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  • RAM
    They're all hookers, but mom!
    • Jan 2001
    • 7047

    #1

    Lensman Saved My Life "True Story"

    People can do things for you that effect your life more then they may know. So that is why I want to make this post.

    I will leave out some of the story - Reason more of you will read the whole post.


    September 2003 - I started partying a little bit more then my normal self. Not just drinking and smoking - but picking up some new highs along the way. The one that really seemed like the most fun and kept the party going was Speed "Meth". Only doing this maybe a few day's out of the month seemed harmless. Well as of Jan 17th 2004 until May 29th I was doing this harmless shit everyday. Of course this means staying up for 3 and 4 day's at a time. I started to think that well I will just stop tomorrow or after this binge. That of course never happened. Then one day while sitting at my desk sucking on the glass dick. My old Friend Lens shoots me a ICQ saying would you like to go to Budapest Hungry. I say hell ya....!!!! This was right before the Alanta Webmaster Access Show. Thinking to myself God I have to stop smoking this shit or I will die. Trying to stop was not going to be easy. In fact until the day or the hour before I got on the plane to fly first to LA, to meet up with Sal. I was puffing away. Getting my doped up ass on the plane to LA with NO DRUGS in my pockets was hard - But I did it. On June 1st we came to Budapest - I'm still here - after about a week or two I started to feel much much better and know after 3 and half months with nothing I feel GREAT !!!

    Had that ICQ from LENSMAN not come when it did I really don't know what may have happened. I still have my Business, House and Duplex. A new Harley is being built for me and most of all I have my MIND still.

    Lensman I love you Bro...and you will never really know how much you did for me by sending that message.
    RAM



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  • eroswebmaster
    March 1st, 2003
    • Jul 2001
    • 20295

    #2
    Everyone thinks life is like the movies...some big event in the end to save the day...when this is what life is really like *most of the time*....nothing but a small series of events that can direct your life to success or ruin at every simple choice...glad this opportunity came about for you man..it's good to hear when someone has an opportunity that seems not so important but turns out to be a life saver.

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    • BradM
      Confirmed User
      • Dec 2003
      • 3397

      #3
      Didn't know you had those issues Ram. Glad to hear you're doing better though. A clean mind is a good thing.

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      • Mayor
        Confirmed User
        • May 2001
        • 497

        #4
        Glad to hear you're on a better path man. I never really cared for "tweaker ram" all that much.

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        • WiredGuy
          Pounding Googlebot
          • Aug 2002
          • 34515

          #5
          Wow, congrats man. Beating the habit is hard as hell and you did it. One step at a time...

          Glad to see that your work actually helped get you out. Now keep clean and you'll be back on track. Get high on life

          WG
          I play with Google.

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          • fatal attraction
            Confirmed User
            • Feb 2003
            • 6522

            #6
            Glad your doing good Ram!!!

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            • RAM
              They're all hookers, but mom!
              • Jan 2001
              • 7047

              #7
              Originally posted by Mayor
              Glad to hear you're on a better path man. I never really cared for "tweaker ram" all that much.
              Yes and sorry that you had to put up with him. Life is much much better now.
              RAM



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              • Manowar
                jellyfish  
                • Dec 2003
                • 71528

                #8
                good to hear dude

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                • Shok
                  Confirmed User
                  • Apr 2001
                  • 5611

                  #9
                  I noticed that during our love sessions you were not nearly as firm as before.

                  I thought it was me....thank god it wasn't me!




                  Best of luck Ram,
                  congrats

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                  • RAM
                    They're all hookers, but mom!
                    • Jan 2001
                    • 7047

                    #10
                    Originally posted by BradM
                    Didn't know you had those issues Ram. Glad to hear you're doing better though. A clean mind is a good thing.

                    Thank you and yes I managed to hide it well. However if you only saw me after say day 3 of a binge you would have said GET SOME HELP Man.
                    RAM



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                    • RAM
                      They're all hookers, but mom!
                      • Jan 2001
                      • 7047

                      #11
                      Originally posted by WiredGuy
                      Wow, congrats man. Beating the habit is hard as hell and you did it. One step at a time...

                      Glad to see that your work actually helped get you out. Now keep clean and you'll be back on track. Get high on life

                      WG
                      Thanks WG ya nothing more than Room 210 for US...hehhee
                      RAM



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                      • WiredGuy
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                        • Aug 2002
                        • 34515

                        #12
                        Originally posted by RAM
                        Thanks WG ya nothing more than Room 210 for US...hehhee
                        210 baby!!
                        WG
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                        • Zebra
                          Banned from Kimmy's couch
                          • Oct 2001
                          • 5091

                          #13
                          Glad to hear that you got the monkey off your back dude.
                          Wouldn't have been the same without you

                          We saw a lot of sparkly Last Suppers coming across the Mexican Border this year after the YP. They must have been hoping you would show back up
                          Old School

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                          • Trax
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                            • Aug 2001
                            • 14486

                            #14
                            wow
                            All the best wishes and congrats on getting control over your life again!

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                            • RAM
                              They're all hookers, but mom!
                              • Jan 2001
                              • 7047

                              #15
                              Originally posted by Shok
                              I noticed that during our love sessions you were not nearly as firm as before.

                              I thought it was me....thank god it wasn't me!




                              Best of luck Ram,
                              congrats
                              Yes you will notice a much much harder RAM now...!!!
                              RAM



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                              • BigWebRev
                                Confirmed User
                                • Aug 2004
                                • 1631

                                #16
                                Glad to see you got over it Ram.

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                                • RAM
                                  They're all hookers, but mom!
                                  • Jan 2001
                                  • 7047

                                  #17
                                  Originally posted by Zebra
                                  Glad to hear that you got the monkey off your back dude.
                                  Wouldn't have been the same without you

                                  We saw a lot of sparkly Last Suppers coming across the Mexican Border this year after the YP. They must have been hoping you would show back up
                                  Right on Zebra yes the monkey had turned into a Gorilla. OMG Zebras, Monkeys and Gorillas shit we are in a Zoo.
                                  RAM



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                                  • FilthyRob
                                    Confirmed User
                                    • Feb 2004
                                    • 6741

                                    #18
                                    Ram I am glad to see that you are cleaned up bro! Last time I saw you was at Internext in January getting your ass licked by Destiny at that COHF shoot!

                                    I don't even know what to do now, I quit drinking and haven't touched drugs in years. What am I gonna do at the parties? Probably all business I guess.
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                                    • BradM
                                      Confirmed User
                                      • Dec 2003
                                      • 3397

                                      #19
                                      Originally posted by FilthyRob
                                      getting your ass licked by Destiny at that COHF shoot!
                                      Ahahaha yeah I remember that. Actually to put it better, who could forget?

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                                      • baddog
                                        So Fucking Banned
                                        • Apr 2001
                                        • 107089

                                        #20
                                        yeah, been there, done that . . . for years . . . almost burned myself up when I fell asleep with a 1 quart lit butane torch in my hand . . . . still didn't quit . . . not sure what was the final straw, just one day said "no more."

                                        It makes it easier when it isn't around, but eventually you know you will be put in the situation again where it is available. That is when you have to be strong and "just say no."

                                        Good luck, it is not an easy monkey

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                                        • corvette
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                                          • Oct 2001
                                          • 7880

                                          #21
                                          RAM, great to hear this


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                                          • Herb Kornfield
                                            Is on the 1
                                            • Sep 2002
                                            • 4996

                                            #22
                                            Congrats RAM.

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                                            • AaronM
                                              GFY Royality ;)
                                              • Oct 2001
                                              • 46917

                                              #23
                                              Originally posted by RAM
                                              Right on Zebra yes the monkey had turned into a Gorilla. OMG Zebras, Monkeys and Gorillas shit we are in a Zoo.

                                              Welcome to GFY.

                                              Glad to hear the good new RAM.

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                                              • Sosa
                                                In Tushy Land
                                                • Oct 2002
                                                • 40149

                                                #24
                                                congrats on being clean

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                                                • RAM
                                                  They're all hookers, but mom!
                                                  • Jan 2001
                                                  • 7047

                                                  #25
                                                  Originally posted by FilthyRob
                                                  Ram I am glad to see that you are cleaned up bro! Last time I saw you was at Internext in January getting your ass licked by Destiny at that COHF shoot!

                                                  I don't even know what to do now, I quit drinking and haven't touched drugs in years. What am I gonna do at the parties? Probably all business I guess.
                                                  Yes the Ass Licking.....that was a nice one forsure...!!!
                                                  RAM



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                                                  • Sly
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                                                    • Sep 2004
                                                    • 31379

                                                    #26
                                                    Congratulations RAM.

                                                    Waking up to a clear head every morning feels great, doesn't it?
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                                                    • RAM
                                                      They're all hookers, but mom!
                                                      • Jan 2001
                                                      • 7047

                                                      #27
                                                      Originally posted by baddog
                                                      yeah, been there, done that . . . for years . . . almost burned myself up when I fell asleep with a 1 quart lit butane torch in my hand . . . . still didn't quit . . . not sure what was the final straw, just one day said "no more."

                                                      It makes it easier when it isn't around, but eventually you know you will be put in the situation again where it is available. That is when you have to be strong and "just say no."

                                                      Good luck, it is not an easy monkey
                                                      Yes I know some of this falling a sleep while driving type stuff....All I can say is I'm really lucky.

                                                      Saying No will always be a little challenge but the more I say NO the stronger I become. One yes means the Gorilla wins and I lose.

                                                      Thanks
                                                      RAM



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                                                      • Cole Montana
                                                        Confirmed User
                                                        • Sep 2003
                                                        • 275

                                                        #28
                                                        RAMBRO, That trip to Budapest has got to be one of the best things that could have ever happend to ya buddy. We can't wait to meet the real Ram when he gets back, let alone hear all the "gory" storys of Ramz Adventures. lol


                                                        LOVE YER SHOW!!

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                                                        • RAM
                                                          They're all hookers, but mom!
                                                          • Jan 2001
                                                          • 7047

                                                          #29
                                                          Originally posted by Sly
                                                          Congratulations RAM.

                                                          Waking up to a clear head every morning feels great, doesn't it?
                                                          Thank you and yes it does. So does sleeping every night.
                                                          RAM



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                                                          • sherie
                                                            Confirmed User
                                                            • Feb 2002
                                                            • 7020

                                                            #30
                                                            Wow RAM! I am glad to hear that things are working out for you. I am proud of you and happy to hear you still have everything that you've worked so hard for. That drug is a demon and I am happy that you have chased it away.

                                                            Are you living out there now or...?

                                                            Much love!

                                                            Hugs and kisses and best wishes~

                                                            S~
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                                                            • RAM
                                                              They're all hookers, but mom!
                                                              • Jan 2001
                                                              • 7047

                                                              #31
                                                              Originally posted by Cole Montana
                                                              RAMBRO, That trip to Budapest has got to be one of the best things that could have ever happend to ya buddy. We can't wait to meet the real Ram when he gets back, let alone hear all the "gory" storys of Ramz Adventures. lol


                                                              LOVE YER SHOW!!

                                                              ~COLE~
                                                              Yes yes Budapest and Lensman saved my life. The storys are all good and real. Looking forward to seeing you to Bro..Thanks
                                                              RAM



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                                                              • GTS Mark
                                                                Vrume Mark
                                                                • Jan 2001
                                                                • 20912

                                                                #32
                                                                Good for you Ram!

                                                                DH

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                                                                • Chris
                                                                  Too lazy to set a custom title
                                                                  • May 2003
                                                                  • 27880

                                                                  #33
                                                                  Hmm , hard drug to kick.


                                                                  Wtf is in budapest though ?
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                                                                  • TweetyBird
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                                                                    • Feb 2004
                                                                    • 8532

                                                                    #34
                                                                    glad to see you're back on track
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                                                                    • RAM
                                                                      They're all hookers, but mom!
                                                                      • Jan 2001
                                                                      • 7047

                                                                      #35
                                                                      Originally posted by sherie
                                                                      Wow RAM! I am glad to hear that things are working out for you. I am proud of you and happy to hear you still have everything that you've worked so hard for. That drug is a demon and I am happy that you have chased it away.

                                                                      Are you living out there now or...?

                                                                      Much love!

                                                                      Hugs and kisses and best wishes~

                                                                      S~
                                                                      Sherie darling,

                                                                      No just out here working and living life. I will be back soon and look forward to seeing you.
                                                                      RAM



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                                                                      • RAM
                                                                        They're all hookers, but mom!
                                                                        • Jan 2001
                                                                        • 7047

                                                                        #36
                                                                        Originally posted by DrinkingHard
                                                                        Good for you Ram!

                                                                        DH
                                                                        Thanks DH hope to see you soon
                                                                        RAM



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                                                                        • MakeMeGrrrrowl
                                                                          Grrrrrrrrr
                                                                          • Oct 2002
                                                                          • 4984

                                                                          #37
                                                                          That's an awesome story. See, God always helps us when we're falling, in one way or another. He sent an Angel to you that day. =) Good thing you realized it.

                                                                          Congrats!!!

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                                                                          • speakthetruth
                                                                            Confirmed User
                                                                            • Jul 2004
                                                                            • 400

                                                                            #38
                                                                            I moved from speed to coke. I feel best I have felt since 2003.

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                                                                            • RAM
                                                                              They're all hookers, but mom!
                                                                              • Jan 2001
                                                                              • 7047

                                                                              #39
                                                                              Originally posted by JupZChris
                                                                              Hmm , hard drug to kick.


                                                                              Wtf is in budapest though ?
                                                                              Yes hard but done:

                                                                              WTF is in Budapest......well NO METH and Lots of history and more hot women then I can handle !!!!
                                                                              RAM



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                                                                              • Joesho
                                                                                want to get in shape
                                                                                • Jan 2003
                                                                                • 12329

                                                                                #40
                                                                                Glad to hear, you got things under control Ram...
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                                                                                • TurboAngel
                                                                                  H.B.I.C.
                                                                                  • Jun 2003
                                                                                  • 30122

                                                                                  #41
                                                                                  Sounds good hun!

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                                                                                  • Chris
                                                                                    Too lazy to set a custom title
                                                                                    • May 2003
                                                                                    • 27880

                                                                                    #42
                                                                                    Originally posted by RAM
                                                                                    Yes hard but done:

                                                                                    WTF is in Budapest......well NO METH and Lots of history and more hot women then I can handle !!!!
                                                                                    just did a google on it ... looks like a very historical town ... Why would big L send you over there? content shooting? Hows living over there? Is the american dollar worth alot ?

                                                                                    SOrry for so many questoins lol
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                                                                                    • RedShoe
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                                                                                      • Feb 2001
                                                                                      • 14831

                                                                                      #43
                                                                                      hey.. so wait.. can you score me some Meth here in cali?


                                                                                      I'm KIDDING!!!
                                                                                      Glad to hear you're doing well Ram. Lens has saved my life as well.. (twice, but who's counting.. and please don't ever let him know that)


                                                                                      But now I'm curious.. (I don't do drugs so I don't know... ) but do you even remember meeting me a few times?

                                                                                      Either way. Glad to see you're doing better. Hope to see you in Vegas.

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                                                                                      • CodeKing
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                                                                                        • Aug 2004
                                                                                        • 184

                                                                                        #44
                                                                                        you'll be back
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                                                                                        • RAM
                                                                                          They're all hookers, but mom!
                                                                                          • Jan 2001
                                                                                          • 7047

                                                                                          #45
                                                                                          Originally posted by Joesho
                                                                                          Glad to hear, you got things under control Ram...
                                                                                          Thanks Big Joe !
                                                                                          RAM



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                                                                                          • Vanilla
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                                                                                            • Dec 2003
                                                                                            • 8097

                                                                                            #46
                                                                                            Wow, I had no idea... I am so glad to hear you're better, Babe!!
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                                                                                            • brand0n
                                                                                              been very busy
                                                                                              • Nov 2002
                                                                                              • 26983

                                                                                              #47
                                                                                              we traded ram a ride for pizza in atl, true story.
                                                                                              want to buy this spot for cheap? it is of course for sale. long term deals are always the best bet. brand0n/ at/ a o l dot commies.

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                                                                                              • RAM
                                                                                                They're all hookers, but mom!
                                                                                                • Jan 2001
                                                                                                • 7047

                                                                                                #48
                                                                                                Originally posted by RedShoe
                                                                                                hey.. so wait.. can you score me some Meth here in cali?


                                                                                                I'm KIDDING!!!
                                                                                                Glad to hear you're doing well Ram. Lens has saved my life as well.. (twice, but who's counting.. and please don't ever let him know that)


                                                                                                But now I'm curious.. (I don't do drugs so I don't know... ) but do you even remember meeting me a few times?

                                                                                                Either way. Glad to see you're doing better. Hope to see you in Vegas.
                                                                                                Yes Yes and how could I forget the RED Shoes.....!!
                                                                                                Look forward to seeing them again soon
                                                                                                RAM



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                                                                                                • Houdini
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                                                                                                  • Dec 2001
                                                                                                  • 1651

                                                                                                  #49
                                                                                                  I've seen too many friends slip away because of drugs. Always glad to hear when someone kicks it.

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                                                                                                  • RAM
                                                                                                    They're all hookers, but mom!
                                                                                                    • Jan 2001
                                                                                                    • 7047

                                                                                                    #50
                                                                                                    Originally posted by Vanilla
                                                                                                    Wow, I had no idea... I am so glad to hear you're better, Babe!!
                                                                                                    Thank you sweet one. Looking forward to seeing a lot of you !!
                                                                                                    RAM



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