MAN, I can't tell you how very much I can relate to every word you have said...... I have been there and done ALL that and it sucks some serious ass. I did the same thing you did....... FUCK THIS SHIT and started my own shit too..... and I can't tell you how terrified and excited I am both at the same time.... you will do fine, baby, you are a fighter and a survivor..... best of luck to you, you know where I am if you ever need anything.
