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There has been a lot of things in my life and hard to pinpoint just one. I guess if i had to pick just one I would have to say when my mom died two years ago.
She was very strong headed and never listed to a thing I had to say. Our relationship was never good, I guess I was always a disappointment to her, but we always shared this deep connection that is so hard to explain.
When she found out she was dying she made me promise to be there at the moment she passed because she was afraid. When the time came I was asleep in a chair with my head resting on her bed and something made me wake up. I looked at her and I just knew it was her time. I rubbed her hand and told her that it was ok to go, that I was there with her. With that she took her final 3 breaths and died. Damn her, she had to pick that moment to listen to me for the very first time in her life. Not sure if i will ever fully get over that.
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