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Alan-i
You are correct. I have had many VERY successful people say similer things. I know I got alot of potential, I know I got alot of talent, I got more talant and skills than most on this board with a wide range of abilities on the net. It is a gift and a curse.
The curse is not being all that social. Infact I admit to being anti social, inside I hate people, I do not even like myself all that much. But then I have not been reinforced with getting let down on many things promised in the past.
That kinda shit takes a toll and people that have experienced this and they tend to have a bitter outlook. The outlook is realization of failure and fear of being taken advantage of.
This has happened time and time again throughout my history.
What many of you do not know is that I have been robbed of millions of dollars, cut out on deals or deals that fell apart at key moments in my history. I spent over 250K fighting for my own daughter in a custody battle in my early day when money was easier to make.
I sacrificed to much in somthing I had no chance of winning when I had a good shot to be a BIG NAME in the industry in the early day. Its true I am near broke I barely get by and with more finances I would be able to do alot more but I make do with what I got.
Do you know what it is like to wake up in the morning and realise "If I had Just Done That" how different a future it would be? I am not joking when I talk Millions because it is millions...
When I say take a walk in my shoes trust me...
You do not want to be anywhere near them.
The best thing to do when getting my services is let me do my thing and as I execute it just point in the general direction. After the fire is over a crop is ready for the taking. Its that simple.
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