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Originally posted by ShellyCrash
I also lost a friend like that, only he was never on meds, so when he did it it was a complete shock. To this day some of our friends that couldn't deal with it call it an "accident". He was never depressed in the classical sense, he was getting progressively more insane, to the point where he was indeed a danger to other people and himself, but I never imagined he would die by his own hand.
He knew he was crazy and was pretty comfortable with it. I think if anything he had a fear of growing up and knowing he would never cut it as an adult. He lived a real peter pan life. He was really violent, but he was always good to me. I miss him sometimes, but I know that he wasn't meant for this world. If he was here now he would either be in jail or in the mental ward, probably comatose on meds. I don't know if it helps you, but at least in my case, after I got over the pain looking back it made sense. His future would have only contained suffering. 
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yeah pretty much like my friend..no suicidal tendencies..not depressed...he tought he was hurting people..in his letter..he said he was sorry for everything he has done...(pretty much all stuff that he invented)....I wish he would've gone through with his medication!
and to think that 3 months ago he was just as normal as I am.....scares me to even think about it....it all happened so fast...