Frile

I was dating the most incredible girl in the world since a year and a half... the most beautiful, intelligent and sweetest girl i ever met and now she left me and im going through the worst time in my life.

To make a long story short... when we met for the first time she had a boyfriend (longtime... 2 years), we liked so much that we started dating each other, with him in the middle. We continued a very passionate relation for 8 months when she left him and committed to me...

Since day one we were ALL day together (and i mean every day) except for a few exceptions... so, our thing was INTENSE. We had great romantic moments and fantastic trips together. We could talk about almost anything and we laugh all the time.

I gave her nice gifts all the time, from expensive watches to my own poetry & flowers. I took her to the best restaurants in town and helped her a lot when she moved to a new house (appliances, papers and stuff).

But recently we were really tired... she study from 8am to 1pm and go to work from there to 8pm. And i have a similar day (although i have my own company). So the last 2-3 weeks were hard... she was always in a bad mood and tired, sex was not as good as always and i said bad things to her when we fought.

So a week ago (after a small fight the day before when i sad bad things to her again) she told me she doesn't feel anything for me anymore and she is indiferent. She told me she doesn't want to see me or hear from me ever again. And she is the kind of girl you can believe when speaking...

Do you think she still has feelings for me but left me cause the relation was exhausting and i also hurt her feelings (she has a BIG pride)?