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madawgz, like many have said on the thread, your anxiety is caused by a mix of 'cabin fever' - feeling couped up in your house/room, anti-social behaviour kicking in and the feeling of 'indirection' in your life.
Seriously - you need to get out of the house. If you do live with your parents, I can hear them pushing you to get off the computer and continuously nagging you to get a life. Soon, you're friends will stop calling, your family will become more persistent and you'll start getting those anxiety attacks more often and most likely, depression will start hitting you soon.
You need to step away from the computer. If you're 18, you have the world in front of you. Don't get caught up on taking meds. See a therapist to help you help you find your direction - what do you want to do in life? How do you get there? What tools do you need?
You can't let the computer detach you totally from life - it will make you sick in so many ways.
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