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Originally Posted by mal
yes. i have social anxiety disorder. i go to college and sit in the back, i never talk to any of my classmates and i never raise my hand to answer any of the teacher's questions. i dont like going to parties, restaurants, festivals, clubs, bars, malls..any public places. i have a girlfriend and she always wants me to chill at her doem room and meet her friends but im not willing to meet them. i have a few friends but i rarely ever call them. sometimes they will call me to go out to a bar or something but im never in the mood to go. ive never had a "real"job before. all of my jobs have been on the internet. im too scared to get a job in the "real" world. i'll be walking down the street and someone will say Hi to me and I will just look at them and not respond. im so fucked up. i need help asap!!!
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except for the walking on the streets and not saying hi part, u just described me. Everytime i DO have to be around people, i TRY MY HARDEST to break the anti-social shell (like making small talk with the cashier at the grocery store when checking out, for example). Takes so much courage for me to do that. Something people do naturally, and im sweating bullets. Anti-social/Anxiety is a fucked up thing to have.