ghjghj

He likes Nazis..

did you guys know ghjghj is a vegan? fun fact.

god I hate tech, each time I make a spelling error and click the red underlined text i get sent back to the start post

and get the irony

why cannot we be wonderful to each other?





glad to have ya back in my life. but for real: 'nuff with hatred towards others? they show their insanity (posting block lists comprised of members of those to whom they reply is fucking hilarious), racism, misogyny and sig-whoredom on their own. don't need your help to show who they are

JA is pretty awesome. If in a relationship (girl code-never fuck over another woman) maybe you want to both visit? If single same deal. would be cool to meet ya.

fuck you motherfucker

as if I'd ever wear pearls (at least not that type of pearl necklace) or listen to tracks with no beat to which I can dance

Glad you guys are focusing on insanity . . .

that last vid was really beautiful to watch. so slow though, can't dance to that =p



we need some reggaeton up in here as well

Not true

and they say peeps can't compromise

they say a lot though, n'est-ce pas?

yo turn now kid =p

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Da Da Da

This thread needs cleansing of shitty music

Go fuck yourself bladewire

Winter is coming. . .

Cleanse this thread of the fake nics & their shitty music

l love the block function here. one I actually use. at first i thought you were talking to yourself. seriously.

was curious so checked out the posts logged out on a browser that doesn't conceal the contributors to a thread

so those two peeps are still up to this? is it weird I find it hilarious that I had to use edge to see their stuff? metaphors and all that =)

serious warning: don't make me post my screencaps of blocked peeps or be an obvious paid sig provider.

I'm repping British Petroleum right now though, anyone want to top their bid?

I totally won't fuck with them as I have better things to do, as do you. like work and getting the fuck offline to experience the real world from time to time. and realize kindness need not be reciprocated to be extended. we are ALWAYS in control of our conduct.

bless to those trying to ruin a fun thread. which unlike much of my life right now can be easily recovered with the right company

so enough of mean peeps and technically you owe me a track now monsieur g =p

back to the music

^^^may we never gather moss

ok, back to work now

much love kiddo

Buju will be out of jail soon [in 12 months..]

^^^YESSS

fucking love that track

your version won't work for me (may be a geographical issue) so reposting it below in case others can't access it either





gotta be honest as I'm not into pretense and alternative facts; not at my best mentally or physically right now. been really difficult on multiple levels. this place has been my escape when I need a 10 min break from responsibility and a distraction from physical pain and grief

grew up in a fam where while very much loved wasn't allowed to express emotion, so I've always done my speaking through music. universal language. y'all who comprehend and share that are so awesome.

I have pre-existing friends here but they all belong to my ex, if that makes sense. making some new friends on my own but don't feel it's fair to pile my stuff on them. so really alone here. don't even have my cats yet (MY fam). really feel alone.

going through a difficult time and once again (with an updated blocklist to remove the meanness) this has become my safe space.

@Matyko, I have always appreciated your sense of responsibility to humanity. thank you for that track too =)

@g just really happy to be back in contact. music is so much easier than words and I love having that with you. suspect you're the white wolf =)

been working since 2 am and barely made a dent and it's almost 1:30am. need a fucking nap. then back to work, get to the tax office tomorrow for 8 am so my real estate agent doesn't get in shit. to rent a place here you need a TRN and their lines are loooong. if I'm there when they open should cut some hours off the task. I'm already 2 weeks overdue to do it. getting hit by a car the day after a breakup was a bit much for me. then to lose such a loved one who was closer to me than my bio dad when I was coming up...just too much

some well meaning peeps seeing me in pain (no crying-stoicism is all, I think just see the cast and the sadness in my eyes) try to get me embrace 'god' but which one(s)? and which sect of a given choice? feel very much past imaginary friends. way prefer real good people, those at least I can understand-or have chance at doing.

so sincere thanks to you both for being internet strangers who grant so much comfort and kindness to me when it feels everything is falling apart

but champions never give up

I start off every day with these two tracks.







and a track for us all who read this

truly adore ya kid

an oldie track to which someone I can't recall introduced me, but worth a revisit

My apologies for interrupting.

Jesse, you know I love you always.




We now return you to the previously scheduled thread.

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I love ya even though you're not a girl. your wife too, who has the advantage of being a girl. both of y'all have been so wonderful to me

I will even forgive you for not letting me paint your house purple =p



I suck with rock as it is so not my thing but this is the best I could think of not knowing if you're into Jethro Tull or Floyd (only rock groups I do like)



glad you were safe during the storm


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Tull is ok and Pink Floyd is always good but there is so much more to Rock and Roll than that. Most of the best is before your time though. You just always have to remember that it Rock is like Sex and most of it is a fantasy.



The best of Rock all comes from the Golden Age ;p



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sex is dirty and wrong

wow you are for real about 'before my time' though, was born in the 70's but one of your tracks totally predates me. the other, same year I was born.

god we are old, realized recently I think of peeps in their early thirties as kids. can I paint your walker purple at least? you can choose the color for mine. no orange or yellow though.

as long as we never stop smiling or dancing who the fuck cares though. looking forward to going gray so I can dye my hair lavender without bleach.

there is one other 'rock' track I really love, hope you enjoy as well



This is fun, thank y'all for this.

Sir G you're up next =)

Dirty infested unclean thread must be cleansed

^^^fuck yeah =)

gawd i am tired. work is taking me so much longer than it would usually, as the drugs (not the fun kind) cloud my brain and make me so sleepy. life is an uphill climb right now.

been REALLY trying to ration my painkillers from the drunk driver who thankfully was at slow speed so I 'only' flew 3 three feet or so after he jumped the curb before landing, but the pain is bad. fractured tibia and some stitches in the back of my head with a bump the size of an egg (I think, I don't eat eggs hence no familiarity with their size but I have seen them and think the size is prob comparable). luckily I can damage some brain cells and still be smart as fuck. all about the extent of the arsenal.

actually not kidding about that, when I woke up in the hospital I was VERY concerned about brain damage as I hit the pavement head-first. some road rash as well but none that affected my tattoos or my face. yes I was worried about that as well.

vanity for the win

The doc wanted to prescribe me an oxy opiate for the pain but "absolutely, let's pile on to life problems" so fuck that. sticking to tylenol 3, as sparingly as I can

I have trouble eating at the best of times so on graval as well. while in physical and emotional pain really trying my best and my best right now is not ok nor acceptable to me.

weed does help, not with pain but just the panic of 'holy fuck wtf is happening to my life?'

all three make me feel so sleepy and cloudy. all I want to do is listen to music and pretend life doesn't exist but I can't, being an adult sucks in that regard.

I got a scrip for valium as well but haven't redeemed it, again not interested in developing an addiction to a substance that from an early age was my absolute fav drug along with lsd (actually wrote a poem at 14 to my 'little blue friend').

Been making some great, straight female friends in my building. I spend a lot of time outside as I don't want to be in a box working on a box. I love my apartment, just didn't move here to spend my time inside. Our courtyard is so peaceful and beautiful.

They keep asking me to go out, even with my cast. if I wear jeans you can't even see it as my legs are pretty thin and my tolerance for pain is very high so it just looks like I have a limp-no crutches or anything. just use my abs/core to center impact on the non-injured leg. but I can't deal with being hit on right now.

Men here are very respectful to me, but so soon after a breakup of an over 14 and a half year relationship with the only person I ever loved? not yet. any man (or woman) I would be attracted to for a real connection would be too intelligent for a one-nighter and I cannot deal with that.

had some delicious and no-strings attached (and very safe) sex a couple times one night after the breakup before the car accident but not ready to really create connections with anyone I don't already know.

I just hang out in my beautiful complex and stare at the sky and mountains when not working. I have a tv but have not bothered to hook it up, as that is not my thing.

Have every episode of Cosmos downloaded on my comp =)

so lots of thinking, prepping for work, and actual work. and talking with women who live here who have offered me a standing invite to go out dancing the moment I'm ready. they check on me every day, as does my Rasta cab dude. No pressure, just a "you alright gyal or need anything?"

the kindness here is just..incredible. Jamaica is one love.

also thank you to the few amazing peeps on this site keeping me sane. that plus youtube vids on how to work out with an injured body part. moving my body is so important to me

thanks to graval as well as anxiety makes me sick so I need it to eat. that at least is not addictive to me.

love y'all, sincerely. yes this is a troll forum in that someone from here tried to shut down the functionality of my biz but I have some real friends here.

cannot thank those who know to whom I'm writing enough

apologies for these diary entries. just don't have many peeps to talk with and I don't want to pile my shit on new IRL friends or my ones online whom I know have their own ish going down



bless

in honor of Sarettah (sadly, sadly not a girl) I'm expanding my horizons. SO not into prog rock but this track does objectively rock

I love Brazilian dancing, its a great workout too!