Have you been working so hard?

I stare into space and hope we're not alone
am I searching for something that's better than home?
I've been working so hard
stress is tremendous and pressure is endless
no one on this planet, like me to be friends with.
I've been working so hard
I've been working so hard

I'm underneath the sun
and I'm underneath the gun

I'm losing my mind and I know there is no remedy
I think I'm a failure who is living on memories
I've been working so hard
lonliness can't be cured from no medicine
I look to the stars, that goes traight through my head again
I've been working so hard
I've been working so hard

I'm underneath the sun
and I'm underneath the gun
I'm a fool to think the pain goes away
such a fool to take the blame, and run away

Sometimes, I beat up myself I
lock myself away, I cloud all my thoughts
please go away, oh nevermind these
I'm checking out now, I won't ever come back
now that my life doesn't exist
yeah your right, how does it feel to be right?
knowing that I was wrong..nothing is right when your wrong