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Halcyon · 05-28-2005, 10:32 AM

Thank you!!!

This is what I wrote early this morning about my special day...

It?s hard to remember what I was doing a year ago.

My brother was about to get married.
He and Sis-in-law were moving out.

My rent would double, while my work situation was in flux.

I made a conscious choice to stay in this expensive sanctuary apartment?
To work less?
And concentrate on enjoying the NOW rather than build a career or a nest egg. I would allow myself to incubate. Spend more time with Grandpa. Buy a Mac and learn to make a DVD.

When I made the choice to stay in this ocean palace, I was trying to embrace my ?float more, steer less? philosophy.

Float more, steer less.
Love more, fear less.

Some time later?
In October, I believe?

The cosmic stream floated Tassy to me. My pink angel.
And the flow has been powerful since that moment.

I fell in love with her immediately. She was out of a dream. She moved in on Dec 26th.

I?m now working on the projects of my dreams with Tassy. Web and Video projects that I?ve imagined for years. I?m not doing them for the money, but they could end up supporting us.

This year i officially crossed the line into on-screen pornography 100%.
But it doesn?t feel like it. I have to remind myself that this is outlaw territory. I feel like the path we?re on is so illuminated with light?the responses we get from members of our site?it reminds me of the best days of cockybastard.com?or the best days of citizenX.com

When people were feeling something special in my art. When people were really being touched and being affected in positive ways.

I feel that happening again.
Having Tassy as a collaborator has allowed me to explore a realm of expression I?ve only dreamed of. It is an amazing thing to live and work and create while constantly immersed in love.
So, while I am definitely swirling in the erotic? it feels more like being in the flow. Where LOVE is the goal, and SEX is merely the tool to see it.

So as I enter this next orbit around the sun, I can feel a different gravity.

Intertwined with Tassy, I feel our bodies being pulled by that cosmic stream?an effortless float from life adventure to life adventure?sprinkling pink love along the way.

***

Thanks for being a part of this cosmic stream.
Thanks for all the love you put into it.
Thanks for receiving mine.

Love,
Halcyon

05-28-2005, 10:32 AM
Halcyon Spread The Pink! Join Date: Dec 2002 Location: TrampStampStudios.com Posts: 8,609	Thank you!!! This is what I wrote early this morning about my special day... It?s hard to remember what I was doing a year ago. My brother was about to get married. He and Sis-in-law were moving out. My rent would double, while my work situation was in flux. I made a conscious choice to stay in this expensive sanctuary apartment? To work less? And concentrate on enjoying the NOW rather than build a career or a nest egg. I would allow myself to incubate. Spend more time with Grandpa. Buy a Mac and learn to make a DVD. When I made the choice to stay in this ocean palace, I was trying to embrace my ?float more, steer less? philosophy. Float more, steer less. Love more, fear less. Some time later? In October, I believe? The cosmic stream floated Tassy to me. My pink angel. And the flow has been powerful since that moment. I fell in love with her immediately. She was out of a dream. She moved in on Dec 26th. I?m now working on the projects of my dreams with Tassy. Web and Video projects that I?ve imagined for years. I?m not doing them for the money, but they could end up supporting us. This year i officially crossed the line into on-screen pornography 100%. But it doesn?t feel like it. I have to remind myself that this is outlaw territory. I feel like the path we?re on is so illuminated with light?the responses we get from members of our site?it reminds me of the best days of cockybastard.com?or the best days of citizenX.com When people were feeling something special in my art. When people were really being touched and being affected in positive ways. I feel that happening again. Having Tassy as a collaborator has allowed me to explore a realm of expression I?ve only dreamed of. It is an amazing thing to live and work and create while constantly immersed in love. So, while I am definitely swirling in the erotic? it feels more like being in the flow. Where LOVE is the goal, and SEX is merely the tool to see it. So as I enter this next orbit around the sun, I can feel a different gravity. Intertwined with Tassy, I feel our bodies being pulled by that cosmic stream?an effortless float from life adventure to life adventure?sprinkling pink love along the way. *** Thanks for being a part of this cosmic stream. Thanks for all the love you put into it. Thanks for receiving mine. Love, Halcyon __________________ HAL on TEDx: