You might want to read up on clinical depression.
In addition, there are events in life where you can WANT to "be happy" as much as wanting anything, but you're still going to be depressed.
I've always been a "happy" person - it takes a LOT to get me down and it's only happened a handful of times in 44 years that I can think of, but when it happens, it happens and there isn't shit you can do about it.
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