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Originally posted by LeeNoga
FM saved me from doing stupid things, and stepped back and let me self extinguish vs. becoming a 4 alarm fire once my marriage collapsed and my house flooded which cost $53K to rebuild [had insurance]. Then he booted me in the ass and actually pissed me off which was the challenge I needed to get back into the saddle.
I was 99% out of this business, and did not care, and he did not let me throw away that last 1%, and I have been on a come back the last year since my return. I am SOOOOOOOOOOO glad, FM did not let me walk, and held on to me but kicked my ass repeatedly.
It worked.
So 2003 is my year, all the chaos is gone, and I have a whole new life as a single middle aged [46, ick] woman, and love life. Now I find this industry all fuckered up.
It will straighten out, its all growing pains as it continues to mature.
I to have a BS degree in Business/Management and who would have thunk I would go into porn and stay there?
Nice meeting you Cass :-) It should not have taken this long to chat!
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i have to say i am truly impressed. not only do you show yourself as a person (you lay your mistakes and hardships out on the table), you also give credit where credit is due. i can count on one hand (and you make the one hand complete) where i have heard that someone's life being turned is due largely in part to someone elses help. that is such a show of respect, courage and loyalty that is just not seen anymore. i know exactly where you are coming from for if it weren't for the help of my bestest friend in the world (and co worker) i think i would have had a nervous breakdown so i can so totally relate. you are correct, we should have spoken sooner (you have been an inspiration for me to get off my ass and get my work done now....lol; no bs). definitely hit me up on icq anytime you want to talk. it has been a complete pleasure
and btw, 46 is still incredibly young
