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I'm in my mid 40's. Been married twice. Once in my 20's which was a short one and had a long one in my 30's who I had my kid with.
Single and happy now. It is fun being alone, but sometimes you truly do get that lonely feeling, especially when my son is with my ex and it gets so quiet without the noise kids make in the background.
I'm so picky now, I'm beginning to think that's all she wrote for me. Go out on dates and just don't get impressed anymore and I really don't have the desire to be living with someone again. So I've got the mindset now, its better just to have fun, just have girl friends instead of a full time deal and learn to accept the lonely moments.
The women in my age range are all divorced, and fucked up, and if they have never been married by their 40's there is usually a reason why. The younger women I go out with I have fun and all, but I know they are just there for the money.
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