Every decade it seems like I have 2 or 3 really bad years back to back.
In the past 2 years I lost my mother, Father got cancer and had kidney removed then had to help him recover for 3 weeks, major customer closed shop after her partner died, son lost job, granddaughter has health issues, my daughter died of a seizure in her sleep. father had more cancer, best friend lost his house to a landslide, now my father fell and got hurt again (no relation to the cancer) and may require me living with him full time as his dementia is getting worse (refuses to go to assisted living and we are like oil and water).
Father being hurt means I just tuned down a huge client and a big project I am working on has to be on the back burner while the expenses of the project are eating me alive and everything else I am doing is now on hold.
Funny thing is when everything is great, it just feels normal.
I need to start catching breaks again.
In the past 2 years I lost my mother, Father got cancer and had kidney removed then had to help him recover for 3 weeks, major customer closed shop after her partner died, son lost job, granddaughter has health issues, my daughter died of a seizure in her sleep. father had more cancer, best friend lost his house to a landslide, now my father fell and got hurt again (no relation to the cancer) and may require me living with him full time as his dementia is getting worse (refuses to go to assisted living and we are like oil and water).
Father being hurt means I just tuned down a huge client and a big project I am working on has to be on the back burner while the expenses of the project are eating me alive and everything else I am doing is now on hold.
Funny thing is when everything is great, it just feels normal.
I need to start catching breaks again.
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