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11-05-2004, 05:35 PM

Originally posted by perverted and proud
humanz were given 2 ability 2 commit suicide 4 a reazon.

so l8r, and make sure 2 not leave a mess.
thanx.

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11-05-2004, 05:35 PM

Thanks cory, i tryed to find a fucking job for the last 2 month, yeah i can get something ofr 700 euros a month, great then im still working in 30 years.

i dont want this life anymore, my relation is broken with my girlfriend today.

my bank did closed my bank accout because i had fucking shit 1$ too short on my account to payoff a fucking loan, whats next i cant have this shit anymore.

this is making me fucking pissed simple.
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11-05-2004, 05:36 PM

hmm...

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11-05-2004, 05:38 PM

Originally posted by perverted and proud
humanz were given 2 ability 2 commit suicide 4 a reazon.

so l8r, and make sure 2 not leave a mess.
thanx.

You're a waste of bits and bytes. Pull the plug, NOW!
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11-05-2004, 05:38 PM

Good luck, I cannot help you more.

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11-05-2004, 05:38 PM

Peaches, i cant get the good hope to start something good anymore.

i tried some things but it wasnt enough, i tried to get a job, i didt work.

i did earn 200$ on 1 job and i did work 15 days for it.

im never coming out of my own shit anymore simple, and i dont want to continue this shit. i just cant.
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11-05-2004, 05:39 PM

This thread is getting boring.

The reality is, what we have here is a pussy who is crying about how he's going to kill himself because he's going to have to work hard for the rest of his life to pay off his debts.

Well, hello? Welcome to the real word.
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11-05-2004, 05:40 PM

Originally posted by Joe Citizen
This thread is getting boring.

The reality is, what we have here is a pussy who is crying about how he's going to kill himself because he's going to have to work hard for the rest of his life to pay off his debts.

Well, hello? Welcome to the real word.

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11-05-2004, 05:40 PM

If he is serious,

People make these posts for attention.

We all see this now.

But you really need to give the attention, not this "go do it already".

You live in a free country, work hard and it will pay off.

Run off to UK and leech of the gov there if you need to, I suppose.

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11-05-2004, 05:40 PM

Todays best tip!

Go see a shrink. Much better than incoherent rambling on GFY.
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11-05-2004, 05:42 PM

Originally posted by Hansm
Peaches, i cant get the good hope to start something good anymore.

i tried some things but it wasnt enough, i tried to get a job, i didt work.

i did earn 200$ on 1 job and i did work 15 days for it.

im never coming out of my own shit anymore simple, and i dont want to continue this shit. i just cant.

If you are stable enough to complete the job, I will give you $300 (instead of $200) if it's done to my satisfaction.

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#62

11-05-2004, 05:44 PM

hmm, Hansm is no troll he attented internext in Vegas last january ..... when it was over there were all these threads about how great he was if I remeber correctly and how all these people had fun partying with him

and now he is a troll / surfer ? according to some ? makes you wonder
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11-05-2004, 05:44 PM

Originally posted by Hansm
Peaches, i cant get the good hope to start something good anymore.

i tried some things but it wasnt enough, i tried to get a job, i didt work.

i did earn 200$ on 1 job and i did work 15 days for it.

im never coming out of my own shit anymore simple, and i dont want to continue this shit. i just cant.

Life isn't a cake walk...You have to be happy with yourself man...I don't care if I am in prison, homeless or live in a 40 milliion dollar home I found peace with myself and nothing else matters....Nobody can take that shit.

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11-05-2004, 05:49 PM

Originally posted by Hansm
Peaches, i cant get the good hope to start something good anymore.

i tried some things but it wasnt enough, i tried to get a job, i didt work.

i did earn 200$ on 1 job and i did work 15 days for it.

im never coming out of my own shit anymore simple, and i dont want to continue this shit. i just cant.

hans email me op bluff.poker at gmail.com
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#65

11-05-2004, 05:50 PM

Originally posted by Fletch XXX
ive had friends and family kill themselves.

this is a fucking troll/kid looking for attention.

Wow, I really thought you were a better person.

Hans, whatever it is, it can't be that bad.
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11-05-2004, 05:50 PM

Originally posted by Fake Nick
hmm, Hansm is no troll he attented internext in Vegas last january ..... when it was over there were all these threads about how great he was if I remeber correctly and how all these people had fun partying with him

and now he is a troll / surfer ? according to some ? makes you wonder

This can't be the same guy. That guy was even on a GFY banner.

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11-05-2004, 05:52 PM

Originally posted by polish_aristocrat
This can't be the same guy. That guy was even on a GFY banner.

its him
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11-05-2004, 05:53 PM

Originally posted by polish_aristocrat
This can't be the same guy. That guy was even on a GFY banner.

sadly it is , and now see at the reaction of some !!!
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11-05-2004, 05:53 PM

Hey hansm hit me up on icq well go party in vegas!!!! we can cheer you up !!! 309691342 if you dont have icq I also have yahoo wickedvenus_acv

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11-05-2004, 05:55 PM

Anyone who was earning 15,000 Euro a month and didn't SAVE any money deserves no sympathy.

What happened to all the money Hans?

Come clean and tell us.

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11-05-2004, 05:57 PM

Originally posted by Fake Nick
sadly it is , and now see at the reaction of some !!!

Someone bump the threads with pics of him if that's true

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#72

11-05-2004, 05:58 PM

Originally posted by Joe Citizen
Anyone who was earning 15,000 Euro a month and didn't SAVE any money deserves no sympathy.

Why happened to all the money Hans?

Come clean and tell us.

Well he was a party animal.

Maybe he got into substance abuse?

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#73

11-05-2004, 05:58 PM

Seriously though, if someone is looking for someone to talk to... Going to GFY for console isn't exactly the brightest idea.
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#74

11-05-2004, 05:58 PM

A life can be fuckup in some days and thats not a joke because of friends.

i can tell you this if you run a successfull bussiness you can better say FUCKOFF TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS.

and take that serious, because im fucking not joking about it now.

and yes im the guy from atlante, not internext.

i dont know how to continue, i didt had any success in the last 3 months, everything is going wrong.
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11-05-2004, 05:59 PM

Originally posted by polish_aristocrat

Someone bump the threads with pics of him if that's true

It's true, I can promise you that w/o trying to track down the threads

Hans, look around the boards - there are a lot of people looking for good workers. Take Steen up on their offer. If you need to take a regular JOB for a while, do that. I know I've been in a LOT more debt than you are now AND with a kid to support and it CAN be done!
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11-05-2004, 06:00 PM

Originally posted by Hansm
A life can be fuckup in some days and thats not a joke because of friends.

i can tell you this if you run a successfull bussiness you can better say FUCKOFF TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS.

and take that serious, because im fucking not joking about it now.

and yes im the guy from atlante, not internext.

i dont know how to continue, i didt had any success in the last 3 months, everything is going wrong.

What happened to all the money Hans?

You brought this to the boards, now it's time for you to tell the truth.

15,000 euro a month is a lot of money.
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11-05-2004, 06:01 PM

Originally posted by Peaches
It's true, I can promise you that w/o trying to track down the threads

Hans, look around the boards - there are a lot of people looking for good workers. Take Steen up on their offer. If you need to take a regular JOB for a while, do that. I know I've been in a LOT more debt than you are now AND with a kid to support and it CAN be done!

The banner " wanna party like Hans?" was one of my favorite ones in GFY history...

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11-05-2004, 06:01 PM

Originally posted by Joe Citizen
What happened to all the money Hans?

You brought this to the boards, now it's time for you to tell the truth.

15,000 euro a month is a lot of money.

cocaine?

crack?

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11-05-2004, 06:01 PM

Originally posted by Hansm
A life can be fuckup in some days and thats not a joke because of friends.

i can tell you this if you run a successfull bussiness you can better say FUCKOFF TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS.

and take that serious, because im fucking not joking about it now.

and yes im the guy from atlante, not internext.

i dont know how to continue, i didt had any success in the last 3 months, everything is going wrong.

Sometimes shit doesn't work it's not worth ending...Find peace within yourself...and keep trying idea's nobody said it was easy man....though for real you need someone to talk to you I don't know you but life is to good to through away hit me up.

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11-05-2004, 06:02 PM

There are so many people out there that have been fortunate enough to have never been in a situation as this. I feel sorry for those that cannot find it in their heart to have a little compassion for those "weaker" than you. Life brings us so many obstacles and joys and sometimes it is quite overwhelming when you feel like you have been dumped on with more cons than pros.

I am not a psychologist, just a human being. Depression is a very debilitating illness. Don't take it lightly. Seek professional help. There is help out there and since you have taken the time to talk about it here, you still have a small bit of hope left inside.

Don't listen to the people who are telling you to pull the trigger, etc. I have found in my years on this planet that making fun of people for a "condition" has come back to haunt me - I think they call it Karma - because sooner rather than later - yep, I got the "condition" and felt like shit for making fun of that person. It was not a good feeling for criticizing that person and really sucked going through what they had.

We are all put on this earth for a reason. I don't know what mine is yet, maybe some day I will. As far as money goes, damn, look at Donald Trump, Wayne Newton and countless others. They were bankrupt and look at them now. Millionaires - so anything is possible.

Hell, just 1 1/2 years ago, I was evicted, had my car repossessed, had bounced checks all over town, bad health, no job, no hope. Today I have no bounced checks, a roof over my head, great health, new car and a great job. And on top of that, $XX,000 in a savings account. See, it does work. Just hang in there. Remember this, H.A.L.T. = Never get too Hungry, Angry, Lonely, or Tired.

And in closing, for those of you who are going to reply to this by telling me to "go get fucked, shut the fuck up, you're stupid, who cares what you have to say", or whatever negative comment you may have - bring it on. It doesn't matter to me what you have to say. I just hope and pray that you never have to go through this.

Good luck to you.

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#81

11-05-2004, 06:02 PM

Originally posted by polish_aristocrat
The banner " wanna party like Hans?" was one of my favorite ones in GFY history...

Mine too

Hans is a great guy and just needs to get his head around this and he'll be fine and back to making banners again
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11-05-2004, 06:03 PM

But I also thought Hans was a "player" in this biz....at least he was portraited in that way in these GFY threads from few months ago.

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11-05-2004, 06:03 PM

Originally posted by Hansm
Thanks cory, i tryed to find a fucking job for the last 2 month, yeah i can get something ofr 700 euros a month, great then im still working in 30 years.

i dont want this life anymore, my relation is broken with my girlfriend today.

my bank did closed my bank accout because i had fucking shit 1$ too short on my account to payoff a fucking loan, whats next i cant have this shit anymore.

this is making me fucking pissed simple.

Stuff happens and it seem like it will only get worse. Don't know you but I know it can get better...it might take some time.
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11-05-2004, 06:04 PM

Originally posted by polish_aristocrat

Someone bump the threads with pics of him if that's true

from the same thread that pic is posted

Originally posted by Lensman
Hans, glad you were there. And thanks for the advice.
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11-05-2004, 06:04 PM

Originally posted by Fletch XXX
cocaine?

crack?

Whores?

Nightclubs?
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11-05-2004, 06:06 PM

Originally posted by polish_aristocrat
But I also thought Hans was a "player" in this biz....at least he was portraited in that way in these GFY threads from few months ago.

He was a player and can be again
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11-05-2004, 06:06 PM

Originally posted by Joe Citizen
Whores?

Nightclubs?

i'm horny

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11-05-2004, 06:08 PM

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11-05-2004, 06:12 PM

this is serious
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11-05-2004, 06:19 PM

Originally posted by Fletch XXX
when joe is around, everyone does MORE coke.

Line up some rails.
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11-05-2004, 06:20 PM

if you are losing your computers + servers + backups you already losed everything.

then you need to pay a laywer to get you free in a case what i didt do anything.

but next year im getting money back if i win the case between my and the police.

they fucked up everything for me, wanna know what im making now 10$ per day, enough to pay my fucking internet bill and my rent here but still not enough.

my savings are empty, and the rest too simple.

aah i just had enough of everything, just sitting in deep shit without a solution.
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11-05-2004, 06:22 PM

How did your computers end up at the police?
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11-05-2004, 06:23 PM

Originally posted by Hansm
if you are losing your computers + servers + backups you already losed everything.

then you need to pay a laywer to get you free in a case what i didt do anything.

but next year im getting money back if i win the case between my and the police.

they fucked up everything for me, wanna know what im making now 10$ per day, enough to pay my fucking internet bill and my rent here but still not enough.

my savings are empty, and the rest too simple.

aah i just had enough of everything, just sitting in deep shit without a solution.

What happened to all the cash Hans?

Level with us.

How did you blow it?
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11-05-2004, 06:24 PM

Hansm is a gangster..

Reminds me of that drug overdose deal from a few years back..

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11-05-2004, 06:24 PM

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11-05-2004, 06:25 PM

Originally posted by Joe Citizen
People if you really want to help someone sponsor a child in the third world.

This guy doesn't deserve an ounce of pity or sympathy, and definitely not a cent of money.

This whole thread is pathetic.

Life experience is relative to the culture that experience takes place in. Relating starving african children to a dutch guy depressed over finances and a disenchanted girlfriend is a falacy.

Fact is, as people, if we pursued "what's worse" anecdotes when faced with challenges, we would lack vital things such as ambition, motivation and passion. If you are not paid by an affiliate program, there is always a peruvian kid short an arm with a bucket begging in the Barranca district to pacify your displeasure. No need to pursue your missing check.

Fact is, culture drives our emotions because it is relative to our daily experiences. That said, we are exposed on daily basis to financial challenges and emotional quagmires in our love lives. Relative to us, that is very challenging and in many cases, gives way to feelings of isolation.

That said, as human beings, we have a responsibilty to help out our fellow man, no matter how trivial the matter may seem to us. One persons triffle is anothers desperation. If not a responsibility to help, maybe a duty to not perpetuate the situation. There are many post within this thread that are a dismal sample of apathy at its finest.

Serious or not, he came here looking for help. He didn't ask for money. This maybe an adult industry board, but it is driven by people, and telling someone to kill themselves is not being a person, even if the occupation is porn.

Just something to consider.

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11-05-2004, 06:28 PM

Which guy is he??
THe one in the middle?

Originally posted by Fake Nick

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11-05-2004, 06:30 PM

aah yeah what can i say, thanks cory. im just having a hard time here the last 3 months and dont want to continue this shit anymore.

i did search for a job but ended up with 300$ bucks in 3 months, nice, internet is overkilled with people who are supplying cheap shit, sorry to say but its true.

the only real money is if you have enough traffic and own sites.

everything is going a little bit better thanks to the people who i did spoke.

sorry for posting this thread, life is nice too offcourse, but in the last 3 months i only had shit on my head. and still.

my computers ended at the police office if you read my thread, if the search is working.

my brothers girlfriend brother did shot someone, and my brother is sitting in prison already for 5 months for it. and he was working at this boss place, proven.

thats the fucking dutch justice system, they are fucking sick and making people life fucked up.

my life is fucked up thanks to them anotherwise i still had a nice income etc.

i got all my income from google traffic+yahoo traffic, i dont have anything to hide at this moment anymore. there were enough legel ways without doorway pages to make alot of cash.

but hire a lawyer for 1 month, then you can see the bill, its fucking expensive.

and what did i got back, my fucking computers and myself out of prison, now for that price i would sit 10 months in prison.
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11-05-2004, 06:30 PM

Originally posted by WEG Cory
Life experience is relative to the culture that experience takes place in. Relating starving african children to a dutch guy depressed over finances and a disenchanted girlfriend is a falacy.

Fact is, as people, if we pursued "what's worse" anecdotes when faced with challenges, we would lack vital things such as ambition, motivation and passion. If you are not paid by an affiliate program, there is always a peruvian kid short an arm with a bucket begging in the Barranca district to pacify your displeasure. No need to pursue your missing check.

Fact is, culture drives our emotions because it is relative to our daily experiences. That said, we are exposed on daily basis to financial challenges and emotional quagmires in our love lives. Relative to us, that is very challenging and in many cases, gives way to feelings of isolation.

That said, as human beings, we have a responsibilty to help out our fellow man, no matter how trivial the matter may seem to us. One persons triffle is anothers desperation. If not a responsibility to help, maybe a duty to not perpetuate the situation. There are many post within this thread that are a dismal sample of apathy at its finest.

Serious or not, he came here looking for help. He didn't ask for money. This maybe an adult industry board, but it is driven by people, and telling someone to kill themselves is not being a person, even if the occupation is porn.

Just something to consider.

By his own admission he was making 15,000 euro a month.

I will never have sympathy for two kinds of people:

1. People who had money and then blew it recklessly, ending up poor and crying about it.
2. Junkies.
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11-05-2004, 06:30 PM

well put Cory , I feel exactly the same , but no way could I ever dream of formulating it like you just did
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