Sometimes I feel like i am blindfolded

Collapse
X
Collapse
 
  • Page of 1
  • Time
  • Show
Clear All
new posts
Previous template Next
  • Fletch XXX
    GFY HALL OF FAME DAMMIT!!!
    • Jan 2002
    • 60840
    #1

    Sometimes I feel like i am blindfolded

    No matter what everyday i wake up and have to accept the fact that unlike most I will never have to go to "work." I will never have to answer to another man ever again for the rest of my life. Yet somehow I feel like everyday I am blindfolded. Calling me paranoid is an understatement, I don't even trust myself, but one thing that makes me the most nervous is how I am or what I am to become, because I know no matter what I do, no matter how hard I work, I can only be what I am. I have tried all night to figure this out, I have come to one conclusion. I should drink more, and post more. Period nigga.

    bottoms up if you read that.

    Last edited by Fletch XXX; 05-02-2004, 10:40 PM.

    Want an Android App for your tube, membership, or free site?

    Need banners or promo material? Hit us up (ICQ Fletch: 148841377) or email me fletchxxx at gmail.com - recent work - About me
    Tags: None
    • Oh Sheila
      Confirmed User
      • Apr 2004
      • 1404
      #2
      cheers, I read it.. sounds like you've smoked a bit much of the evil weed, but I'll drink to it
      SIG TOO BIG! Maximum 120x60 button and no more than 3 text lines of DEFAULT SIZE and COLOR. Unless your sig is for a GFY top banner sponsor, then you may use a 624x80 instead of a 120x60.

        Comment

        • StickyGreen
          .
          • Oct 2003
          • 13076
          #3
          just live life man...fuck a job fuck a boss...be your own boss and live it up...find love...have a family...then die...hahah..sucks huh. the end result is always the same....so party for now cuz we here right...
          Refer Cam Girls and Take Home 10% of Everything They Make For Life

            Comment

            • SilverTab
              Confirmed User
              • Nov 2001
              • 5060
              #4
              cheers
              mmm my sig was too big... no more cool animation
              but hey still! need php? ICQ: 94586959

                Comment

                • KaLi
                  Confirmed User
                  • Aug 2003
                  • 4371
                  #5
                  Kicks ass huh.

                  icq:160-417-630

                    Comment

                    • Fletch XXX
                      GFY HALL OF FAME DAMMIT!!!
                      • Jan 2002
                      • 60840
                      #6
                      Originally posted by Oh Sheila
                      cheers, I read it.. sounds like you've smoked a bit much of the evil weed, but I'll drink to it
                      evil?

                      Im like <i>this</i> with the devil.

                      Want an Android App for your tube, membership, or free site?

                      Need banners or promo material? Hit us up (ICQ Fletch: 148841377) or email me fletchxxx at gmail.com - recent work - About me

                        Comment

                        • Mr. X
                          Registered User
                          • May 2004
                          • 69
                          #7
                          I like my beer cold, my TV loud and my homosexuals flaming.
                          SIG TOO BIG! Maximum 120x60 button and no more than 3 text lines of DEFAULT SIZE and COLOR. Unless your sig is for a GFY top banner sponsor, you may use a 624x80 instead of a 120x60. Let me repeat... A 120 x 60 button and no more that 3 lines of DEFAULT SIZE AND COLOR text.

                            Comment

                            • KRL
                              Entrepreneur
                              • Oct 2002
                              • 31429
                              #8
                              Sometimes I wakeup when my kid is with my ex, and its dead quiet and feel like I never was really married and I never had a son and that it was all just a dream. Really freaks me out for a few seconds.
                              If you would like to develop your domains, you can lease inexpensive foreign labor
                              from the leaders in the field at iWebmasters.com TO LOWER YOUR COSTS AND INCREASE YOUR PRODUCTION!
                              *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** ***
                              Domains Adult News KRL's Newsletter Biz Tips Just Listed Domains

                                Comment

                                • Fletch XXX
                                  GFY HALL OF FAME DAMMIT!!!
                                  • Jan 2002
                                  • 60840
                                  #9
                                  Originally posted by KRL
                                  Sometimes I wakeup when my kid is with my ex, and its dead quiet and feel like I never was really married and I never had a son and that it was all just a dream. Really freaks me out for a few seconds.
                                  One of the best w r i t e rs who never gets the credit deserved:

                                  <a href=http://www.cameroncroweonline.com/>Cameron Crowe</a>

                                  Who else can claim such masterpieces as "Fast Times At Ridgemont High, and Vanilla Sky"

                                  Shave off the 80s nostalgia, and read this,, Cameron has the same nightmares I do. He compiled them and made Vanilla Sky, he doesn't get the respect he deserves.


                                  Want an Android App for your tube, membership, or free site?

                                  Need banners or promo material? Hit us up (ICQ Fletch: 148841377) or email me fletchxxx at gmail.com - recent work - About me

                                    Comment

                                    • reynold
                                      Too lazy to set a custom title
                                      • Oct 2002
                                      • 51271
                                      #10
                                      Reality strikes when most needed!

                                        Comment

                                        • KRL
                                          Entrepreneur
                                          • Oct 2002
                                          • 31429
                                          #11
                                          Originally posted by Fletch XXX
                                          One of the best w r i t e rs who never gets the credit deserved:

                                          <a href=http://www.cameroncroweonline.com/>Cameron Crowe</a>

                                          Who else can claim such masterpieces as "Fast Times At Ridgemont High, and Vanilla Sky"

                                          Shave off the 80s nostalgia, and read this,, Cameron has the same nightmares I do. He compiled them and made Vanilla Sky, he doesn't get the respect he deserves.
                                          Another thing that trips me out. I'll wake up from a bad sleep and think I hear my father's voice waking me up and to come down for breakfast and I think omg he's still alive, he didn't really die and then I realize it's just my imagination. (He died 17 years ago of a heart attack.)

                                          If you would like to develop your domains, you can lease inexpensive foreign labor
                                          from the leaders in the field at iWebmasters.com TO LOWER YOUR COSTS AND INCREASE YOUR PRODUCTION!
                                          *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** ***
                                          Domains Adult News KRL's Newsletter Biz Tips Just Listed Domains

                                            Comment

                                            • Ironhorse
                                              Pixel Pusher
                                              • Nov 2002
                                              • 7094
                                              #12
                                              I spent saturday with my kids, played raquetball, had lunch, saw a movie, had dinner at Red Lobster, during dinner my 7 year old asked me if I was my own boss. It felt great to say: yes, I have customers that I have to listen to during the duration of the project, but otherwise I am the the boss of me

                                              Cheers
                                              [email protected]

                                                Comment

                                                • Gman.357
                                                  Confirmed User
                                                  • Oct 2002
                                                  • 2796
                                                  #13
                                                  Originally posted by Fletch XXX
                                                  One of the best w r i t e rs who never gets the credit deserved:

                                                  <a href=http://www.cameroncroweonline.com/>Cameron Crowe</a>

                                                  Who else can claim such masterpieces as "Fast Times At Ridgemont High, and Vanilla Sky"

                                                  Shave off the 80s nostalgia, and read this,, Cameron has the same nightmares I do. He compiled them and made Vanilla Sky, he doesn't get the respect he deserves.
                                                  Cameron did win an Oscar for best screenplay, not that it means much these days the way those awards are.

                                                  I fuckin loved Vanilla Sky. So many profound quotes from that movie.

                                                  I'll tell you in another life, when we are both cats.


                                                  Ouch.

                                                    Comment

                                                    • Fletch XXX
                                                      GFY HALL OF FAME DAMMIT!!!
                                                      • Jan 2002
                                                      • 60840
                                                      #14
                                                      Originally posted by KRL
                                                      Another thing that trips me out. I'll wake up from a bad sleep and think I hear my father's voice waking me up and to come down for breakfast and I think omg he's still alive, he didn't really die and then I realize it's just my imagination. (He died 17 years ago of a heart attack.)

                                                      Without probing, let me say, I have nightmares every night, unlike normal folk like my girl, my dreams are horrible, the most violent visions. What makes me bring this up is, you visions seem to have the same flavor, meaning, someone very close to you, and their death taunting you, sort of fucking with you now that they are dead.

                                                      If I know anything about nightmares, it's the fact that they are safe. There is no explanation, but I too suffer from simply terrifying dreams involving very close family members, such as grandma or mom, etc. MY girl often wakes me because I will be shaking, sweating, making noise etc,... there is no explanation, it's simply the brain and manifestation of thoughts. It sucks, sometimes the visions are horrible, sometimes I think its brought on by the media, and the age old experiment of the maze and the rat. While the rat would spend his day trying to find his way through the maze, when he would sleep, his dream patterns informed us he was indeed retracing the maze in his sleep. He was acting out the maze in his dreams.

                                                      If a mouse can workout a maze in his sleep, there is no limit on what we can do in ours.

                                                      Think about it.

                                                      /drunk

                                                      Want an Android App for your tube, membership, or free site?

                                                      Need banners or promo material? Hit us up (ICQ Fletch: 148841377) or email me fletchxxx at gmail.com - recent work - About me

                                                        Comment

                                                        • webmaster x
                                                          Confirmed User
                                                          • Mar 2004
                                                          • 4400
                                                          #15
                                                          I'm drinking
                                                          Click 9500 FHG Text Descriptions--Only $89!

                                                            Comment

                                                            • AlienQ - BANNED FOR LIFE
                                                              best designer on GFY
                                                              • Mar 2003
                                                              • 30307
                                                              #16
                                                              Death in dreams is a sign of change.

                                                              Your own death in a dream is a sign of change in yourself.

                                                              Umm...

                                                              Yeah.

                                                              Nighmares suck though.

                                                                Comment

                                                                • MiLo
                                                                  Confirmed User
                                                                  • May 2002
                                                                  • 2970
                                                                  #17
                                                                  I am severrly drunk myself right now.. but i must say..

                                                                  Cameron Crowe didnt wrote "Vanillay Sky"... that is an adaptation (??) from Alejandrom Amenabar´s movie "Open Your Eyes" (abre tus ojos) .. or am i missing something?

                                                                  salud anyways,
                                                                  ICQ: 9203112

                                                                    Comment

                                                                    • newsdude
                                                                      Confirmed User
                                                                      • Apr 2004
                                                                      • 1969
                                                                      #18
                                                                      Originally posted by webmaster x
                                                                      I'm drinking

                                                                      Cheers!
                                                                      SIG TOO BIG! Maximum 120x60 button and no more than 3 text lines of DEFAULT SIZE and COLOR. Unless your sig is for a GFY top banner sponsor, then you may use a 624x80 instead of a 120x60.

                                                                        Comment

                                                                        • quiet
                                                                          we'll miss you our friend. RIP
                                                                          • Sep 2001
                                                                          • 25115
                                                                          #19
                                                                          i have nightmares regularly. also dream about dead family members regularly. my dreams are so vivid and real, that i sometimes have trouble deserning them from reality, when i wake up in the morning.

                                                                          also, a couple of times a year, i have a dream where i'm being held down in my bed, and actually do a sort of mental battle with another entity. i am completely awake during these dreams, and realize i'm 'dreaming' (don't think that's the proper term though)... these dreams are completely black ie no visual perception, and are on a purely physical/mental level.

                                                                          we'll miss you our friend. RIP

                                                                            Comment

                                                                            • Fletch XXX
                                                                              GFY HALL OF FAME DAMMIT!!!
                                                                              • Jan 2002
                                                                              • 60840
                                                                              #20
                                                                              not alone is good.


                                                                              Want an Android App for your tube, membership, or free site?

                                                                              Need banners or promo material? Hit us up (ICQ Fletch: 148841377) or email me fletchxxx at gmail.com - recent work - About me

                                                                                Comment

                                                                                • Ironhorse
                                                                                  Pixel Pusher
                                                                                  • Nov 2002
                                                                                  • 7094
                                                                                  #21
                                                                                  Last night I dreamt Dick Clark complimented me on my work, wtf?
                                                                                  [email protected]

                                                                                    Comment

                                                                                    • KRL
                                                                                      Entrepreneur
                                                                                      • Oct 2002
                                                                                      • 31429
                                                                                      #22
                                                                                      I'm really starting to believe when we sleep our consciousness does indeed leave the body and goes out into other realities and dimensions.

                                                                                      Shits too frickin real to think all these dreams are just happening in our mind and that's the extent of it.

                                                                                      No way. Got to be more to it.
                                                                                      If you would like to develop your domains, you can lease inexpensive foreign labor
                                                                                      from the leaders in the field at iWebmasters.com TO LOWER YOUR COSTS AND INCREASE YOUR PRODUCTION!
                                                                                      *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** ***
                                                                                      Domains Adult News KRL's Newsletter Biz Tips Just Listed Domains

                                                                                        Comment

                                                                                        • Mr. Marks
                                                                                          Confirmed User
                                                                                          • Jun 2001
                                                                                          • 7517
                                                                                          #23
                                                                                          Death is not extinguishing the light,
                                                                                          It's putting out the lamp because the
                                                                                          dawn has come.

                                                                                            Comment

                                                                                            • Joe Citizen
                                                                                              Confirmed User
                                                                                              • Oct 2003
                                                                                              • 4552
                                                                                              #24
                                                                                              Originally posted by KRL
                                                                                              I'm really starting to believe when we sleep our consciousness does indeed leave the body and goes out into other realities and dimensions.

                                                                                              Shits too frickin real to think all these dreams are just happening in our mind and that's the extent of it.

                                                                                              No way. Got to be more to it.
                                                                                              Don't underestimate the brain. Ever.

                                                                                                Comment

                                                                                                • Joe Citizen
                                                                                                  Confirmed User
                                                                                                  • Oct 2003
                                                                                                  • 4552
                                                                                                  #25
                                                                                                  Originally posted by papichulo
                                                                                                  Death is not extinguishing the light,
                                                                                                  It's putting out the lamp because the
                                                                                                  dawn has come.


                                                                                                  Dream on dipshit.

                                                                                                  Death means nothingness.

                                                                                                  Be a man and accept your fate, instead of a pussy who believes in invisible beings.

                                                                                                    Comment

                                                                                                    • pure energy
                                                                                                      Confirmed User
                                                                                                      • Apr 2004
                                                                                                      • 4274
                                                                                                      #26
                                                                                                      Originally posted by Fletch XXX
                                                                                                      not alone is good.

                                                                                                      Surely you need some time alone too, even just once in a while.
                                                                                                      Click Here to get $42 a sale AND Get FREE MGP Coaching from WebmasterLabor.Com

                                                                                                      Sign up above then EMAIL info (( at )) webmasterlabor DOT com for your free 1 to 1 MGP coaching

                                                                                                        Comment

                                                                                                        • McKracken
                                                                                                          Confirmed User
                                                                                                          • Jan 2004
                                                                                                          • 703
                                                                                                          #27
                                                                                                          my dream life is spoooky fletch!!!

                                                                                                          I can "wake up" in the morning do the daily stuff you do... as the day goes ahead strange DARK things happen (like car accidents, tvs blowing up,shadows etc.) i will "go" for a nap cuz i feel tired...

                                                                                                          later that evening i will get a call from a partner or someone else asking why i did no show up for some BBQ etc. I will tell... WHAT i just got home....

                                                                                                          long story short I have been sleeping all day long!!!!!

                                                                                                          I have ongoing dreams that continues for years.... with my dead dad etc.

                                                                                                          only one friend knows my strange night life and ever since i was beaten up by 5 people and hurt my head it has gotten worse!
                                                                                                          Last edited by McKracken; 05-03-2004, 02:26 AM.

                                                                                                          MAKE BIG $$$ - NEW MANINSTREAM SITE BETA LAUNCHES SEPTEMBER!
                                                                                                          * e-mail for more info [email protected] *

                                                                                                            Comment

                                                                                                            • KRL
                                                                                                              Entrepreneur
                                                                                                              • Oct 2002
                                                                                                              • 31429
                                                                                                              #28
                                                                                                              Originally posted by Joe Citizen


                                                                                                              Dream on dipshit.

                                                                                                              Death means nothingness.

                                                                                                              Be a man and accept your fate, instead of a pussy who believes in invisible beings.
                                                                                                              If that is what you believe that is what you will experience when You die.

                                                                                                              The rest of us will be livin it up in another dimension filled with beauty and light.

                                                                                                              If you would like to develop your domains, you can lease inexpensive foreign labor
                                                                                                              from the leaders in the field at iWebmasters.com TO LOWER YOUR COSTS AND INCREASE YOUR PRODUCTION!
                                                                                                              *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** ***
                                                                                                              Domains Adult News KRL's Newsletter Biz Tips Just Listed Domains

                                                                                                                Comment

                                                                                                                • ocho-ocho
                                                                                                                  Confirmed User
                                                                                                                  • Apr 2004
                                                                                                                  • 1769
                                                                                                                  #29
                                                                                                                  fletch...life is just like that, sometimes it's UP...sometimes DOWNFALL, but even if we keep on searching WHY...there's is one thing for sure...we can't appreciate goodtimes if we don't go thorugh HARDTIMES...cheer up man!

                                                                                                                  tomorrow will gonna be a GREAT day for you 'coz somebody SPECIAL will
                                                                                                                  gonna go through with you...through ThiCK and ThiN!

                                                                                                                  Enjoy!
                                                                                                                  ____________________________
                                                                                                                  under construction

                                                                                                                    Comment

                                                                                                                    • Joe Citizen
                                                                                                                      Confirmed User
                                                                                                                      • Oct 2003
                                                                                                                      • 4552
                                                                                                                      #30
                                                                                                                      Originally posted by KRL
                                                                                                                      If that is what you believe that is what you will experience when You die.

                                                                                                                      The rest of us will be livin it up in another dimension filled with beauty and light.
                                                                                                                      Sounds good KRL.

                                                                                                                      But I don't buy it.

                                                                                                                        Comment

                                                                                                                        Previous template Next
                                                                                                                        Working...