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After reading what the girls have to say I feel really shitty now. I am such a dope. I did not get a friction dance, I was there for only about 20 min when I got bored and left. But it was not cool at all to do to her. Why do I have a girlfriend that is so far away? I suppose I am lucky that I can. I mean with my biz being connected to the Internet I can actually work from anywhere that has a internet connection. And this girl is just so loving and beautiful. I am a little whipped but she is great. But buidling trust was so hard and difficult and a fragile thing. Getting busted going to a stip club and then lieing about it really shattered that fragile trust. What do I do now? Maybe just let it end. I was really not crazy about going over seas all the time to see her. I need to forget. But that does not change the way I feel about shattering that trust I worked so hard to build. Oh well.
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