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You guys are awesome. Sorry it took so long for me to respond as i was offline for a few days. All of this is good advice and I take it all into consideration.
Some of my anger (for lack of a better word) stems from my parents passing away. My mother passed away back in 2004 and my father in 1998'. I had been angry about that for a long time as i spent half mty life waiting for them to die. They had HIV so genuine happiness is still something i am working on. I'm trying to move on with my life. She makes me very happy but i still have my trust issues as i explained before. Once i get past those i will be all good. I've been expirimenting with her over the last few days by not being mean but being almost poker faced. I guess being a REAL man and not joking around so much. She seems to respond better to that. I think it gives her more of a sense of security. Dont get me wrong she loves my funny side but i think overall women need a strong, no non sense type man. So i am learning to balance out the joking around with being serious. It seems to be working.
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