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Thanks everyone who put their two cents in...it's good to get a neutral opinions-or a bunch of them.
I do want to clarify that we don't swing often and it isn't a big part of our life...we just had a few encounters in the past year, and it was always with both of us there.
I did what some of you suggested and wrote down how I feel...
When I look over what I wrote, I find it insane how he has no problem whatsoever with swinging when he's banging other chicks...but he can have a problem with me talking to people on IMs.
I just feel like we're moving in different directions.
He's content going nowhere and struggling, and I would rather work my ass off so my kids have a better life.
I completely trust him and have full faith in his feelings for me, and his commitment to me, even though he has given me reason not to in the past, and he won't give me the same trust and respect, even though I have never done anything to deserve it being withheld.
Ah, well.
I think we need some counseling outside of GFY, lol.
Much love and thanks for your help guys!
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