I have started to notice something when it comes to doing porn from home. Your so called "friends" start to resent the fact that you're able to make a living working from home.
Most people's dream is to become rich (which I'm not), but even MORE people dream to not have to "work". So since everybody around my city knows that I don't work, I'm starting to hear things said about me on the street.
When I had that 18 year old girl with me, she was telling me about how people were telling her that she lived with a "pornstar" and how she was in a bad situation.
One of my closest female friends, who has constantly complained about the overtime she has to work and her kids complaining about her absence, recently showed her true colors when we had an argument. The argument was about money and part of her argument was that I have checks sitting around that I don't even bother to cash and that karma would fuck me over for doing this "internet shit"....Believe me, checks don't last longer than a week in my household without getting cashed but she resents the fact that I may get sponsor checks that I'm not expecting and going to buy weed for both of us to smoke...Even though she benefits if I may get a stray check, and even though she's smoking on a blunt paid for by a sponsor, she STILL always resented me for it.
I live in an area where people would jump for joy to make 10 an hour and where you can get bitches to drool over you if you tell them that you have a job at the Post Office, so it's almost like living in a third world country. Only the old folks and hustlers make money around here. The "professional" people have moved away.
It's gotten to the point where I can't even hang around the same people that I may use for content. The girls are constantly asking me how they can get a come up on the internet porn shit when they just don't realize that they're nothing but content. People just straight walk up to me and expect me to help them get paid online. I'm sick of it!
It's to the point where I'm spending most of my time alone because I don't even know any bitches worthwhile that even have a fucking car to come over and see me!
Do any of you feel resentment from the people around you for what you do? This shit is ridiculous....I could only imagine what would happen if everybody around here knew that I hit the lottery or something.
Most people's dream is to become rich (which I'm not), but even MORE people dream to not have to "work". So since everybody around my city knows that I don't work, I'm starting to hear things said about me on the street.
When I had that 18 year old girl with me, she was telling me about how people were telling her that she lived with a "pornstar" and how she was in a bad situation.
One of my closest female friends, who has constantly complained about the overtime she has to work and her kids complaining about her absence, recently showed her true colors when we had an argument. The argument was about money and part of her argument was that I have checks sitting around that I don't even bother to cash and that karma would fuck me over for doing this "internet shit"....Believe me, checks don't last longer than a week in my household without getting cashed but she resents the fact that I may get sponsor checks that I'm not expecting and going to buy weed for both of us to smoke...Even though she benefits if I may get a stray check, and even though she's smoking on a blunt paid for by a sponsor, she STILL always resented me for it.
I live in an area where people would jump for joy to make 10 an hour and where you can get bitches to drool over you if you tell them that you have a job at the Post Office, so it's almost like living in a third world country. Only the old folks and hustlers make money around here. The "professional" people have moved away.
It's gotten to the point where I can't even hang around the same people that I may use for content. The girls are constantly asking me how they can get a come up on the internet porn shit when they just don't realize that they're nothing but content. People just straight walk up to me and expect me to help them get paid online. I'm sick of it!
It's to the point where I'm spending most of my time alone because I don't even know any bitches worthwhile that even have a fucking car to come over and see me!
Do any of you feel resentment from the people around you for what you do? This shit is ridiculous....I could only imagine what would happen if everybody around here knew that I hit the lottery or something.
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