Lethargy

[pat]

I'm stepping out of the woodwork as I am drunk and it's about time I posted something.

One for long timers maybe - do you suffer from complete lethargy? I've been in this biz for nearly 4 years and even though it has its ups and downs, it's a far easier way to make money than for anyone else I know who actually have to apply themselves in their lovely corporate jobs.

I've noticed a change in 4 years - my attitude to any kind of serious work has got bad... this coincides with me losing the ability to spend hours, days and weeks glued to my screen (getting a social life from nowhere and spending my money on my less 'fortunate' friends (grr)), I feel I'm ditching what got me here in the first place and that it's all going to come bite me in the ass any day now.

There are still things in the pipeline (mostly mainstream), but I have found myself recently living in fear of it all drying up rather suddenly.

Anyone been through the same and out the other end? Anyone ever contemplated ditching it and going out to the big bad world just to 'fit in'? Is the 'next step' due, or what? Not even sure why I'm writing this.

Back to the beer...

[JamesK]

wood = good