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  • garce
    Confirmed User
    • Oct 2001
    • 7103

    #1

    My Cousin Killed Himself Last Night

    Oh well. I was never close to the guy, and I don't really feel any loss at his passing. I never knew him. That might be a heartless statement, but its the truth. I haven't talked to the dude in about 40 years, but his Mother is my Aunt - and I love her to death.

    Here's the guilt trip portion of this program: I set up a website so he could rant and rave about his personal problems, and I posted the url here. At his request. Initially, I thought he wanted an audience for his lunacy. I was wrong, he wanted an audience to witness his death.

    Conveniently enough, some asshole from GFY facillitated his suicide. I post a link to my cousin's ramblings and, a few hours later - I find my databases have been deleted, my emails for that site no longer work, and my cousin is getting harrassed by the Toronto Sun and Fox Fucking News! WTF?

    Meanwhile, I'm spending an entire day bitching to AmeriNoc because my sites have been hacked (actually, four sites were wiped out. I guess whatever asshole got access to that first site found out that I had other sites sharing a single database, and just wiped them out of the kindness of his heart...) Good job! Nice distraction.

    At the time, I did not know that my cousin went and fucking killed himself. I was just wondering why I'm not getting any hits to my sponsors. I'm sad and pathetic. I did not realize that posting a url on GFY would not only cost me a few sites - it would cost my unstable cousin his life. Thanks for fucking with him!

    I quit. I got a phone call from my aunt around eleven o'clock tonight. Her son killed himself, and it is now my fault. His death is my burden because I humoured a lunatic and set up a forum so he could rant and rave.

    I am so completely snapping right now. The hatred I feel cannot be expressed in words.

    Ban me and give me a time out before I do - or say - something really fucking stupid. I just hope that the useless fuck who managed to hack my cousin's site is really fucking happy. Mission accomplished.

    Seriously, call a mod and give me a time out for a few weeks. If not, things are going to go downhill real fast. This'll be strike two. I'd like to get bounced before I get strikes three, four and five. I am fucking lived.

    Thank you. I have a funeral to attend
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  • porno jew
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    • Nov 2006
    • 10166

    #2
    sorry to hear. but what? some gfy troll did what?

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    • Goldmaniacs
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      • Dec 2005
      • 344

      #3
      Is this about AmeriNoc security? What makes you think your hosting with them was compromised?
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      • ~Ray
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        • Jun 2003
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        #4
        blame the dude that killed himself for killing himself
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        • baddog
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          • Apr 2001
          • 107089

          #5
          Sorry to hear it garce, but it is not your fault.

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          • Spunky
            I need a beer
            • Jun 2002
            • 133986

            #6
            My condolences,perhaps a time out as you do seem stressed out judging by your recent posts,you appear to me to be angry and tend to strike out

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            • theking
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              • Sep 2002
              • 21053

              #7
              Does this have anything to do with the "setenced to death" thread? If so what part of his rantings was true? What is the fate of his wife and kids?
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              • blackmonsters
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                • Nov 2002
                • 20966

                #8
                Originally posted by garce
                My Cousin Killed Himself Last Night
                That's fucked.

                But why did you tell him that you were his cousin to begin with?
                Couldn't you have foreseen the potential fall out?




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                • iwantchixx
                  Too lazy to set a custom title
                  • Oct 2002
                  • 12860

                  #9
                  garce.

                  Listen carefully. As hard as it may be to swallow what has happened right now. This is NOT your fault.

                  Sure some things you have done and inadvertently exposed the situation to may have been 'mini' buildg blocks to his death but how are you to know that? yes you'll carry some guilt towards yourself in this but it isNOT your fualt he went over the edge. he wanted to post these things in his blog. Te attention was brought to himself by his postngs and problems in life. Key point is, inadvertent reactions are beyond your control when you really didn't know any better. he wanted the attention, you gave him an outlet. As in his postings, you an see he had this planned already.

                  he wanted the outlet, you gave him his outlet, its not your fault he decided to end his life as he said he would ebfore the drama about the blog started.

                  I have a friend who is quite mentally ill that I have finally decided to cut my ties with permanantly. Sure he could go of the edge as he was VERY close to me, my dauhter and my girlfriend but sometimes actions lead to reactions that are beyond my own control with my action of severing the ties. if something happens, it is NO my fault but i would feel guilt none-the-less.

                  Take it easy and take the time to be there for your aunt.

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                  • blackmonsters
                    Making PHP work
                    • Nov 2002
                    • 20966

                    #10
                    Originally posted by iwantchixx
                    garce.

                    Listen carefully. As hard as it may be to swallow what has happened right now. This is NOT your fault.

                    Sure some things you have done and inadvertently exposed the situation to may have been 'mini' buildg blocks to his death but how are you to know that? yes you'll carry some guilt towards yourself in this but it isNOT your fualt he went over the edge. he wanted to post these things in his blog. Te attention was brought to himself by his postngs and problems in life. Key point is, inadvertent reactions are beyond your control when you really didn't know any better. he wanted the attention, you gave him an outlet. As in his postings, you an see he had this planned already.

                    he wanted the outlet, you gave him his outlet, its not your fault he decided to end his life as he said he would ebfore the drama about the blog started.

                    I have a friend who is quite mentally ill that I have finally decided to cut my ties with permanantly. Sure he could go of the edge as he was VERY close to me, my dauhter and my girlfriend but sometimes actions lead to reactions that are beyond my own control with my action of severing the ties. if something happens, it is NO my fault but i would feel guilt none-the-less.

                    Take it easy and take the time to be there for your aunt.




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                    • looky_lou
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                      • Mar 2003
                      • 1771

                      #11
                      Very sorry to hear about this.

                      Unfortunately, when someone is going to do this there is nothing that you can do to prevent it. We always feel that we could have seen something, done something, not done something. No matter how bad we feel when this happens to someone we know or are related to, we can't blame anyone. Mental illness is a bitch and there usually are no clear answers when a person gets into this state of mind.

                      Again, very sorry for your families loss. Please try not to blame yourself or anyone else. Just be the best nephew that your aunt could hope for. That is something within your power.
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                      • papill0n
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                        • Oct 2007
                        • 15547

                        #12
                        it is definitely not your fault

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                        • Intrinsic
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                          • Jun 2008
                          • 1589

                          #13
                          Blaming a government for your inability to provide for your well being is pretty crazy to begin with but you admit he was mental, I feel bad for his (handicapped?) daughter, good luck

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                          • raymor
                            Confirmed User
                            • Oct 2002
                            • 3745

                            #14
                            Not your fault. 90% of hacks are script kiddies hitting google looking for a specific version of a script, one with a known flaw. One of the three sites had a script with a flaw. It's probably not related to gfy in any way.
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                            • seeandsee
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                              • Mar 2006
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                              #15
                              Conveniently enough, some asshole from GFY facillitated his suicide
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                              • Harmon
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                                • Mar 2004
                                • 20012

                                #16
                                Why the fuck would anybody from GFY call Fox News on a website for some nutbag? This is one the dumbest fucking posts I have ever read on this forum. Don't give GFY too much credit. There are only 2 or 3 people on this board that are even capable of it, and unless you pissed them off? They wouldn't touch it.
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                                • Barry-xlovecam
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                                  #17
                                  Sad story ... Worst scenario ...

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                                  • Horny Joe
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                                    • Jul 2004
                                    • 2661

                                    #18
                                    Originally posted by baddog
                                    Sorry to hear it garce, but it is not your fault.
                                    Agree! Don´t blame yourself. If your aunt blames you for his death, then I am sure she is saying that because she is in shock and sorrow now.
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                                    • Markul
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                                      • Dec 2007
                                      • 12403

                                      #19
                                      Sorry to hear that. As everyone here said, it's not your fault.
                                      But.... I pulled out...

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                                      • BlackCrayon
                                        Too lazy to set a custom title
                                        • Jun 2003
                                        • 19634

                                        #20
                                        it would of happened anyways by the sounds..
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                                        • Emil
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                                          • Feb 2007
                                          • 5658

                                          #21
                                          He didn't kill himself because you set up a website, it's much deeper than that.
                                          Dont blame yourself, you actually tried to help him out by setting up that website and spreading the link.
                                          You cant read his mind and you cant see into the future.
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                                          • thickcash_amo
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                                            #22
                                            Sorry to hear that! suicide is a very selfish act, and there is nothing you or anyone could have done to cause it, or provent it.

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                                            • CyberHustler
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                                              • Feb 2006
                                              • 28736

                                              #23
                                              Why do I have a feeling this topic is going to switch courses once someone asks amerinoc for an explanation on how their databases can be so easily hacked and a link to an article about dudes death. I'm not gonna be the one though.
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                                              • sperbonzo
                                                I'd rather be on my boat.
                                                • May 2003
                                                • 9750

                                                #24
                                                Originally posted by Dedi
                                                Why do I have a feeling this topic is going to switch courses once someone asks amerinoc for an explanation on how their databases can be so easily hacked and a link to an article about dudes death. I'm not gonna be the one though.

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                                                • Harmon
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                                                  • Mar 2004
                                                  • 20012

                                                  #25
                                                  Originally posted by Horny Joe
                                                  Agree! Don´t blame yourself. If your aunt blames you for his death, then I am sure she is saying that because she is in shock and sorrow now.
                                                  Yes. Anybody that is out to commit suicide has deeper seeded issues than a website getting hacked or a news channel calling him out... if that is even the case. If a family member (especially a mother) has the gall to blame somebody else for what transpired they are either one of the main causes of this guy's despair or they are just lashing out due to grief. I wish you luck.
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                                                  • digitalfantasies
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                                                    • Sep 2010
                                                    • 2759

                                                    #26
                                                    don't mean to be rude... but what id so wrong with suicide? I just is a choice.... accept his choice...

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                                                    • TurboAngel
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                                                      • Jun 2003
                                                      • 30122

                                                      #27
                                                      I'm sorry to hear about your loss.

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                                                      • JayDeeZee
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                                                        • Aug 2006
                                                        • 3595

                                                        #28
                                                        You tried to help him. You aren't to blame at all.

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                                                        • Harmon
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                                                          • Mar 2004
                                                          • 20012

                                                          #29
                                                          Originally posted by digitalfantasies
                                                          don't mean to be rude... but what id so wrong with suicide? I just is a choice.... accept his choice...
                                                          Yeah, a choice that usually cause a bunch of bullshit in it's wake. It's a selfish thing to do. This thread proves that the wavelengths of somebody's "right" to commit suicide reach far beyond the pussy that did it. It's self pity. Self pity is despicable. Get up, stand up, accept your consequences and move on... no matter what hand you have been dealt.
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                                                          • ParlourCash Karl
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                                                            • May 2006
                                                            • 438

                                                            #30
                                                            My condolences death is never a good thing, and to add to another reply we were also hacked this morning on one of our sites with a server on Amerinoc
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                                                            • nikki99
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                                                              • John-ACWM
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                                                                #32
                                                                Condolences.

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                                                                • 18teens
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                                                                  • Dec 2002
                                                                  • 1605

                                                                  #33
                                                                  It's totally not your fault so quit blaming yourself.

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                                                                  • L-Pink
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                                                                    • Mar 2005
                                                                    • 39151

                                                                    #34
                                                                    Something's fucked up.

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                                                                    • CaptainHowdy
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                                                                      • Dec 2004
                                                                      • 94733

                                                                      #35
                                                                      You did tried to "bank" on your cousin's dementia, that's all your share of responsibility.

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                                                                      • digitalfantasies
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                                                                        • Sep 2010
                                                                        • 2759

                                                                        #36
                                                                        Originally posted by Harmon
                                                                        Yeah, a choice that usually cause a bunch of bullshit in it's wake. It's a selfish thing to do. This thread proves that the wavelengths of somebody's "right" to commit suicide reach far beyond the pussy that did it. It's self pity. Self pity is despicable. Get up, stand up, accept your consequences and move on... no matter what hand you have been dealt.
                                                                        no, because for somebody wants to commit suicide it is actually the other way around...

                                                                        it is more selfish to take children because you think that is fun and you are bored anyway... nobody ever asked to be born....

                                                                        try yo think outside the box for a sec...

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                                                                        • CyberHustler
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                                                                          • Feb 2006
                                                                          • 28736

                                                                          #37
                                                                          Originally posted by ParlourCash Karl
                                                                          My condolences death is never a good thing, and to add to another reply we were also hacked this morning on one of our sites with a server on Amerinoc
                                                                          Proof....?
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                                                                          • porno jew
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                                                                            • Nov 2006
                                                                            • 10166

                                                                            #38
                                                                            that sucks.

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                                                                            • lucas131
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                                                                              • Aug 2004
                                                                              • 11475

                                                                              #39
                                                                              jesus see what you did here

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                                                                              • WTFBucks
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                                                                                • Sep 2011
                                                                                • 1229

                                                                                #40
                                                                                If a person is predisposed to do such a thing he will do it sooner or later. Anything can become a reason for suicide. If it wasn't this situation it would be something else. Blaming yourself is stupid. The worst thing about this is that the aunt is blaming you, too. If I got it right... That really sucks, but you gotta understand she has to direct her anger and pain at someone


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                                                                                • bloggingseo
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                                                                                  #41
                                                                                  I am so sorry for your loss. There is no way you could have known he would do that. There are billions of mentally unstable people in the world who don't kill themselves. How could you have known? . I wish you the best and hope that you can make it through somehow.

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