Wassup TDF.. I'm 25 been smokin weed regularly since 15 or so.. I wake up every day and hit the bong, probably smoke 8-10 bowls a day.
It definitely affects me in many ways, but I wouldn't say I'm addicted to the substance at all. I'm addicted to my habits, which include weed. I think in most situations you get into a 'rut' or a regular pattern, especially working from home.
When I go to Mexico for a month and a half each year, I don't consider bringing weed, I don't think about smoking it, I don't even try to get any down there, as easy as I'm sure it would be. My lifestyle there just isn't compatible, it would be stressful to smoke weed, which doesn't make much sense to me. I would say I exhibit no signs of withdrawal.
You should evaluate why you don't want to smoke weed anymore. It's a personal decision. Just don't think that weed is your big problem, because honestly, everything I ever accomplished was done high, so it's hard for me to say it makes me lazy.
I choose to be lazy, weed or not. I can choose to work hard too, weed or not. It's your choices that you make that decide whether you're proud of your efforts, and if you choose to be successful, you can be a pothead too.
