Depressions; Are you in one? How to get out of depression?

just see a doctor, they got pills to put you in whatever mood you wanna be in

I know a guy that can also give you pills that will put you in whatever mood you wanna be in

It's like you're ringing some kind of giant, loud, troll bell.

No but today was a downer.

I hate dealing with techs that say they did something when they never did it.
5 fucking hours to get it finally done..

SMOKE SOME FUCKING POT< AND GO OUTSIDE AND ENJOY YOUR LIFE OCASSIONALY!

i use to

until i just started blaming my problems on everyone else

sure, its not healthy

but neither is wanting to kill yourself

You writing a book? What's with all the fucking questions?

Nuh, my bro was for a while though.

He got these pills from the doctor which we named "happy pills".
When he took them he just couldn't stop laughing, it was really funny.

I am in a constant state of depression.

One thing that always got me is the fact that if I had stayed with the right girl whom I eventually married and is now actually my present wife.

My life would be one of success not failure.

I would be "Somebody". Now I know I am destined to be nothing but a standard issue run of the mill PC dork holding a standard 9-5.

How did this happen ya ask?
It dates back to 1996 when I was dating this girl whom was a stripper (my now present wife) but unexpectedly I hooked up with some other girl that fucked me over pretty good.

During my dating I had access to alot of girls that wanted photos done of them for business cards and things and even shot a few in old VHS tape.
Basically things were about to fall in place and I had no idea what to expect launching a website of strippers in 1996-1997 but I did know it would be good as I was getting traffic from Persiankitty.

I had a nice drive with my now present wife back then whom I got back with after the divorce from my first wife. I remember it well we went to a beach and we had decided we were going to make a website for her and her friends. She even went and did several shoots in San Francsico to Los Angeles that we were going to use in the websites then stupid me...
I suddenly broke off for the other bitch because she got pregnant and I wanted to do "The right thing".
I gues the only happy ending to this story is that I got what really wanted in the end. A Good woman.

However
I get pretty fucken depressed when I think about that. My life would be way fucking different. I was already making link sites in 1996 and submitting to Persiankitty...

How fucking stupid as that?

VERY FUCKING STUPID.

Summary:
I am the stupidest would have been webmaster in the industry today for being so fucking retarded about not getting down with making a business with a stripper and her friends in 1996 and it would have happened in Santa Cruz. CA 1997.

Okay but seriously, when I'm depressed, I just make sure I don't forget to take my medication agian.

hahahahaha nice one

you got me there, I didn't see that 'grandpa pic' coming