Sometimes I get memories but I'm way better where I am now . My GF is tha shit ! I never wanted a real GF before I was just fucking arruond for a couple weeks then switching girls...
Originally posted by rayadp05
I rebooted, deleted temp files, history, cookies and everything...still cannot view the news clip. All I see is that fucking gay ass music video from "Rick Roll". Anyone else have a different link to the news clip?
I think about my first love sometimes. I agree that it is usually a song on the classic rock station that does it. Sometimes I will see a young gal that looks like her when I was with her. Of coarse I am sure she does'nt look like that any more.
PUSSY - PUSSY - PUSSY! Wet & Puffy - Wet & Pissy - We Like To Suck Puffy Cash
I have been single now for about 13 months, before that I was in a serious relationship and in love like a sickpuppy, discovered what love is for the first time with this girl. I thought this was soulmate, my wife, my childrens mother possibly. But sadly I was wrong. It was a long distance relationship, I would drive 120 miles each way just to get her and bring back her back to brooklyn, she lived in CT. But yea I remince almost every day at some point about our relationship, the mad sex we would have 24/7 etc But it lasts sometimes for a few mins, to a few hours, then I block it out. Since her I have been with 2 other girls, but it is still fresh in my head daily, Sorry had to let this dribble out of my head.
Originally posted by greentea I have been single now for about 13 months, before that I was in a serious relationship and in love like a sickpuppy, discovered what love is for the first time with this girl. I thought this was soulmate, my wife, my childrens mother possibly. But sadly I was wrong. It was a long distance relationship, I would drive 120 miles each way just to get her and bring back her back to brooklyn, she lived in CT. But yea I remince almost every day at some point about our relationship, the mad sex we would have 24/7 etc But it lasts sometimes for a few mins, to a few hours, then I block it out. Since her I have been with 2 other girls, but it is still fresh in my head daily, Sorry had to let this dribble out of my head.
Going thru the same thing right now bro, what made u realize she wasn't the one?
Going thru the same thing right now bro, what made u realize she wasn't the one?
Honestly i still think she is the one! I still have hope, and i say this only because of the relationship we had.
I have to say to myself that she is not the one for me, until that day IF ever we get back together again. Because if i dont come to realize that i cant get over her etc, then this depression will last on. Guess its some mental reverse phych shit, if you know what i mean.
The wound is still open and feels like salt has poured on it, and its only been a year and some change.
Honestly i still think she is the one! I still have hope, and i say this only because of the relationship we had.
I have to say to myself that she is not the one for me, until that day IF ever we get back together again. Because if i dont come to realize that i cant get over her etc, then this depression will last on. Guess its some mental reverse phych shit, if you know what i mean.
The wound is still open and feels like salt has poured on it, and its only been a year and some change.
I know what u mean, I think if everything is meant to be, you guys will find each other again. Gluck to u bro.
Going thru the same thing right now bro, what made u realize she wasn't the one?
I'm in the same boat but i've been here before... from my experience I can tell you that the only way you will put it to rest is when you find another girl that knocks your socks off and you each fall for each other big time, but who knows when that will happen, it could be next week or next decade.... in the meantime take care of business and hang in there bro
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