Who try to control my life?..who am I?

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I'm not sure who you are but I know who I am. A nobody in a vast sea of nobodys. Where nobody gives a damn.

I think I play in a truman show or something..it's something. I'm big but I don't know how big..local maybe I don't know..sometimes I think I might not be the only one..my friends huh? everything is a fucking mess and I just try to get away with it , with this kind of lifestyle..yes. I'm trying to change attitude just to get people away.."trying to be a bad boy" it seams like it doesn't help..I have proof millions of them.

It might seam that I don't know but I'm very aware and has been for years. And now I can't think..I don't know what to do..I'm turning out crazy. yep. Can people read my mind?. I'm shore that a few people knows what's going on in my life. And know I just got locked out from gfy .. not to forget when I was going to tell an idea to Darren and my computer just went OFF. Darren has my words on it..I'm tierd of this, I just couldn't get logged in on gfy because of a thread.

And when I can't log in to the CS channals..and then I start to play with myself and getting real sad...I come in. Ok, it might not sound strange but..it is....

I bet that this shit is all in the game too...you see, they want me to entertain..things need to happen..so I try to sit on my butt as much as I can. lol.

I think I know why I'm such a great failure too..

Maybe I'm not gifted with something that some other people has..or maybe I am..you see this is no fun.. for me for you..are you gifted? huh..be afraid..

Are you a peace of this game or not... open your eyes.

Now I just want to get out of this biz and start to spend time with
things that is really important..maybe that was a part of the game too? or am I just crazy?




oh that was just the tip?..wanna know more strange things..I don't think that you want to know more

good one..but my story is real..and you need to open your eyes pretty boy.

btw, my browser is bad too..it updates like a minute ater a thread. I need to reload it all the time..I don't know who I want to blame that on..maybe my browser lol.

what am I a part of ,, answer me?

and then my second question is what is life all about?

Yeah I hate porn too..so anyone that wants to buy my domains and shit . . . contact me:

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There's nothing in here for me if people try to control me and I can't come up with my own things without people who I don't know is there with me. It effect my work.

Did I hear sold?

I try to use cheat codes in life....... I ran out ... ;( it seems that nothing is working out the past couple of months.... everythig going down hill. What i want to know is.. HOw do you stay lucky?.

lol , cheat codes, so I'm lucky that I'm alive. . or what?

all I miss in your post is ;-)))))