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Libertine · 10-04-2003, 03:58 AM

Have any of you ever contemplated suicide? Just curious.

RedBumper · 10-04-2003, 03:59 AM

Maybe you better posted this thread at another time.

SetTheWorldonFire · 10-04-2003, 04:03 AM

polish_aristocrat · 10-04-2003, 04:04 AM

Unfortunately many times, although I am still quite young.
The last time about 6 months ago, because in business many thins went wrong. And that didn't only mean that I was making little money, it was in some way mixed with some family issues.

But I've read the other thread and I loved the sentence that "suicide it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem".
That's so true...

But I am still quite stressed by some past events and family problems and sometimes even if everything seems going in the right direction, I am afraid that it surely won't last long and I start to worry about very small problems...
I wonder if anyone feels sometimes the same?

Libertine · 10-04-2003, 04:08 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by RedBumper
Maybe you better posted this thread at another time.

This is in no way meant to disrespect WillyB. Rather, it is an attempt to get a to know a little more about what causes people to get those thoughts, or even do it. Maybe even cause a discussion which could lead to greater understanding of the subject

feN · 10-04-2003, 04:10 AM

SomeCreep · 10-04-2003, 04:15 AM

Ironhorse · 10-04-2003, 04:17 AM

What's the point? What's the hurry? You'll get there soon enough.

stocktrader23 · 10-04-2003, 04:19 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by polish_aristocrat
Unfortunately many times, although I am still quite young.
The last time about 6 months ago, because in business many thins went wrong. And that didn't only mean that I was making little money, it was in some way mixed with some family issues.

But I've read the other thread and I loved the sentence that "suicide it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem".
That's so true...

But I am still quite stressed by some past events and family problems and sometimes even if everything seems going in the right direction, I am afraid that it surely won't last long and I start to worry about very small problems...
I wonder if anyone feels sometimes the same?

I used to do the same thing but I learned a neat little phrase when I was 15 or so.

"Fuck it"

When you can mentally say fuck it to anything you will be alright. I could lose all my possessions today and I would say fuck it and start over.

By the way dude, hang in there. Everything will work out eventually ;).

And listen to that sunshine song alot.

OsirisID · 10-04-2003, 04:19 AM

Yeah.. mostly depression relating to family issues when I was a teenager. But now when I feel fucked up I just think about much fun it is to torture other people and it makes me feel warm inside.

RedBumper · 10-04-2003, 04:21 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by punkworld

This is in no way meant to disrespect WillyB. Rather, it is an attempt to get a to know a little more about what causes people to get those thoughts, or even do it. Maybe even cause a discussion which could lead to greater understanding of the subject

I know but the subject might be a little sensitive for some people at the moment. Maybe bringing it up could indeed lead to a better understanding but one can never get into somebodys head and one can never know why a person attempts a suicide as a last resort. Personally i don't think looking for answers is gonna do any good at this point, people close to a person who did the dead could even start looking for answers and start asking questions wich will never be answered - "why didn't i see it" - "i should have done something", etc..
Do not misunderstand me, i don't think bringing this up is bad at all..... i would have done at another time though.

Poo-Chee · 10-04-2003, 04:24 AM

Triple 6 · 10-04-2003, 04:27 AM

many, many, many times.

i was always stopped by some odd feeling that i am not supposed to go yet, coupled with the fact that people would pity me if i killed myself, i would look so weak. I would be hurting those around me like i could never imagine.

i still get suicidal thoughts every now and then, when life sucks, when i get into a lot of crazy fights with family, and i feel im better off on some other 'level', but what stops me now, is the fact i have a daughter. She comes first. If I were to actually kill myself, I would be hurting her more then any1.

...a couple months back, a widow called us up and she wanted to sell some guns of her late husbands (we run a gun biz here)... it so happens that her husband had some bad biz dealings and went out in the back yard and said Hi to GOD, if ya know what I mean. The worst part is, he had a 7r old son. Thats SO fucked up. The wife and son came over once to pick up some $ from the sale of a few guns, and the kid seen a gun on the wall, and said 'my daddy has guns'. That felt bad to hear that shit.

If you EVeR have suicidal thoughts, just realize you will hurt those around you. Dont be selfish, and remember, theres epople out there that have it far worse then you.

Libertine · 10-04-2003, 04:31 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by RedBumper

I know but the subject might be a little sensitive for some people at the moment. Maybe bringing it up could indeed lead to a better understanding but one can never get into somebodys head and one can never know why a person attempts a suicide as a last resort. Personally i don't think looking for answers is gonna do any good at this point, people close to a person who did the dead could even start looking for answers and start asking questions wich will never be answered - "why didn't i see it" - "i should have done something", etc..
Do not misunderstand me, i don't think bringing this up is bad at all..... i would have done at another time though.

An unfortunate side-effect of suicide is that it can often work "inspirational". People already contemplating doing it or people who are emotionally unstable can be pushed over the edge if they see it happen relatively close to them.
The value of discussion after hearing about someone doing it is that it can cause people to put in a little more thought, see other's perspectives and realize situations may not be as hopeless as they sometimes seem. By gaining understanding themselves, they may give things a bit more thought.

Odin88 · 10-04-2003, 04:52 AM

I have contemplated it, but only for a second or two. I was not close to seriously doing it, but I thought about nonetheless. It was around the time of my Higher School Certificate and everyone was expecting me to achieve and make Uni, and I had done no work throughout the year.

Needless to say I was stressed at this time and two weeks prior to the exams I hardly left my room. I was studying non-stop, summarising work all day and reading all night. I think many times I thought about suicide and the fact that it might be 'easier' than what I was going through.

I realised though that is was only a chapter in my life, a short one at that. If I failed the exams people would be disappointed for a short time, but they would soon move on. I would find myself a suitable job and I would enjoy my life anyway. Some say suicide is a coward?s way out, they are right.

By the way, I passed

Poo-Chee · 10-04-2003, 04:54 AM

Reak · 10-04-2003, 05:10 AM

Forest · 10-04-2003, 05:25 AM

i know too many people who have killed themselves

i feel for the families and have no respect for the people that commit suicide and leave behind the trail of devistation that they do

9 times out of ten its a chemical imbalance that can be corrected with medication

and Children NEVER get over the guilt

I know first hand

Basher · 10-04-2003, 06:13 AM

I've contemplated commiting suicide on someone else does that count?

Sarah_Jayne · 10-04-2003, 08:19 AM

I had a bad couple months as a teenager which I now recognize as depression. I got close one night but thankfully something pulled me back.

Freestyleman · 10-04-2003, 08:25 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by stocktrader23

I used to do the same thing but I learned a neat little phrase when I was 15 or so.

"Fuck it"

When you can mentally say fuck it to anything you will be alright. I could lose all my possessions today and I would say fuck it and start over.

By the way dude, hang in there. Everything will work out eventually ;).

And listen to that sunshine song alot.

i totally agree.

Paul Markham · 10-04-2003, 08:26 AM

Before I met Eva got to be honest and say there were times when I thought about it. Just never had the guts.

Glad I hung on, happiest guy I know now, ask anyone who's met me.

Ketadream · 10-04-2003, 08:33 AM

Been there done that, I think the T-shirt is in my closet.

Never went through with it, not sure if its lack of guts or a secret desire to live. Besides I would hate to see what it would do to my lovely wife.

If nothing else I still have her....and thats a blessing!

apoklyptk · 10-04-2003, 08:39 AM

I did, and went through with it.

I'm missing half my face now.

No bullshit. That's why I turned to porn, good moneymaker while I work on my novel.

chodadog · 10-04-2003, 08:46 AM

I've thought about death. I've wondered what's on the other side. But i've never actually thought about killing myself. Just thinking about what it might be like when i do eventually die, for whatever reason.

Trent Edison · 10-04-2003, 08:55 AM

Suicide is the softest thing you can do in your life. Its very easy to stop fighting for your ideas, dreams and kill yourself. Theres always a way out...

Justfuckedmyself · 10-04-2003, 09:35 AM

I'd rather fuck myself.

Nydahl · 10-04-2003, 09:38 AM

ussualy once a week I am very seriouse about

Mr Pheer · 10-04-2003, 10:34 AM

I've wanted to kill alot of people, but myself was never one of them.

I love me too much to kill me

plexer · 10-04-2003, 10:36 AM

Hell no! we'v got porn!

JDog · 10-04-2003, 10:38 AM

Dude, if you post in here and say yes! You want fucking attention, so NO I never had! So, go fucking talk bout something else, and close this thread!

jDoG

skrowyenom · 10-04-2003, 10:39 AM

Our mentality of people are the same. If we think negative, Positive will never happen. Just always remember KEEP THE
SIGN-UPS ROLLING!......

And Now Get the Fuck out Of here!..... take a walk out side, Trust me. YOUR NOT THE ONLY ONE IN THIS WORLD!!..

irishfury · 10-04-2003, 10:43 AM

I have always seen it as a coward way out.....

The fuck it...<-----Truest words ever spoken I have dealt with a lot of shit and fuck it has kept me strong I refuse to fail.........I am here for some reason I just trying to take it to the next level........Those thoughts will plague any human with instinct.....people will always question there worth.....You have to love yourself first and others will to....

Stay strong get money....and i hope I live to 120 and chasing around 18 year old girls in a wheel chair on viagra

brand0n · 10-04-2003, 10:43 AM

wargames · 10-04-2003, 10:46 AM

sometimes

Sarah_Jayne · 10-04-2003, 11:30 AM

telling someone who has reached that point just to stay strong or to just say fuck it does show that (thankfully) you have never been that low.

Lane · 10-04-2003, 11:34 AM

life is good

Vittorio · 10-04-2003, 01:58 PM

Yeah, all the time, right after I cum.

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Odin88 Confirmed User Join Date: Jul 2003 Location: au Posts: 3,267	I have contemplated it, but only for a second or two. I was not close to seriously doing it, but I thought about nonetheless. It was around the time of my Higher School Certificate and everyone was expecting me to achieve and make Uni, and I had done no work throughout the year. Needless to say I was stressed at this time and two weeks prior to the exams I hardly left my room. I was studying non-stop, summarising work all day and reading all night. I think many times I thought about suicide and the fact that it might be 'easier' than what I was going through. I realised though that is was only a chapter in my life, a short one at that. If I failed the exams people would be disappointed for a short time, but they would soon move on. I would find myself a suitable job and I would enjoy my life anyway. Some say suicide is a coward?s way out, they are right. By the way, I passed

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