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Originally posted by ArikaAmes
Young - It seems like you are blaming God because your g/f was taken away from you. Have you thought that maybe she is in a happier place right now, or just that it was her time to go? The same thing will happen to you too...it will happen to all of us.
I am very very sorry about your g/f, I cannot blame you for hating, if my s/o passes away I would blame everyone that I could. I would be a very pissed off and unhappy person. I am not preaching to you at all...I am saying that now b/c seriously I am not, i am in a way agreeing with you. But you have to go on, in hopes that you will be with her again  
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Arika every day I realize that I have to move on and there is nothing I can do. The sweetest person in the world was taken from me. 2 Years and we didn't fight once. Cold world. Everyone tells me that she is probaly in a better place and I do want to believe it. I even hold Memorial Masses for her, not because I believe....but because if by the off chance that there is a God (highly unlikely) she will be fine where she is.
I have no fucking faith. I will never have kids...who would want to bring a life into this cold fucking world we have. Do not get me wrong....I am far from miserable. I do well financially, I have a huge family (150+ at annual reunion) but God isn't the person who gave this to me.
Jesus did I make any sense in what I just said? sorry i just kept typing.