Same here. I would just have racing thoughts about any and everything except what I was supposed to be focused on. I think I may be sensitive to stimulants.

Not regular, consitent times. I would normally wake up after I felt I slept as much as I could which would result in me waking up an hour later every day. Then I would be waking up in the evenings which would make me depressed since I felt like I missed the whole day. I love waking up at 4 am after sleeping well, which would require me to go to sleep at 8pm the night before. I've gone an entire year without using an alarm clock.

This past week I feel like my life is balanced with sleep, work and exercise (not socially, no time for friends).

I used to abuse the shit out of Ritalin in University. Use to take 20mg every 5 hours when studying for tests. I would always take it to do all nighter study sessions. The effects were parabolic meaning the first hour I felt like I was the happiest/productive person in the world (I would always randomly start singing to myself because I was happy, that's how I knew it was working), the next 3 hours were normal/productive, then the 5th hour I felt like absolute dog shit and hated every person who would come near me. Those highs and lows would usually mellow out after you used it more.

I stopped using it but if I were to get on it again I would rather try concerta (one of those special pills that releases about 50mg/70mg of methylphenidate into your body slowly over time) those last for like 12 hours. So then there isn't constant highs and lows throughout the day due to that parabolic curve from a single Ritalin pill.

I always thought I was ADHD since middle school. But later on in life I realized all those pills were just mental stuff and I needed to be productive because I just swallowed an expensive pill. I was too much of a bitch to accept I was a lazy student in a position that was uncomfortable for my body. I just had to overcome it naturally without pills.

Whatever fits you my guy. But if its affecting your mood and you're getting angry at people I think it's because you are in the comedown stage of that parabolic curve of Ritalin. That's the time when I would take another pill to bump back up the curve. I think you gotta get one of the pills that has a slow release of methylphenidate overtime.

All of the best.

Thanks for the info, I may look into Concerta. I just had the most productive week in the past 5 years after taking only 5mg at breakfast and coffee at lunch. I'm feeling very motivated and optimistic about work again :)

I think this is very common, and people misdiagnose ADHD when it's really just the fact that you don't want to do bullshit work you hate.

Do you think it's same case with tube ace ?

Bought another pack of 15 for $43 USD over the counter. Viva Mexico!

https://i.imgur.com/Vd4OEQ0.jpg

:smokin

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Not sure if appeasing your mind with medication is going to be of any service to achieve the greatness you are striving for . . .

The substances I use to alter my consciousness are seasonal, therefore I have a dependency on none of them.

https://i.imgur.com/tCauFXr.jpg

This past week I logged more time working on my desktop than any previous week in the past several years. This isn't including work done on mobile.

Could be placebo effect, but I'll take it :)

Looking great. What app is that, by the way?

:thumbsup

RescueTime

https://www.rescuetime.com/

Looks like we have same favorite IDE :1orglaugh

Sublime text or gfy.com? :winkwink:

Sublime text

GFY counts as productive time? :1orglaugh

GFY is "uncategorized".

I can somewhat justify GFY use as I still make sales from here.

You quit weed to end up trying those other drugs?

Come on.

Go back to weed. Don't do it as much as you did that caused you to stop.