Originally Posted by MikeHawk

jasonir....its not that you are not unworthy, its just you dont know.

I will be sober 17 years this year in jan coming up, i have seen so much in those years....

Since we are the subject why not share, since you seem to be calling me out and i am in the mood to tell you...

I had a daughter with a woman, carried our baby girl for 9 months, when our daughter was 1 her mother decided that doing drugs and drinking was far better than being the mother to her own daughter....now you tell me that is only one of millions of stories like that....you dont think this deal is for real?

Think again...booze and drugs is the only fucked up thing that no matter how much you want to stop no matter how far down the ladder of life you have traveled ...how much you have lost....it still talks to you...tells you are ok....and you dont have a problem...what is that?

I am not quoting anything but speaking from experience and truth...

this deal ...only sickness that continues to tell us we dont have a sickness ...so dangerous


Oh on the daughter, i have been a full time dad 24/7 and the mother has always be able to see her own daughter if she chooses but she doesnt, she chooses the other shit....i stop trying too figure out that happens...it just does.