ever tried to kill yourself? - GoFuckYourself.com

p1mpdogg · 08-26-2004, 12:04 AM

i have.. when i was 17.. i lost both my jobs and my GF in the same day.

took a pair of dykes which are like needle nose plier but like scissors and tried to cut my vien.. that was a joke and didnt work.. so i took about 2 handfulls of pills and wrote my note..

what a lame attempt at suicide... guess i was just heartbroken and didnt really want to die.

lets hear your suicide story.

Ice · 08-26-2004, 12:06 AM

I tried to after I sold my sig to Epic Cash

EviLGuY · 08-26-2004, 12:07 AM

Too depressing for this late at night..

I've never tried to kill myself.. if I did, I probably wouldn't be posting this.

p1mpdogg · 08-26-2004, 12:07 AM

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Originally posted by iceicebaby
I tried to after I sold my sig to Epic Cash

thats an awful story.. i feel for you!

Sly_RJ · 08-26-2004, 12:07 AM

I was going to push myself down a bunch of stairs. Then I realized I would probably just get really hurt, not die, and spend a long time in the hospital recovering. That would have sucked and made me all the more depressed. So I decided to put off the stairs idea and work on Plan B.

Plan B will commence tomorrow at noon. Stay tuned.

Reak · 08-26-2004, 12:09 AM

Never tried it and never will.

Simple as that.

Ice · 08-26-2004, 12:09 AM

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Originally posted by p1mpdogg
thats an awful story.. i feel for you!

thank god for the 12 step program... I feel alive again

detoxed · 08-26-2004, 12:09 AM

I tried to smoke myself to death. Unfortunately after about 10 bowls of pot I just passed out

FlyingIguana · 08-26-2004, 12:10 AM

i don't fail so if i tried i wouldn't be here to tell you about it.

you could always just fill up the tub and take your tv for a nice quick bath.

Marcus Aurelius · 08-26-2004, 12:10 AM

never have hopefully never will. I do have an uncle who stepped out into oncoming traffic after his wife left him and took their 2 kids. no one knew where he was at for 3 days and my mom found him in a local hospital, alive, but swollen beyond recognition and brain damaged.

he lives in a home for the mentally handicapped now, and was recently diagnosed with terminal lung cancer, 3 of his 6 months the doctors gave him are up.

it hurts me to see him sometimes because he has lost so much in his life and now this, makes you thankful for what you have and the life you live. sure he caused alot of his own problems, but no one deserves to go out alone like that. his wife took their kids and split, whereabouts unknown.

tootie · 08-26-2004, 12:13 AM

Which time?

helen of TOY · 08-26-2004, 12:14 AM

life...

no matter how bad circumstances maybe...

isn't worth taking it...

just keep on posting on GFY and you'll know how good it is to be alive

Mr. Mojo Risin · 08-26-2004, 12:16 AM

I've been really down before, but I always get over it luckily....

and many of the times it's been over women too

Ice · 08-26-2004, 12:16 AM

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Originally posted by helen of TOY

just keep on posting on GFY and you'll know how good it is to be alive

ROFLMAO............... no shit..............

p1mpdogg · 08-26-2004, 12:16 AM

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Originally posted by tootie
Which time?

you need a hug there sweety

tootie · 08-26-2004, 12:18 AM

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Originally posted by p1mpdogg
you need a hug there sweety

Aye.

zzgundamnzz · 08-26-2004, 12:19 AM

Sorry, but I cannot self Terminate...

Honestly we'll all be dead eventually... no point in hastening it.

Ice · 08-26-2004, 12:20 AM

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Originally posted by p1mpdogg
you need a hug there sweety

I don't need a hug but could use an Epic Cash jersey....

pushpills · 08-26-2004, 12:23 AM

p1mpdog, you failed at both suicide AND the english language?????

Reak · 08-26-2004, 12:25 AM

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Originally posted by helen of TOY

just keep on posting on GFY and you'll know how good it is to be alive

I feel bad when GFY goes down

p1mpdogg · 08-26-2004, 12:25 AM

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Originally posted by pushpills
p1mpdog, you failed at both suicide AND the english language?????

shut up you fucking pedophile

and send me traffic to epic cams shit head

hilly · 08-26-2004, 12:30 AM

Whats the best way?
Lay on a railway track and have your head cut off?
Or taking pills and slipping into a coma?
Or jumping off a high building and breaking every bone in your body?
Whats the easiest?

hilly · 08-26-2004, 12:33 AM

No Im not conteplating suicide

fatal attraction · 08-26-2004, 12:34 AM

In a way.....I know something is really wrong...but won't go to the doctor!!! I don't want to get old and have to have someone take care of me! I want to die...while I can still take care of myself! and I'm still having fun!

p1mpdogg · 08-26-2004, 12:35 AM

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Originally posted by fatal attraction
In a way.....I know something is really wrong...but won't go to the doctor!!! I don't want to get old and have to have someone take care of me! I want to die...while I can still take care of myself! and I'm still having fun!

have another drink... lol

im confused

helen of TOY · 08-26-2004, 12:35 AM

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Originally posted by Reak
I feel bad when GFY goes down

you're not alone there

fatal attraction · 08-26-2004, 12:39 AM

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Originally posted by p1mpdogg
have another drink... lol

im confused

hahaha...why are you confused??? I want to die happy....you don't know me very well!!! Once you meet me, I think you'll understand!

tootie · 08-26-2004, 12:41 AM

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Originally posted by fatal attraction
In a way.....I know something is really wrong...but won't go to the doctor!!! I don't want to get old and have to have someone take care of me! I want to die...while I can still take care of myself! and I'm still having fun!

I sort of know what you mean, except I'd go to the doctor if I could afford to. I just can't right now. Oh well

ArikaAmes · 08-26-2004, 12:48 AM

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Originally posted by p1mpdogg
i have.. when i was 17.. i lost both my jobs and my GF in the same day.

took a pair of dykes which are like needle nose plier but like scissors and tried to cut my vien.. that was a joke and didnt work.. so i took about 2 handfulls of pills and wrote my note..

what a lame attempt at suicide... guess i was just heartbroken and didnt really want to die.

lets hear your suicide story.

Awww P1mpDogg

p1mpdogg · 08-26-2004, 12:48 AM

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Originally posted by fatal attraction
hahaha...why are you confused??? I want to die happy....you don't know me very well!!! Once you meet me, I think you'll understand!

are you hot? i will drive down there right now if you are single hot and love to fuck...

j/k

post some pics!

Ice · 08-26-2004, 12:51 AM

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Originally posted by tootie
I sort of know what you mean, except I'd go to the doctor if I could afford to. I just can't right now. Oh well

Hey I paid you.... no excuses..........

Thanks again Tootie... you rock... I'll be looking for more design work soon and you have my business

p1mpdogg · 08-26-2004, 12:51 AM

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Originally posted by ArikaAmes
Awww P1mpDogg

oh my goodness...

the hottest girl on gfy has blessed this thread.
btw those pics at the bikini contest in FL...

fucking hot girl. that ass is unreal!!!!

Hue G. Pness · 08-26-2004, 12:52 AM

I can recall 3 or so serious attempts, all of which ended up with me in a psych ward doing what they like to call occupational therapy for the 7 day watch period. Which really means coloring pictures enough to where they finally released me convinced I was OK.

A few half assed tries as well.

The first time was over booze chased by a bottle of Tyelnol PM. All I got was 7 days in the ward, a month in rehab and some liver damage.

The second time was a 4 day 20 hour a day drinking binge that ended with me throwing up blood on a bartender. Another 7 days in the ward.

The 3rd time was a nice mix of booze and 3 packets of over the counter sleep aids. I was suprised when I woke up some 36 hours later. I felt like shit and could not get out of bed for a few more days. I turned myself in on this one.

The end result, my liver is fucked, I got past it all, and now feel better than ever despite what I did to my body.

tootie · 08-26-2004, 12:52 AM

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Originally posted by iceicebaby
Hey I paid you.... no excuses.......... Thanks again Tootie... you rock... I'll be looking for more design work soon and you have my business

Thank you, dear

tootie · 08-26-2004, 12:53 AM

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Originally posted by Hue G. Pness
I can recall 3 or so serious attempts, all of which ended up with me in a psych ward doing what they like to call occupational therapy for the 7 day watch period. Which really means coloring pictures enough to where they finally released me convinced I was OK.

A few half assed tries as well.

The first time was over booze chased by a bottle of Tyelnol PM. All I got was 7 days in the ward, a month in rehab and some liver damage.

The second time was a 4 day 20 hour a day drinking binge that ended with me throwing up blood on a bartender. Another 7 days in the ward.

The 3rd time was a nice mix of booze and 3 packets of over the counter sleep aids. I was suprised when I woke up some 36 hours later. I felt like shit and could not get out of bed for a few more days. I turned myself in on this one.

The end result, my liver is fucked, I got past it all, and now feel better than ever despite what I did to my body.

Yikes! Glad to hear you made it through all of that!

Love Brokers · 08-26-2004, 12:54 AM

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Originally posted by detoxed
I tried to smoke myself to death. Unfortunately after about 10 bowls of pot I just passed out

Now thats funnY!!!!!!!

baddog · 08-26-2004, 12:56 AM

never considerd it until I opened this thread

Hue G. Pness · 08-26-2004, 01:01 AM

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Originally posted by tootie
Yikes! Glad to hear you made it through all of that!

Well, thanks considering you don't even know me. It was a long road and some years ago. I live with the damage I did to myself every day though. Despite that, I am, to this day, glad that my plans at those times in my life were not sucessful.

p1mpdogg · 08-26-2004, 01:04 AM

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Originally posted by baddog
never considerd it until I opened this thread

lol

baddog · 08-26-2004, 01:04 AM

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Originally posted by Hue G. Pness
I can recall 3 or so serious attempts, all of which ended up with me in a psych ward doing what they like to call occupational therapy for the 7 day watch period. Which really means coloring pictures enough to where they finally released me convinced I was OK.

A few half assed tries as well.

The first time was over booze chased by a bottle of Tyelnol PM. All I got was 7 days in the ward, a month in rehab and some liver damage.

The second time was a 4 day 20 hour a day drinking binge that ended with me throwing up blood on a bartender. Another 7 days in the ward.

The 3rd time was a nice mix of booze and 3 packets of over the counter sleep aids. I was suprised when I woke up some 36 hours later. I felt like shit and could not get out of bed for a few more days. I turned myself in on this one.

The end result, my liver is fucked, I got past it all, and now feel better than ever despite what I did to my body.

not making fun, but your attempts sound like when my sister tried to off herself with a bottle of Mydol

I don't think she had cramps for a year after that

tootie · 08-26-2004, 01:05 AM

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Originally posted by Hue G. Pness
Well, thanks considering you don't even know me. It was a long road and some years ago. I live with the damage I did to myself every day though. Despite that, I am, to this day, glad that my plans at those times in my life were not sucessful.

I don't have to know someone personally to care about their life.

TDF · 08-26-2004, 01:06 AM

Hue G. Pness · 08-26-2004, 01:12 AM

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Originally posted by baddog
not making fun, but your attempts sound like when my sister tried to off herself with a bottle of Mydol

I don't think she had cramps for a year after that

I guess you are not familure with the damage that mixing things like a few Tylenols and booze can do.

Basically, it is well known the mix can cause fatal liver ruptures if mixed in excess.

I'm not going to explain my methods to you though. Those were my down times years ago, and despite your desclaimer of not making fun, unless you have something to add on the subject from first hand experience, I suggest you quietly fuck off.

Hue G. Pness · 08-26-2004, 01:27 AM

Oh, and to add, badog, I'm sure you will most likely come back with some shit about how you have had friends that blew thier heads off with guns or some other shit, that you see as the real thing.

Whatever, man you are old and wise like you like to think. Been around the way more times than we have. Whatever.

When I was in the service we lost a med tech that offed herself on 4 packs of over the counter sleep aids with no booze.

Keep your, not meaning to make fun. I want to be safe from being reamed for being a dickhead desclaimer to yourself next time. Dick head.

hilly · 08-26-2004, 01:27 AM

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Originally posted by Hue G. Pness
I guess you are not familure with the damage that mixing things like a few Tylenols and booze can do.

Basically, it is well known the mix can cause fatal liver ruptures if mixed in excess.

I'm not going to explain my methods to you though. Those were my down times years ago, and despite your desclaimer of not making fun, unless you have something to add on the subject from first hand experience, I suggest you quietly fuck off.

Yea Fuck off pump dog

Goatse · 08-26-2004, 01:51 AM

Yup. I downed a bottle of Aspirin and didn't get my stomach pumped. Stayed in bed for a couple of weeks, completely deaf and feeling like someone had beaten the hell out of me. To this day, I don't think anyone's heart has ever beaten so fast in the history of mankind.

This, of course, was in my pre-internet days. If I ever try again, I won't miss. And I'll take a few people along for the ride.

baddog · 08-26-2004, 02:00 AM

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Originally posted by Hue G. Pness
Oh, and to add, badog, I'm sure you will most likely come back with some shit about how you have had friends that blew thier heads off with guns or some other shit, that you see as the real thing.

Whatever, man you are old and wise like you like to think. Been around the way more times than we have. Whatever.

When I was in the service we lost a med tech that offed herself on 4 packs of over the counter sleep aids with no booze.

Keep your, not meaning to make fun. I want to be safe from being reamed for being a dickhead desclaimer to yourself next time. Dick head.

well, now that you mention it, yeah I have had friends take themselves out with sure fire methods.

My personal opinion is that people that kill themselves are weak, and I have no sympathy for them, no matter what my relationship was with them while they were alive.

People that try to take themselves out with Tylenol and booze I don't think are really trying, and in fact are just crying out for attention. I think they are weaker than the ones that succeed.

Major (Tom) · 08-26-2004, 02:44 AM

its weird with me.. im never happy nor sad. I'm always in the middle which i guess is good.
DUke

Manowar · 08-26-2004, 02:47 AM

Never have, never will.

Life is good

strange1 · 08-26-2004, 03:00 AM

job lost, familiy pressure, no g/f, no future

wanted to buy a railway.ticket to norway... jump from a cliff...

ticket was too expensive. didnt go.

sissy i was

08-26-2004, 12:04 AM	#1
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08-26-2004, 12:06 AM	#2
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08-26-2004, 12:07 AM	#5
Sly_RJ Live Hard - Die Hard Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: Ready to leave... Posts: 17,042	I was going to push myself down a bunch of stairs. Then I realized I would probably just get really hurt, not die, and spend a long time in the hospital recovering. That would have sucked and made me all the more depressed. So I decided to put off the stairs idea and work on Plan B. Plan B will commence tomorrow at noon. Stay tuned. __________________ PHAT SERVERS - Quality dedicated hosting at a quality price! sly AT phatservers DOT com - 147479144

08-26-2004, 12:13 AM	#11
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08-26-2004, 12:14 AM	#12
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08-26-2004, 12:07 AM	#3
EviLGuY So Fucking Banned Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: malta Posts: 12,745	Too depressing for this late at night.. I've never tried to kill myself.. if I did, I probably wouldn't be posting this.

08-26-2004, 12:09 AM	#6
Reak So Fucking Banned Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: 420Calendar.com Posts: 17,920	Never tried it and never will. Simple as that.

08-26-2004, 12:09 AM	#8
detoxed vip member Join Date: Jan 2003 Posts: 17,798	I tried to smoke myself to death. Unfortunately after about 10 bowls of pot I just passed out

08-26-2004, 12:10 AM	#9
FlyingIguana aspiring banker Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: toronto Posts: 10,870	i don't fail so if i tried i wouldn't be here to tell you about it. you could always just fill up the tub and take your tv for a nice quick bath.

08-26-2004, 12:10 AM	#10
Marcus Aurelius No Refunds Issued. Industry Role: Join Date: Apr 2003 Posts: 14,809	never have hopefully never will. I do have an uncle who stepped out into oncoming traffic after his wife left him and took their 2 kids. no one knew where he was at for 3 days and my mom found him in a local hospital, alive, but swollen beyond recognition and brain damaged. he lives in a home for the mentally handicapped now, and was recently diagnosed with terminal lung cancer, 3 of his 6 months the doctors gave him are up. it hurts me to see him sometimes because he has lost so much in his life and now this, makes you thankful for what you have and the life you live. sure he caused alot of his own problems, but no one deserves to go out alone like that. his wife took their kids and split, whereabouts unknown.

08-26-2004, 12:16 AM	#13
Mr. Mojo Risin Confirmed User Join Date: Jul 2003 Location: In the middle of nowhere Posts: 1,886	I've been really down before, but I always get over it luckily.... and many of the times it's been over women too

08-26-2004, 12:19 AM	#17
zzgundamnzz Confirmed User Join Date: Apr 2002 Location: Los Angeles Posts: 6,102	Sorry, but I cannot self Terminate... Honestly we'll all be dead eventually... no point in hastening it. __________________

08-26-2004, 12:23 AM	#19
pushpills Confirmed User Join Date: Jan 2004 Location: CHICAGO Posts: 3,700	p1mpdog, you failed at both suicide AND the english language?????

08-26-2004, 12:30 AM	#22
hilly Confirmed User Join Date: Feb 2004 Posts: 867	Whats the best way? Lay on a railway track and have your head cut off? Or taking pills and slipping into a coma? Or jumping off a high building and breaking every bone in your body? Whats the easiest?

08-26-2004, 12:33 AM	#23
hilly Confirmed User Join Date: Feb 2004 Posts: 867	No Im not conteplating suicide

08-26-2004, 12:34 AM	#24
fatal attraction Confirmed User Join Date: Feb 2003 Location: where ever he is! Posts: 6,522	In a way.....I know something is really wrong...but won't go to the doctor!!! I don't want to get old and have to have someone take care of me! I want to die...while I can still take care of myself! and I'm still having fun!

08-26-2004, 12:52 AM	#33
Hue G. Pness Confirmed User Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: Variable Posts: 1,237	I can recall 3 or so serious attempts, all of which ended up with me in a psych ward doing what they like to call occupational therapy for the 7 day watch period. Which really means coloring pictures enough to where they finally released me convinced I was OK. A few half assed tries as well. The first time was over booze chased by a bottle of Tyelnol PM. All I got was 7 days in the ward, a month in rehab and some liver damage. The second time was a 4 day 20 hour a day drinking binge that ended with me throwing up blood on a bartender. Another 7 days in the ward. The 3rd time was a nice mix of booze and 3 packets of over the counter sleep aids. I was suprised when I woke up some 36 hours later. I felt like shit and could not get out of bed for a few more days. I turned myself in on this one. The end result, my liver is fucked, I got past it all, and now feel better than ever despite what I did to my body.

08-26-2004, 12:56 AM	#37
baddog So Fucking Banned Industry Role: Join Date: Apr 2001 Location: the beach, SoCal Posts: 107,089	never considerd it until I opened this thread

08-26-2004, 01:06 AM	#42
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08-26-2004, 01:27 AM	#44
Hue G. Pness Confirmed User Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: Variable Posts: 1,237	Oh, and to add, badog, I'm sure you will most likely come back with some shit about how you have had friends that blew thier heads off with guns or some other shit, that you see as the real thing. Whatever, man you are old and wise like you like to think. Been around the way more times than we have. Whatever. When I was in the service we lost a med tech that offed herself on 4 packs of over the counter sleep aids with no booze. Keep your, not meaning to make fun. I want to be safe from being reamed for being a dickhead desclaimer to yourself next time. Dick head.

08-26-2004, 01:51 AM	#46
Goatse Confirmed User Join Date: Sep 2003 Posts: 2,086	Yup. I downed a bottle of Aspirin and didn't get my stomach pumped. Stayed in bed for a couple of weeks, completely deaf and feeling like someone had beaten the hell out of me. To this day, I don't think anyone's heart has ever beaten so fast in the history of mankind. This, of course, was in my pre-internet days. If I ever try again, I won't miss. And I'll take a few people along for the ride.

08-26-2004, 02:44 AM	#48
Major (Tom) Boomer Woffen Industry Role: Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: Null Posts: 30,597	its weird with me.. im never happy nor sad. I'm always in the middle which i guess is good. DUke __________________ My mother said, to get things done You'd better not mess with Major Tom

08-26-2004, 02:47 AM	#49
Manowar jellyfish Join Date: Dec 2003 Posts: 71,528	Never have, never will. Life is good

08-26-2004, 03:00 AM	#50
strange1 Registered User Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: Germany Posts: 68	job lost, familiy pressure, no g/f, no future wanted to buy a railway.ticket to norway... jump from a cliff... ticket was too expensive. didnt go. sissy i was __________________ #128825820