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everytime i try to quit, the boyfriend is always sayin shit that makes me wanna go start back up again. like "god, smoke a cig and stop bein a bitch already!" and "you know you're gonna fail, why try?"
if i could go somewhere for 5 days with no cigs, no where to get cigs and where no one is around me & i dont have my cell phone, i'm sure i can kick the habit.
but its hard for me to do with my boyfriend around, and sitting at the computer alot (which makes it easier to light up), and have the stress of family callin my cell all the time & me tryin to be their fuckin guidance counslor.
and i know that im "orally fixated" (shut up! LOL), so i need to buy lollipops, and gum.
i already started working out at the gym (doing alot of cardio) to help me not WANT to smoke, its workin so far. i cut down to 1/2 a pack a day already.
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