Does it raise your self esteem to insult others? I think you are a sad child wanting the attention it never got from it's parents. Did your mother ween you from the breast too soon?
I will say a prayer for you, honey. I hope you feel better about yourself real soon.
Take the advice from Stuart Smalley: Every morning, look in the mirror and face yourself, and say:
"I am fun to be with. Because I'm good enough, I'm smart enough, and doggone it, people like me."
