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I cant have an orgasm with my wife unless
Hello, Im new hear. I thought this would be a good place to express some of my feellings.
Im not an adult webmaster, but I want to make a internet home busines some day. Not shure what, but I know I got to do somthing. Right now Im just collecting unemployment till December, then it all runs out. I was thinking about having my own online Juice bar, wear people could buy different vegtible and fruit juices over the internet.
What brings me hear, is that i really get off by peeking in peoples windows at night. I specialy like to look in at women getting undressed. I like pantys.
I started doing it as a boy, when me and my brother would dress up like ninjas and sneak from house to house in the darkness of night. One time we came across a neighbor girl getting undressed. I was hooked ever sence.
After I got married a few years ago. I stopped sneaking around looking in windows. Mariage seemed to calm my fantasies. Latley, me and my wife have been having some problems. I am not as sexually aroused by her since she had our daughter. She has put on quite a bit of weight, and a lot of fat on her butt and legs. It isnt very attractive anymore, so Im not satisfied in bed.
This has led me (a 29 year old man) to once again put on the ninja outfit, and roam from house to house. Somthimes I dont even bother disguising myself. It sort of turns me on to have that extra excitment of knowing that I will be recognized if I get caught.
I used to think this was strange, but I have talked with many other people on the internet who do the same thing as me. We all get a good rush from it.
After being so turned on, I am able to go back to my wife and have sexual intercorse.
What I am asking, is what I do anymore different than what you webmasters do? You know, get turned on by pictures of naked ladies, then have sex with your wife?
I am very confused.
Thanks
BTW does anybody no of some good voyuer internet sites?
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