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Old 12-15-2005, 12:33 AM  
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OCD: Obsessive Compulsive Disorder name your poison

I saw Roger bumped the old Anxiety Disorder thread.

I have had OCD for 25+ years, just didn't know it was "OCD" back then.

Started out where I had to balance things out. If I touched something with my right hand I had to touch it exactly the same way with my left hand.

If I was driving down the street and the car had a bump on the left tire, I had to find a bump in the road for the right tire.

I also bit my nails constantly, I won't go into my worst ever OCD habits

I was able to stop some of these like the balancing out thing by just going and touching something so many times there was no way I could ever balance it out.

I would also push myself to go as far as I could without chewing my nails. I created kind of another habit for that, I would see how long I could grow them...before long I would have these ungodly long nails.

Right now I'm dealing with one that just drives me freaking nuts.

I only pick at the nail on my left middle finger. Every other finger the nail is fine.

The left middle one has not had a chance to grow in months because I'm constantly picking at it. In fact I'm constantly dealing with irritation, and infections because I rip it down to the skin.

I think I'm going to have to get some tape or something and just bound that poor finger.

Okay I spilled it what's your OCD?
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