The Crazy act sane, The sane act Crazy

[Dr. Ewen Cameron]

Ever wonder why that is? I do I sit in group and everyoneis all about how sane they are how good tey are doing, how the meds rock and all is good, then we go out intothe real world with our happy I'm ok lies and run intoall these regular people who act like nut cases for fun, of course its all good to me..... but then when I say somethingot get it out of my brain I'm either 1) and idiot or 2) a loop head...

I dont get it

and yes munster cheese and peppered salimi are good but add peperoni ham and a bit of the ol pepper jackand its money

[Creative]

You're insane.

[Dr. Ewen Cameron]

no shit we dont need to resortot name calling, I'm just inquiring as to why that is,... Imean WTF I like having superpowers and all, and believe me never sleeping is a huge bonous, but t's be cool to think straight w/o all the pills... even on them I need the herb to be calm and not all shakey and shit


yet the other side dont get it


oh wait you didnt like the sandwich?

[Creative]

Originally posted by Dr. Ewen Cameron
no shit we dont need to resortot name calling, I'm just inquiring as to why that is,... Imean WTF I like having superpowers and all, and believe me never sleeping is a huge bonous, but t's be cool to think straight w/o all the pills... even on them I need the herb to be calm and not all shakey and shit


yet the other side dont get it


oh wait you didnt like the sandwich?

?

[strats]

you guys want earth? then your going to get it, one way or another.

so choose wisely.

[Dr. Ewen Cameron]

creative

?

break down

1) yes crazy
2) meds suck
3)herbal life
4) shakes suck
5) thinking 10 billion things at once is fun but sucks
6) I have super senses and never sleep

is that all of it? oh yeah

were uyou caling me insane or the sandwich recipie

[Dr. Ewen Cameron]

Humm earth no thanx... however lke the lizzard said between cake and death I take cake

[Creative]

Sick visions of rotting corpses arouse me in my Dreams

Sometimes I wish I was dead at birth

Other times I wish I came into this world blind and deaf

I can't feel my own limbs anymore

Why is the pressure of society forcing me to take lives away from their rightful owners, without ever returning them

[Dr. Ewen Cameron]

Hummm I sort of see what your saying, mine started by when I would sleep I'd be awake, like my brain but I couldnt move or open my eyes I did what every 5 year old does I figured I doed everynight and resurected in the am if I was lucky, sooner or later I just didnt sleep, I mean when I would dream the friggan marbles would roll all over the celling making this gritty noise then smash togther and shatter in unison with my teeth, then I'd have to run with this glass baby everyone was trying to break and its screaming like all the marbles at one time, then it cus my hands up since its glass and I drop it then I wake up


ho humm.... I think mushrooms and veal would be good.. like veal saltimboca ala psyshroom yummy

[Creative]

If you really never sleep, you can DIE from it

so sleep

as far as mushrooms go

Sleep first

[Dr. Ewen Cameron]

i"Ve heard that but usualy you know after 3 or 4 days your hahahaha will shut down for rest, of course mine is retarded so when I dont sleep for 4 or 5 when I do sleep its still only 3 or 4 hours like the usual day so I'm mad behind,

one time I stayed awake for nearly 60 days on 1 hour of sleep a day it was like clock work pass out round 7 am up by 8 it sucked I felt all over alert and awake but was dead tired sort of fun... of course I did eat some shrooms then, tripped balls for a loooooooong time then passed out for a day and a half felt great, that makes me think of a new kind of easter egg hunt

[Dr. Ewen Cameron]

neirut is that like european for beer rut or is it like beer boming shit ??? Jihad on yer budwiser


warstiner ist gut bier

[Dr. Ewen Cameron]

Well this thread failed,... so much for gathering information.... see thats the problem with this language thing you see people are unable to get any understanding between each other hence everything being exactly how it is,... space monkey where are you now?

[joshuawk]

I think I see what you're saying. Like a culuturistic
culturistic) tendency right
now for insanity being actually cool.

So I guess when people are like 'im crazy, im a wildman!'...

maybe they think insanity will bring them some form of
freedom.

[urbx]

I don't think the Dr is crazy at all.

[Dr. Ewen Cameron]

The Dr dosent like to think he is crazy either, or ill, or afflicted,....

I 'm just different .. bu toyu know whatever,... in my situation you gotta just suck it up eat the meds and deal, I dont dwell on it , I let shit out, I dont keep it botled up, and I vent LIke I do on gfy...

do i believe half the random shit i type, well maybe , i dont really know, but i find it interesting to spit it out and see what the world says bout it,,,,,... It helps me out,... and some times ya meet folks who kinda relate...

Aside from the paranoid ones, delusions are easily managed once you get used to the cycle.....

you just gotta realize that your only crazy because your to smart, think to much, and never sleep..... the fact you can become delusional, halucinate, and hear shit is a biproduct of that fact...


hummm simple aint it

[Dr. Ewen Cameron]

and yeah like a cultural thing, but it's almost like a sickness all of it's self.. you know ... hummmm

I can't put it into words, but if I did it would sound like they were ill as well, like add, ocd ill.... those to em are the scary things the simple little tiny crazy things that rule your entire life.... those are scary esp when the people arent nuts, its just that thing like the eye in tell tale heart... you know it just stares at you.....

Of course when I drove out to a silly ass location... the details of witch I omit for tREASONs of my own... but i bnelieved god or maybe not god but a god not the, well something wanted me to drive all the way out there... and the idea the govt was not after me, but kinda watching... I dont know dosent matter now .... but
(can you decode that one?)(wink wink)
there was a point I lost somewhere... I wished I believed in deleting things

peace love and a new cold war